When he was on the road, Ash instinctively approached Lu Xiaobu.

No way, although the people here seem to be very good, he is still familiar with Lu Xiaobu and is willing to stay with Lu Xiaobu.

"Can you tell me about it, why do you look at the world with all kinds of data?" Lu Xiaobu asked softly.

Judging from the current situation, he should have gained Ash's trust, so he can also ask this question.

Ash raised his head and looked at Lu Xiaobu, then lowered his head again.

Finally, he spoke.

This time, he rarely didn't speak with data!

"Instructor Lu, do you remember the memories you had before you were two years old?" Ash asked a difficult question.

"I don't remember. Lu Xiaobu shook his head.

It's not just that he doesn't remember, he believes most people don't.

"I remember. Ash bit his lip and lowered his head: "I clearly remember everything from birth to the present. ”

"Super memory?" Lu Xiaobu frowned.

"Yes. Ash nodded slightly, his head almost buried in his knees.

"I see. Lu Xiaobu sighed, stretched out his hand and touched Xiaozhi's head.

I guess some people have never heard of this disease.

In fact, everyone hopes that their memory is better, after all, good memory is good for study and work, and all aspects!

However, it is not a good thing, but a disease!

Super memory disorder is one such disease.

It is often said that time is the cure for grief because time makes you forget.

However, time is not in the hands of this super memory patient!

Because, they, will not forget!

Painful things, they can't forget!

Happy things, they can't forget!

Even, they can't even forget the trivial things about what clothes you were wearing, what fabric, which foot entered the door, what you said, what changes in your demeanor, and so on when you saw him today!

Think about it, what kind of pain is it when such a huge amount of memories all flood into your mind?!

It's really going to make people crazy!

"I distinctly remember being sold by my biological parents to my future parents when I was a child. Ash buried his head and continued.

The voice was neither sad nor joyful, as it was when he spoke the data.

"My adoptive parents were very kind to me at first, and even thought I was a genius at first, but I was very happy and tried to show my memory as much as possible to please them. ”

"However, when I showed my abilities too much, and even did all the wrong things. ”

"They stopped calling me a genius and even started to fear me and call me a monster!"

Speaking of this, Ash, who was originally extremely calm, still trembled a little in his voice.

Lu Xiaobu stretched out his hand and touched Ash's head to calm him down.

He understands!

It's a genius beyond ordinary people's abilities, but if it's beyond people's understanding, it's a monster!

Especially when this monster was not their real biological son, that fear was almost an instinctive reaction!

Moreover, Ash also said that he did something wrong.

What's wrong?

Although Xiao Zhi didn't say it, Lu Xiaobu could imagine it.

There are very, very many wicked people in this world, or people with bad tastes!

As a simple example, the night before, Ash's parents made out, thinking that Ash was a child and didn't care.

The next day, someone deliberately asked about it when he knew that Ash had a strong memory.

So, think about it, what would Ash do at that age, with little sense of morality?

No doubt!

Make a clean breast of!

And it's incredibly detailed!

So you can imagine what will go wrong after that!

The shame of the adoptive parents, the happiness of the wicked people, the quarrels between the two sides, until the fear and disgust of the adoptive parents for Ash!

Maybe just once, not to disgust and fear Ash.

But what if there were too many?

For example, family quarrels, gossip, and behind-the-scenes discussions, these things are all things that everyone is doing, but they don't want to talk about it and be known by others!

However, the curious Ash will definitely read it and write it down, and at the same time, he will almost be tricked out by people with bad tastes!

Again and again, until the adoptive parents truly fear and dislike Ash.

Maybe it's accompanied by corporal punishment or something.

These are absolutely incomprehensible huge blows and shadows to young Ash!

"Later, when I understood a little bit more, I wanted to figure out my own problems, so I began to study a lot and take the initiative to learn all kinds of knowledge. Xiao Zhi calmed down a little under Lu Xiaobu's touch and continued.

"My memory allows me to learn all kinds of knowledge very quickly, even if I don't understand it, but it is very easy to memorize it. ”

"One by one, one after another, I don't know how many books I read and how much I learned. ”

When Lu Xiaobu heard this, he sighed again.

The memory is strong and terrifying at this point, even if Ash's comprehension ability is not very strong, but when a large amount of knowledge pours in, he will read it a hundred times and see its meaning!

Like robots, do they think like humans?

The current bot won't!

But!

They will learn deeply!

It's about constantly adding relevant knowledge, constantly sorting out and analogizing, and finding the right option from a whole bunch of mistakes!

That's how Ash is!

Even, after all, he is a human, in fact, he learns faster than a robot!

"Until one day, my head started to hurt! It almost cracked! I tried a lot of methods, but it couldn't relieve the pain, and it hurt more and more!"

"It's okay, it's okay. Lu Xiaobu kept stroking Xiaozhi.

The situation he said at the beginning appeared, the super memory attacked, the memory was too large, and the brain couldn't bear it!

Moreover, this symptom is almost unsolvable!

After all, as I said before, they will not forget, everything they see, hear, smell, and even feel will be forcibly remembered.

It's only going to hurt more and more, and it hurts more and more!

Almost all of the few super memory patients in the world can't stand this situation and choose to commit suicide!

"How did you solve it?" Lu Xiaobu asked.

"I learned the way computers. Ash returned to normal again.

This reply of his is calm and normal, very similar to Lu Xiaobu's forced calm skill!

"I've built a huge database in my mind, and all my memories are stored in different categories, no longer piled up in a haphazard manner. Ash said this, and smiled a little smugly.

However, Lu Xiaobu saw that he had to sort out all this under that kind of severe pain!

The most important thing is that he has no one to accompany and no one to help!

So, in addition to hardship, pain, there is also loneliness!

The fusion of these three is called - despair!