Chapter 1397 - Failing Others
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Yan Xun is because of her father, in fact, to put it bluntly, Yan Xun doesn't like her at all, so in order to perish her, she can only be made crazy first, and Yan Xun will calculate step by step and let her be completely put to death. On the surface, everyone thinks that he calculates Situ Yan because of Lord Situ.
But only if he understands in his heart that he just hates her, hates her, and simply wants her to leave, so he will be ruthless. As for love, he was moved by a little bit later, and Ah Qing at that time pretended to be pure and lovely, without any aggression, or even any transgression.
She is like his confidante, always silently by her side, whether she is sad or happy, whether she has encountered a problem or an annoyance, she can always find someone to talk to, A-Qing is the best listener, she always silently accompanies Yan Xun, comforts him and helps, and doesn't say anything. At that time, Ah Qing really made people feel at home, and at that time he really wanted to marry Ah Qing.
But then she changed too fast, so fast that Yan Xun didn't have time to react, and so fast that Yan Xun felt incredible, he didn't expect that such a girl who had no quarrel with the world would actually calculate Ye Qiu'er, and she would have such a plan and exquisite mind.
At that moment, Yan Xun was so disappointed, he didn't say it, but he knew that he and Ah Qing would never be able to go back to the past, and once the trust was broken, it would be difficult to recover. As for Jiang Peilan's betrayal, Yan Xun was not sad at all. She didn't take a fancy to this woman from the beginning, and brought her into the palace, just for the sake of the prime minister's face.
Yan Xun treated her like a vase, placed in the palace, and ignored her. Yan Xun didn't care what she did later, because, no matter what she did, the ending was the same. She will eventually be cleared out of the palace, but this time the end is a bit tragic.
Such women do not need to be appeased. As for Qimeng, he was the first person Yan Xun met when he was in Yunguo, and at that time she was like a homeless, stray young beast. Saving the frozen Qimeng in the ice and snow, that was the first time Yan Xun saw her, looking at her, her face was pale, lying in the snow nest, like a gossamer, Yan Xun was moved by compassion.
It's just that at that time, he had to fight for power, and he didn't have the energy to take care of another person at all, he actually wanted to save this woman and leave, but he took her to the ruined temple, and Qimeng slowly eased up. When she regained her spirit, there was a trace of indescribable stubbornness on her face, and that energy made Yan Xun think of Ye Qiu'er.
At that time, he knew that he couldn't escape, maybe he used Qimeng as Ye Qiu'er's stand-in, maybe it was her spirit of not admitting defeat that moved Yan Xun, in short, Yan Xun not only saved her, but also took her with him, along the way, Yan Xun's feelings for her were the most complicated.
Because later Qimeng gave him too many surprises, when he was most critical, it was Qimeng who helped him get rid of the obstacles, and when he needed support the most, it was Qimeng who always supported him, including leading the troops to fight Qimeng also rushed to the front and cleared all obstacles for him, she wanted him to be sent to the throne, there is no doubt about it. At that time, Qimeng's heart was all on him, and his biggest wish in this life was to marry Yan Xun, which Yan Xun knew very well.
But Yan Xun always avoided it again and again, because he knew that Qimeng and him were not all the way after all. is not the person he likes, such a woman has too strong ambition, which makes Yan Xun feel an indescribable uneasiness in his heart, including the final attack on Xiangguo, if it weren't for Qimeng, this Xiangguo would not have been able to attack;
But even though he opened up the territory and expanded the territory for Yun State, even though she made great contributions to Yun Guo, even if he sent Yan Xun to the highest throne, but I don't know why, Yan Xun has never been able to open up to her in his heart.
Until Qimeng fell in love with another man and went away with him, Yan Xun felt that he was finally free, but he didn't expect that Qimeng would come back single a few years later, and as long as he married her, he did not hesitate to use his former merits to threaten Yan Xun to marry her.
Since then, Yan Xun has known that the two of them are different after all, no longer as heart-to-heart as before, not as good as before, not as good as before, and even less tacit understanding before, maybe people used to treat her as a sister;
However, Qimeng has never regarded Yan Xun as a brother, in her eyes, it may be her lover, his future is everything, but what Qimeng thinks in his heart after coming back, even Yan Xun is not clear. It wasn't until Qimeng led someone to assassinate him that he realized that Qimeng wanted him to die.
Yan Xun's heart was as cold as falling into an ice cellar, so heartbroken, he felt that they had room for redemption, but why did they come to this point? Although Yan Xun was very disappointed, although he was very heartbroken, although he was very sorry, he could not recover all this.
Yan Xun can only accept all this, for these women, he has some things that he shouldn't feel guilty about, some things that he is helpless, and some things that are voluntary, but no matter what kind of feelings he has, it has nothing to do with love. Only Nangong Qiuying is special, it is his long-frozen heart, the first time it opens, and the first time it has some favorite women. In the past, Yan Xun was always too harsh and cold on himself, and that heart had already put on heavy armor.
is reluctant to open it to anyone anymore, including Ye Qiu'er, the person he once liked, although Ye Qiu'er has returned to his side now, there are also all kinds of barriers between them. For women, they may always feel that if they can't raise their eyebrows, grow old together, and can't have the same heart, they would rather be alone.
Once she thought that person was Ye Qiu'er, he felt that no one except Ye Qiu could open his heart to him, and he would never fall in love with anyone again, but the appearance of Nangong Qiuying completely broke all this.
Nangong Qiuying and Ye Qiu'er are completely different people, how calm Ye Qiu'er is, how self-controlled and independent, how stupid, how stupid, how naïve Nangong Qiuying is, Yan Xun has always felt that he will not like a stupid woman like Nangong Qiuying, but this day and day, Nangong Qiuying is slowly influencing him, assimilating him, moving him, and opening his heart little by little.
Finally he admits that he likes this silly girl a little. Especially when she held her face and asked him uncertainly, maybe you really like me? At that time, Yan Xun knew that he had fallen.
But that's just a good feeling, it's a liking, and love is far from enough. Therefore, when he was fighting Situ Yan, when he was dealing with Qimeng, when he was trying to find a way to deal with Jiang Peilan, he didn't care too much about Nangong Qiuying's feelings, he felt that Nangong Qiuying could understand all this, and even felt that when everything was over, he would explain it to Nangong Qiuying, and then Qiuying would definitely understand, and even forgive him, because such a simple girl would not have so many thoughts, and it was easy to coax.
But since when did the happy girl slowly learn to bury all her thoughts in her heart, even if she is not happy to face him, she still greets him with a smile, even if she has more things on her mind, she will never say it to make him worried, and she will not ask him innocently, do you really like me?
Just look at the refreshing one
(Tianjin)