"I'm leaving, so many people, don't come down, see you next year"

Lu Yan crooked his body and pulled the backpack in the back seat, he couldn't stay at home for a week, except for a change of clothes and a computer, he didn't bring anything else, when nothing happened, he dared to say with a clear conscience in front of more than a dozen media outlets that he and Liu Tao had no half-penny relationship except for friends, but now he didn't have that courage.

Women are men's schools, and now it makes sense to think about it, even if the other party left quietly, he didn't hate her, and even thanked her, he had no money and no name, he was poor and white, and everyone planned to marry him, which is already a rare thing, since he became popular, people didn't take anything to him to improve his value, what else can he ask for? Feed a lame man for the rest of his life? That is unrealistic, the sense of security she needs is a promise to see, not a verbal illusory future after a short contact, in hindsight, he gradually understood that if Xiaoya has such a man in the future, that is, she doesn't recognize her as a brother, he has to pull her back, he can't watch his own sister jump into the fire pit, he can only say that she made a choice that even he thinks is very correct, the original resentment and despair are just a momentary impulse related to his body.

And her existence is always alert to his continuous efforts, even if he can't stop even half a step, Lu Yan is grateful to her, thanks to her for the growth and encouragement she has given, but that's all, the past is over, and he can't be broad-minded enough to redeem or other things.

Although his experience is extremely limited, he can still vaguely feel that he has crossed the line with one foot, and then take half a step forward, the abyss or heaven, he doesn't know, in his heart, he hasn't thought about it yet, as Zhao Kui'e said, in the face of marriage, it's not a big mistake to be cautious.

"Okay, Happy New Year"

Liu Tao hesitated, as if after some thought, she nodded slowly, seeing that Lu Yan was about to get out of the car, she opened her mouth, but she couldn't say anything else, hazy, she could sense his hesitation, inside, she was also a little unable to make a decision, although she often pretended to be very confident, but she knew very well in her heart that she was far from his ideal type, even if it was just in case.... I'm afraid that even her only friend of the opposite sex will be lost, and she doesn't dare to take such a big risk.

Lu Yan raised his wrist and swept his eyes, and said as if he was very depressed: "I don't know how long there is left, yo, this watch is not leaving, you can see what time it is."

"I won't look at my phone," she glanced over, but only caught a glimpse of the light and shadow, and the watch of his wrist was covered by the cuffs, as for whether he was walking or not, she couldn't really see it.

She casually took the bag that was put aside, reached in and touched it, she was a well-organized person, where was the thing, she knew very well in her heart, just at the moment when the phone was about to show her head, her fingers holding the phone quietly let go, and her arm leaned in again, and she found a silver watch.

"It's nine-twenty, and there's forty minutes left."

Lu Yan stretched out his hand to take it, looked at it carefully, he just saw it from a distance yesterday, what it was, this was the first time he had seen it, on his face, he didn't show anything unusual: "It's true", so he put it in his pocket casually, got out of the car, waved his hand and said, "Let's go." ”

At the moment when Lu Yan raised her hand, her eyes naturally fell on his wrist, her sleeves were half-hidden, although it was only a short moment, but the "click" sound of the second hand turning seemed to be roaring in her ears, and she was stunned for a while, until Lu Yan closed the car door, she came back to her senses a little, because of doubt, she didn't even say "have a good trip" or the same kind of blessing.

She drove forward for a while, bent a corner, and the fragments in her mind became clearer and clearer, and at that moment when she passed the airport again, Lu Yan's performance of not matching the preface and afterwords suddenly appeared in front of her, his statement was so good, why did he say not to go? Why didn't he return it? A very tangled conjecture suddenly came to her mind, and he knew it!

"How did he know? When did he find out? In her embarrassment, she was very conflicted, on the one hand, hoping that he would simply see the watch at some chance of the occasional moment and not notice anything else, and on the other hand, she wished that he had seen the other one at the same time.

In the entanglement, she immediately took out her mobile phone and wanted to ask clearly, but the prompt sound from the earpiece made her have to give up the idea of finding the answer immediately, Lu Yan's mobile phone had been turned off, but with a woman's intuition, an extremely bad premonition gradually emerged.

Fingers pressed the flip cover of the mobile phone, slowly and silently closed, but in the end, because it was no longer subject to the slightest resistance, and made a crisp "click", at the same time she slowly calmed down, and the result of calmness was that she couldn't help but be surprised by her courage before, that is, the phone call she dialed before, and the urge to buy a watch, why did she do this?

