Following Chen Shu's words, a few years ago, Lu Yan was a student when he heard a sentence that felt very fake at the time, specifically whether it was a freshman or a sophomore, he didn't bother to memorize it, and he forgot it, but he only remembered that he heard from the dormitory opposite early in the morning that he wanted Ma Yuan to take the midterm exam, so he followed with a book, and when he arrived, he found that it was not like that at all, for what materialism or something, he couldn't listen to it, and he couldn't think about something so profound, but in two hours, One of the sentences of the old man who was full of light was vaguely impressed: persistence, in general, is whether the initial goal and the final result are the same.

Being on the same level but not coincident means that there is a fork in the road, and there is still a distance from the goal and no longer moving forward, which proves that it is not persistent enough.

Originally, I thought that the old guy pretended to be deep, but now I think that it seems to be the same meaning, the original intention of this thing, just like the first time, when it is still there, it is heavier than anything else, once it is gone, it doesn't matter.

At the beginning, Lu Yan didn't have much ambition, superstar or something, and occasionally thought about it, but he knew very well that it could only be happy when he was fine, so he pointed out that as long as the family could live a little better, even if it was a little hard and tired, it would be worth it, but slowly, when everything was realized, and the heart was big again.

* Ya saw that he was wrong, but he didn't really realize what he was wrong, he had something to be in awe, but it was definitely not a embodied person or a few people, just not in place is not in place, this is irrefutable, in the final analysis, probably in a certain period of time, some of the past urging the motivation to keep moving forward was diluted in his mind, after all, what he expected at the beginning, all came true, and exceeded expectations, no matter how much, although he still looked forward to it, he also knew in his heart that it was unrealistic.

Looking back and thinking about it carefully, it is also an established fact that the ability has not arrived, what is the epiphany is too ethereal, he does not know whether there is such a phenomenon as epiphany in this world, but so far, he has not touched it, and it is estimated that he will not touch it, even if the foundation is solid, it may not repeat the mistakes of the giant building, no matter how ingenious the idealized thing is, it is difficult to fill the gap in reality.

He got up and walked over to *ya, but he didn't notice Chen Shu, who was full of inexplicability on his face, and her lips that were about to say something.

"Director, may I make a call?"

* Ya looked at him for a moment, nodded in agreement, and then quickly asked, "How long?" ”

"Ten minutes"

"That's okay" similar things, * Ya has seen a lot, since he has arrived at the crew, everything before can't be said or counted, but at least there must be an actor's ethics, he is not blind, from the moment Lu Yan opened his mouth to say the first sentence, he knew what he wanted to do, for him, this is something that is beneficial to both parties, and therefore he is willing to give him a chance.

"Hey, teacher, what are you doing here?"

"Something to talk about"

"Look at what you said, I have to have something to call you."

"It's okay, so be it"

"Hey, don't be first, it's really a little problem, please ask your old man."

"Don't fix these things that you don't have, get to the point"

"Didn't I take a scene some time ago, I started it yesterday, but I always feel like I'm almost going back, and I basically have to shoot five or six times in a row to pass"

Chen Baoguo laughed "sneering", not hiding his disdain at all: "Almost? Oh, you can really look at yourself, you are a little worse, you are a big difference, how many times have you told you, An Ansheng filming, eating bite by bite, walking step by step, thinking about something all day long, and making some achievements, I feel that Lao Tzu is the first in this big world? Don't know where the door is heading? ”

"Hey, who are you talking to..."

"You don't care..."

Hearing the faint sound of talking on the phone, he wanted to put it on hold as usual, seeing Chen Baoguo's deflated situation, even if he didn't laugh immediately, he probably had to steal joy in his heart, but at this moment, he didn't have that mind, he had to try to get over this hurdle anyway, and laughed dryly: "I didn't know it before."

"Don't know? You're still sloppy with me, believe it or not, if you say this in front of me, I'll kick you immediately, you know better than anyone else, you know better than anyone else, when you took "Zhenguan", you didn't say hello, oh, now you're in trouble, think of me as a teacher? ”

"....." didn't know what to say for a while, he understood what Chen Baoguo meant, honestly played Xiaosheng, and when the exercise was almost over, he went to broaden the road, but he couldn't wait, at a glance, about the same age, Liu Ye created a ghost wolf, Chen Kun played Lu Ping, and in the back, one after another, they all came up, in terms of age, he is bigger than people, in terms of appearance, he is not handsome, how can there be so many roles waiting for him to come.

Probably after venting, Chen Baoguo relieved his anger a little, and said: "It's a lesson, it's right to have ideas, but you have to do what you can, is there anything else?" ”

"That.. The one I just said."

