Chapter 39: Rootedness

Most of the grievances are mostly trivial things, mind, put in the heart, at a certain time, in the right place, just to get back a city, pleasant, and as you come and go, the gap deepens, even if the original cause is only trivial, it becomes no longer important, but the role played by each other is fixed, until one party bows its head or loses the ability to fight again.

Encounters and smiles and enmity mostly exist in stories, and occasionally they will happen in reality, but it is a process, a long time, smoothing out the mind and diluting the indignation.

"Old horse, get in the car, let's go together"

"Hey, you go first, you can exercise and exercise when you run" The wrinkles in the corners of Ma Shaohua's eyes were pulled, and then he smiled again, waved his hand and said.

"Heh, you said it yourself, don't say I didn't call you when you go back" Closing the window, the smile on Lu Yan's face gradually faded, the matter was opened, but on both sides, it was no longer the same as before.

He apologized, and Ma Shaohua also admitted that he was overemotional, but they both knew that it was not the most fundamental reason, whether what Ge Yejun said was Ma Shaohua's original intention, it didn't matter from the moment it happened.

People live a face, trees live a skin, sometimes, face is worthless, but sometimes, but it looks heavier than life, so they fight with the two, and when they are tired, they naturally stop, but once someone comes to pull, it is tantamount to adding fuel to the fire and fueling the momentum of the two parties.

"Humanity is the root cause."

Forty is not confused, fifty knows the destiny of heaven, but no matter what age, after all, it is a human being, a person, no matter how noble the cultivation, the most essential root nature of a person is difficult to eradicate no matter what, but most of the time it is covered up by external reasonable behavior, just as he will not admit how much fault he has made under normal circumstances, Ma Shaohua also cannot frankly admit the change of mentality over time.

"Xinshuo, to be honest, have you ever been jealous of others?" Lu Yan suddenly turned his head and said to Zhang Xinshuo, who was next to him who had gone to call the door early in the morning.

Zhang Xinshuo originally felt very embarrassed, he was one of the witnesses to yesterday's incident, and now he looks at the two of them talking, although it is no different from before, but after turning his face, he found that it was just that the layer of window paper was not pierced.

"There must be, when I was in school, I was jealous of the classmate who chased the class flower, it's ridiculous to think about it now, in fact, it's not very beautiful, after graduation, and more, don't be upset when you say it, in fact, I'm quite jealous of you, the two of us are about the same age, but what is the situation, well, that's it now" He smiled and patted the steering wheel, when no outsiders, especially Zhang Jianya, were present, he spoke and acted more openly.

After saying that, he turned his head and asked, "What about you, right?" ”

Lu Yan thought about it, smiled, and said: "Sort of, it's been a few years, at that time, I just started to do group performances, and I was desperate, and I couldn't even fill my stomach if I didn't do it, I happened to take a play at that time, in which the actor was only twelve years old, and if I wanted to say that I had no idea at that time, it was purely self-deception", he paused and said: "But when you really understand this business, maybe you have seen too much, and when you encounter such a thing again, your heart will still be unbalanced, but you can think about it, but it has changed from indignation for no reason to trying to do better than people and get more." ”

"Then I really can't reach this realm, to be honest, sometimes I can grit my teeth and fight, but when the results come out, you really can't accept your fate, and you don't ask for more, just be a director in a few years" Zhang Xinshuo said a little broken or free.

"Haha, then do you know why I haven't gotten my driver's license until now?" Seeing that he was like a monk who had seen through the red dust, Lu Yan smiled and patted his stomach, he had just eaten a little more, and he was a little supportive.

After a period of getting along, I know a little bit about Zhang Jianya's nephew, and I can't say that I am down-to-earth, in the current environment, this is really not much of a problem, but the fatal thing is that it will not come, and he will always have shortcomings in his eyesight, if you don't say it, he can't think of it, it is irrelevant whether he does it or not, but he always thinks so.

"Why?"

"First, I don't have time, and secondly, I didn't have the financial ability before, and you know, it costs money to get a driver's license, and when I have time, money is not a big problem, but I don't want to take the test, because I think that someone will definitely drive me in the future, just now."

"Ha, then your original idea has been realized, have you set a more ambitious goal?"

"I'm content with the current situation, how can there be any more ambitious goals"

"Really?"

"Haha" "Haha"

The two of them glanced at each other, and laughed at the same time, the man who knows best is a man after all, Lu Yan's words, Zhang Xinshuo is ten out of ten unbelievers, what Lu Yan did is definitely not what a master should do to be content with the current situation.