In her consciousness, she has always thought that she is more rational than emotional in dealing with people and things, even if she is really angry, she will not burst out recklessly, because it has no meaning, and even regret it afterwards because she hurt someone, because there was no need to do that.

But think about it recently, she can't remember how many times she has sent a fire that seems to be for no reason at this time, and it disappears in an inexplicable blink of an eye, which is very undeserved, this is not her, if some times because of physiological reasons can be explained, then why in other times? She regards him as a real friend, otherwise she will let him eat and live in his own home, even if many people in the outside world say that she has an excellent relationship with Jiang Xin and is best friends, but really, she knows better than anyone else in her own heart, she can understand her big swagger, but the other party's sometimes unscrupulous language makes her heart tingle from time to time, Jiang Xin is good at everything, but she can't accept it at all, she always likes to show off, showing off her figure that she doesn't have, and there is a certain pursuit, even if it's a joke, she is also a woman, She didn't want to be a head shorter than her, even if she thought about it afterwards, there was nothing to be angry about, but when she had no choice, she was the first to call Lu Yan instead of her, and she knew that there was still a difference between the two people in her own measurements.

She parked the car on the side of the road, and there was a stall full of fireworks in front of the store on the road, and she couldn't help but think of an interesting incident when she first entered junior high school, what was the boy's name and what he looked like, she didn't remember it clearly, but when she thought of what the other party did, she couldn't help but laugh for a long time every time she thought about it, and she didn't know the beginning and end of the matter.

At that time, a boy in the same class seemed to have a good impression of her, and she was sensitive to her from the eyes of the other party a few times she looked at her, but she didn't take it seriously, and her parents and teachers kept telling her that it was a bad thing, so she always tried to avoid it intentionally or unintentionally.

Until one day after the evening self-study, when she was about to leave the school gate, the boy stopped her, saying that he wanted to surprise her, she wanted to leave with her feet up, but the other party stopped her, and a large group of classmates who didn't know each other around were even more blocked, and then, just when she was about to go back to find the teacher, a crackling noise exploded not far away, she knew what it was, firecrackers.

It was a understandable thing, and the past was over, but the next day, the boy had a fight with one of his companions' iron buddies, and even because he broke the first piece, he was criticized by the head teacher, and the matter gradually spread, and in the kung fu of pretending to write homework, she learned the reason why the two were fighting, and the boy wanted his buddy to buy fireworks just to confess, but it happened that his buddy's brain was a little confused, and he didn't know where to get a string of firecrackers, and he was elated.

Laughing for a while, the smile on her face gradually faded again, in front of the fireworks shop is a flower shop, carnations, roses, one by one, bunches of delicate blooming, she couldn't help but think of the last Valentine's Day Jiang Xin received a bouquet of bright roses when the show-off, she snorted, a little annoyed, what if you still can't receive it this year? Wouldn't it be time for her to laugh at her again?

Thinking like this, I couldn't help but think of Lu Yan in my mind, and I was quickly vetoed by her, she knew him too well, in his opinion, spending money to buy these things that can't be eaten or drunk is purely a waste, when she was chasing Yan Danchen for a while, she asked her to send flowers, but people immediately shook their heads like rattles: "How expensive that guy is." ”

In the earlier years, she and his thoughts were actually similar, holding a bouquet of flowers as if acting on TV, how silly, and what good about flowers with their roots cut off? After a day or two, it will not look good, how ugly it is, but gradually, seeing that one after another friends have received flowers, especially in front of her, she can no longer take it seriously, even if it is a form, I think it is a very meaningful form, especially in front of people, that can better satisfy that.... A little vanity.

"But on what grounds?" She thought about it for a long time, and thought about a few "plans" that she thought would be effective, but after careful scrutiny, she felt that the amusement was untenable, and in the middle of thinking of a way, she directly crossed this step, and considered that if he really came to himself with a bouquet of flowers in front of many people, she would reluctantly accept it, or find a more tactful excuse to refuse, so thinking about it, she couldn't help but imagine the scene of the day: "If you are like this, we won't even be friends.... No, it's too fake.... Well... I think about it, I'll give him some face, well, put it this way, forget it, give you a face, put it aside... Haha".

After being happy for a while, at the end of the day, she suddenly woke up again, even if she transferred the money to him, she didn't necessarily want him to go back and buy a bouquet of flowers, but in her heart she found an explanation for herself that she didn't dare to delve into: "No, I eat and drink so many things for nothing, I have to pay them back, it's just a few dozen yuan."

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