Chapter 52: How to Choose?
Since the day he was carried downstairs by Zhao Gang, Ruhan's love for him has become stronger and stronger, but he is hidden in his heart, Ruhan is still polite and respectful to Zhao Gang, and dutifully completes the work he assigns. In the dead of night, Ruhan would look forward to the scene with Zhao Gang again and again, and then admonish himself: "Shen Ruhan, Shen Ruhan, you actually fell in love with a married man, although the moment you fell in love with him, you don't know his identity, but you must remember that you can have him in your heart, don't come out"!
It takes a moment to fall in love with someone, and it can take a lifetime to forget someone. Ruhan is such an infatuated girl, she silently misses Zhao Gang in her heart, paying attention to his every move, even a look, and turning a blind eye to other suitors. Several boys in the editorial department have expressed their love to Ruhan, and they have all been rejected by her one by one, or tactful, or tough, only Wang Jun, who has set off a trace of waves in Ruhan's heart, but every time the relationship between the two has further progress, Wang Jun had a car accident on the way to an interview and died unexpectedly, Ruhan is a person with heavy feelings, because of Wang Jun's death, she was sad for a long time, since then, she cherished the time she worked with Zhao Gang even more, she thought, can protect him like this, even if she can't get it, she is happy.
On August 8, 2008, the world-renowned Olympic Games opened in Beijing, Ruhan and his family went to Beijing to watch two games, and also visited his aunt and uncle's family who have been living in Beijing, the eldest son of the aunt's family, that is, Ruhan's eldest cousin, served as the editor-in-chief of a well-known magazine "Beautiful Mood" in Beijing, and the cousin has always admired Ruhan's talent, and introduced Ruhan to his friend and boss, Zhou Xiang, the editor-in-chief of "Beautiful Mood". Zhou Xiang read Ruhan's article published in "Tianya Weekly", praised it, and told Ruhan that if he was interested, he could work in "Beautiful Mood" and was also in charge of the emotional column. The olive branch handed by Zhou Xiang deeply touched Ruhan, who longed for a charming city like Beijing, not to mention the job she liked. Ruhan didn't reply immediately, and Zhou Xiang said to give Ruhan a few days to think about it.
Just when Ruhan was hesitating, Ruhan received a call from Wang Lihong, asking her when she would go back to work. Wang Lihong's phone call reminded Ruhan of a person, Zhao Gang. Beijing, "Beautiful Mood", emotional column, no matter how much temptation, how can he beat his smile! If she leaves "Tianya Weekly" and leaves that city, she and Zhao Gang will have no reason to see each other again! After thinking about it, Ruhan decided to give Zhao Gang a call to listen to his opinion.
The phone was connected, and Zhao Gang's magnetic voice came: "Hey, little girl, what's wrong, I'm having a good time in Beijing, I'm reluctant to come back"
"No, Sister Wang has already called me and urged me to go back, she said she couldn't be busy," Ruhan replied.
"Then you don't come back soon, it's scary for Sister Wang to start a surge, I can see it!" Zhao Gang pretended to threaten.
"I'll do my best to go back, but before I go back, I want to hear the leader's opinion" Ruhan still called Zhao Gang "leader".
"Oh, that's it, you say, I'll hear if I can help you" Zhao Gang was suspicious, not knowing what Ruhan wanted to ask.
"You know the magazine "Beautiful Mood" in Beijing, right?" Ruhan asked.
"You know, there are many famous magazines, and the national ranking is only this to our "Tianya Weekly"!" Zhao Gang said with a smile, he was a little lacking in confidence, but he set this ranking by himself.
"Leader, no kidding, you know, the sales of "Beautiful Mood" are among the best, how can it be ranked behind us" Ruhan was puzzled.
"Okay, just kidding, you're right, but why did you suddenly think of asking this," Zhao Gang asked rhetorically.
"I ...... My brother's friend invited me to work at Beautiful Mood," Ruhan whispered.
"Ah......" Zhao Gang was surprised and couldn't help but sigh.
"Okay, there's such a good thing, you just ask me this, do you still need to ask! Of course, I have to agree, how many people can't ask for it," Zhao Gang said with certainty.
"But...... But ......" Ruhan didn't dare to say any more, she couldn't say, "But I can't do without you."
"But what, you think about it, it's best to be able to go, though...... I...... We are reluctant to let you go, but I also hope that you will have a better development" Zhao Gang said this sentence with some difficulty, when he first heard this, he was very happy for Ruhan, but there was a sense of loss in his heart, as if he was about to lose something.
"Well, I'll think about it again, I haven't thought about it yet, whether to leave the house and leave our world......" Ruhan was in a heavy mood, and a tear slipped from the corner of his eye as he spoke.
"You decide, the master supports any decision you make, but you must respect your inner voice, if you want to go to Beijing or stay in Haicheng, you might as well ask your heart" Zhao Gang comforted. Ask yourself, how can he hope that Ruhan will leave, and he doesn't want it in public or private.
Putting down the phone, Ruhan's heart was extremely entangled, and she asked herself again and again: "Shen Ruhan, do you want to leave Haicheng, leave home, and leave him?" Can you be happy without him? Every time she asks herself, the answer is no, in her heart, nothing is important to be by Zhao Gang's side. In this way, Ruhan lost an important opportunity, and Beijing and "Beautiful Mood" magazine passed by her because of her idea. Ruhan has no regrets, leaving Zhao Gang is like a fish leaving the water, she doesn't know how to live happily. She firmly believes that she made the right choice.