"Hmm" came a sullen response on the phone, and for a while, there was nothing else, at first I thought he was thinking, but left and right, just like a stone still into the waves, even a wave can not be seen, dumbfounded for a long time, he suddenly understood, I am afraid that he has really encountered a big problem, if there is a trick, Chen Baoguo should not be so breathless.

"Why don't you try it in? Don't more, just one or two" He said in a very cautious tone, he can understand Lu Yan's state 100%, if you want to say a way, it's not nothing, boil, stay up for a long time, have enough experience, have enough experience, these are not problems, but those are stupid methods, and they are all rational things that everyone understands, and obviously they can't solve the near fire, and they are afraid of giving the wrong advice, so the tone is very uncertain.

"That.... I'll try it" smiled bitterly, hung up the phone, and felt that it was not a taste, when I talked to Kou Zhenhai about this before, I didn't pay much attention to it, and I always felt that everything was still far away from me, but now that I really met it, I found that it was much more difficult to accept than I imagined.

Looking ahead, who is still there, there are probably two old men surnamed Li, but they are not relatives, why should people teach themselves the experience they have worked so hard to accumulate? And what Li Mingqi said is probably right, other people's belong to others after all, and it is one's own to come out by oneself, the key is that the road has been exhausted, and when you look up, it is pitch black, and you can't even distinguish between east and west, north and south.

"I don't believe in this evil yet" He tightened his mobile phone, and left behind the advice that Chen Baoguo gave that sounded unreliable, since someone had walked by, it proved that there was no road ahead, but he hadn't discovered it for a while.

"Are you alright?" Seeing that Lu Yan went out and made a phone call and came back, his face was not as ugly as before, Ma Shaohua accosted him, and he also pointed to him to help solve his daughter's matter.

"It's fine," he laughed, realizing that he shouldn't have been able to control his emotions before, which shouldn't have been, what would Ya think, and what would others think? Many things are simple, but it means that others think too much, talk too much, and unconsciously mix some inexplicable things.

"Hey, it's okay, it's okay, it's okay"

"Director, let's get started"

"Figured it out?"

"No" he shook his head, carefully looked at his expression and eyes, and said with a smile: "Director, you are not afraid of spending money, what am I afraid of, it's just a big deal to come a few more times." ”

"I love to hear this, having this heart is more real than anything else, hurry up, prepare" * Ya stretched out his hand and patted him on the shoulder, Lu Yan's performance he had seen in his eyes before, but he didn't go to his heart, with a large group of dozens or hundreds of people, if he was even resentful of such trivial things for a long time, then he would have done nothing all day, let alone his current achievements.

"Lao Zhang, isn't it too much?" Ah Cheng has been watching from the side, whether Lu Yan's performance is good or not, only *Ya has the right to speak, and all he can give is advice, but he feels that it is too impersonal to force it so much.

"What? Since he has that ability, even if he has the strength to breastfeed, he has to squeeze it out for me, I have set up the stage, whether I can sing well depends on him, besides, do you think my money is blown by the wind? That's what I begged my grandfather to tell my grandmother."

"Heh" Ah Cheng stopped talking, he knew that *Ya's temper was coming again, and he could do other things, but when it came to the play, he knew that if there was no grand reason, there would be no room for negotiation in *Ya.

"Lights"

"In place"

"Filming"

"In place...."

"Scene 5, Preparation, Action"

"Stop, Lu Yan, it's not natural enough"

"Stop, Chen Shu, relax"

"Stopped, zoomed in"

"Stop, do it all over again"

"Ka" clapped his hands, didn't say anything else, the performance was done, it was as it should be, and continued: "Prepare for the next show." ”

........

Each one is like grinding it out of life, grinding away all the unnecessary and leaving only the essence squeezed out by exhaustion, a very painful process, but every time, Lu Yan tries his best to come up with the best state, there are some angry ingredients, but all this is not for others, the glory and benefits that will be brought, no one can snatch it away, and all the good and bad in the process of achieving the goal have to be swallowed by him, how can there be immortality in this world.

During the filming, he suddenly had a wonderful illusion, he was 100% sure that in the past few years, Zhenguan should be the only opportunity to cooperate with * Ya, he can't shoot such a scene in a row, and Li Xue will not allow him to waste all his energy on a play.

"Work harder, the remaining two scenes are filmed, start the meal, that Xiao Chen, Xiao Zhao, don't be nervous, just do what I told you before, relax"

"Director, it's not quite right, why do you have a black face when I have a problem, and you are comforted and encouraged by Chen Shu Xiaozhao"

"Hey, I really don't hide it from you, I'm a double standard, what can you do with me? If you're really capable, don't make a mistake."