When he arrived on the set, although he was bored and wanted to die or live, Lu Yan didn't drill into the car this time, and the mustard was not eradicated, but Ma Shaohua's words, he listened to it, Yide, put it in for decades, pure road goods, grab a handful, but put it now, even if there are few people of the older generation who can stick to it, just say that Chen Daoming and Chen Baoguo really want to get to the bottom of it, these two people's butts may not be much clean, the times are different, guarding the old things, people treat you as if you are a god, but they are never willing to deal with more.

"Yo, you're early, huh?" Seeing that Chen Shu had already put on his makeup and sat under the pergola early, he poked the teacup on the ground next to him and said.

On a not hot day, I didn't feel thirsty even after a busy morning, but now, a little bit of sweat and sweat, a cup of herbal tea will bottom out in a while, and disposable cups are easy to mix, too troublesome, so I took the time to buy one.

"Morning, you... You okay? Chen Shu glanced at him, although there was a position between the two people, she still moved to the side slightly, at that time in the theater, I didn't feel anything, everyone is an actor, speaking seriously, Lu Yan is still later, natural, psychologically she has a little sense of superiority.

But after yesterday, she suddenly realized the difference between the set and the theater, in normal times, Lu Yan and other actors and field workers can also say that they can make trouble, and they can also make some small jokes, but when something happens, the status and level, which are not usually mentioned, are all highlighted at once, dividing different people into dazzling but real levels, and it is even more difficult to ignore the aura attached to him.

He knew what she wanted to say, and as soon as he entered the set, although he deliberately hid it, he still noticed a lot of vague eyes, some worried, some who had nothing to do with him, and there was no shortage of people waiting to watch the excitement and watch the show.

"What can it be? Just made a joke" Lu Yan didn't care, but when he saw her dodging action, he was stunned, and for no reason he thought of Gao Hu's actions at the previous signing conference, and it was rumored in the circle that Chen Daoming had a strong aura and was not easy to approach, and the current situation made him suddenly understand that it was not that someone had a strong aura, but that when he faced it, he had unconsciously weakened the judgment of the supervisor.

"Am I that scary?" He glanced at her and said, "I have time to read the script, it's a big scene, don't mess it up when the time comes." ”

"I heard Minister Cha say, what's wrong?" The previous sentence is a reply to the drama he mentioned, and the latter sentence is a response to his previous sentence, she knows what he is asking, but she doesn't know how to answer, in a situation of reciprocity, she can have no scruples, she can say whatever she wants, but now, she can't help but think about it so much, in the crew, Lu Yan is the biggest wrist, in the theater, he sits in the position where he originally sat on Cha Zhe.

"It's okay.... I'm going to change my clothes" Chen Shu's tone and words were very impressive, a little unaccustomed and uncomfortable, when he got up, he always felt awkward, turned his head and said: "Although you used to be quite ... It's annoying, but now it's really impossible to communicate, everyone is human, and no one has a head longer than anyone else. ”

Chen Shuo's eyes widened sharply, and she didn't pay attention to what Lu Yan said, but she heard the word "annoying", and immediately entered her heart, and just as Lu Yan was about to turn around, she suddenly said: "Self-righteousness." ”

"Oh"

"Ha, the dog bites Lu Dongbin and doesn't know the hearts of good people, you haven't started yet, don't lie down first" Coincidentally, just arrived at the dressing room, and happened to touch Ma Shaohua's face, as you can see, Ma Shaohua's vest on his chest and back was wet and cold, and an irregular watermark was infected.

The two of them came early, even if it was the first scene, there was always more or less more than ten minutes to half an hour of rest and preparation time, in the past, the two of them did not change their clothes immediately, but took advantage of this point of empty sky and the north and south China to talk a few words, but today Ma Shaohua did not go to the pergola, but came straight to the dressing room, probably because he was unwilling to take pictures.

"That's really not possible, just this little way, just come over like playing" smiled, for the meeting, there was preparation before, and the smile was much more natural than when he came, but the eyes of the two of them were staggered after the moment they met.

In front of people, he could still maintain it, entered the house, and at the same time there was no sound, back to back in a small space, each busy with his own work, Lu Yan wore boots and wanted to wear a belt, but he couldn't pass through the nose behind the costume, hesitated, and threw the belt over: "Tie it for me." ”

Ma Shaohua was startled by the cloth tape that flew from nowhere without warning, and subconsciously took it with his hand, saw things clearly, heard the words clearly, and was stunned again, and it took a while to help him put it on.

"On the hour of the evening?"

"It's the whole point"