After Zhao Xuan opened his eyes, he saw a middle-aged beautiful woman, tugging at her ears, saying words that were different from those of the Heavenly Forsaken Continent, but she could understand it, as if she had always known it.

"Hey, why don't you cry or make trouble today" The woman put down her hand, feeling that Zhao Xuan in her arms didn't move, so she quickly stopped.

"Mom" Zhao Xuan's eyes widened, so afraid that he would lose his mother's trace as soon as he closed his eyes.

Although Zhao Xuan was sure that he had never seen a woman, he felt that this was his mother. So my mother looks like this? It turns out that I really have a mother.

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As he grew up day by day, the people around him loved him a lot, and Zhao Xuan really felt the warmth of home and gradually indulged in it.

At first, Zhao Xuan could still remain sober and rational, understanding that he was still at the moment of breakthrough, as long as he kept looking at it calmly, he could find a breakthrough and rush out.

Slowly, Zhao Xuan really integrated into such a living atmosphere.

There is a father here, of course not the one in Zhaojia Village.

The father of Zhaojia Village has been a lifelong drinker, and after picking up Zhao Xuan, he has restrained a lot and barely survived. It's just that as Zhao Xuan grew up a little and often ate and stayed overnight at other people in the village, Dad started to have a problem with rotten wine again.

In fact, Zhao Xuan has always been grateful to his father.

Except that when I was a child, I didn't know that I was not biological, and at that time, I often made a fuss to find my mother, and I was either beaten by my father or scolded a few words. However, whenever the food is changed, the father will also change some of the children's favorite food, and many other villagers are reluctant.

When I was five or six years old, I heard a lot of adults talking about it, and I realized that I had picked it up. At that time, he was still crying and shouting and ran home to question his father, that is, from that time on, his father talked about his life experience and his father's situation, although he was young, Zhao Xuan always remembered.

From that time on, until his eight-year-old father had an accident, Zhao Xuan began to learn to cook, go into the cave to mine, and also began to think about life.

In general, although my father didn't leave anything and didn't take care of himself very much when he was alive, that kind of love can still be felt. People say that father's love is like a mountain, and he is not good at words, although his father is worse, it is probably the same.

So here, the father who appeared, although he was thousands of times better than his father, and he also had a feeling of being connected by blood, Zhao Xuan was thinking of his father! Although his father is tall and mighty, his cultivation is strong, and he is good to himself, Zhao Xuan only loves him, but he does not have that kind of family affection.

Although such a day is good, Zhao Xuan, who has grown up, always feels that something is wrong. As a result, it can often be seen that the young master of the Zhao family is often alone, sitting on the roof, looking at the sky in a daze.

This situation made my father and mother very heartbroken, and the family was also worried. Zhao Xuan saw it in his eyes, and wanted to be a good baby and make everyone happy, but Zhao Xuan was unwilling in his heart, and he didn't know why.

Until Zhao Xuan was in his twenties, the family talked about family affairs, and the other party was a lady from a big family, and I heard that she was as beautiful as a flower and had high talent. Without Zhao Xuan knowing, the two families decided on the family matter.

It's just that Zhao Xuan was angry for the first time, and he didn't agree to live or die, so he locked himself in the house.

In a fit of anger, his father beat Zhao Xuan violently and turned his head to leave. I didn't allow my mother to come and see her, because I heard that my mother was crying all day and became more and more haggard. After Zhao Xuan recovered, he was locked in the courtyard and was not allowed to go out.

Just turn it off, it doesn't seem to make a difference. Whether it is an uncle or an uncle or a servant in the house, he still cares for him, and Zhao Xuan is somehow very guilty in his heart.

Until one day, because the woman's family was angry with the Zhao family, they sent a large number of masters to directly enter the Zhao family's mansion. Whoever he sees will cut down a man, and he will not spare even a living creature.

In the end, under the cover of death, the father was able to escape with his mother and himself, and finally lived thousands of miles away.

It was also after he came down that his father was obviously much older. Whether Zhao Xuan was walking in the village or in the mountains, he could see people pointing and hearing foul language everywhere, and the more he spoke, the more angry he became, and the more hideous his expression became.

Standing in the center of the flow of people, it seems that the whole world is scolding themselves, as if they have done something terribly wrong. To surrender yourself, to accept punishment yourself, it is you who have harmed everyone in the family.

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Suddenly, one day, Zhao Xuan had a nervous breakdown and broke out in anger. Just on the street, a rope appeared out of nowhere on his body, and was grabbed by Zhao Xuan in his hand. Sometimes it turns into a long knife, sometimes it turns into a long sword, and when you start to cut down people, you kill them.

As more and more was killed, the whole world began to thunder and lightning, black clouds pressed down, and rain slanted down. Zhao Xuan's face became more and more black, and the coercion became stronger and stronger. From a young master who had no power to restrain the chicken, to the aura realm, to the liquid realm, and then to the Zhudan realm.

By the time Zhao Xuan reached the Zhudan realm, cracks began to appear in this world. As Zhao Xuan's coercion became stronger and stronger, the whole world began to collapse locally. Those ordinary people, even when they were about to die, were scolding, but they looked peaceful.

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"Rebel, what did you do, and you still don't stop?!" With a loud shout, my father rushed over.

Zhao Xuan didn't seem to hear it, and just buried his head in killing. Father rushed to Zhao Xuan's side and brazenly went to Zhao Xuan's knife. "Evil Barrier, you kill me first"

Zhao Xuan's eyes were already red at this time, where did he still know who was who, just kill it. The long knife fell directly, and my father couldn't believe it until he died, and the expression was incredible.

Zhao Xuan felt a pain in his heart, and when he looked back, it was his mother who saw that he had killed his father and committed suicide.

If you want to talk about this world, the deepest feeling is the mother, at this time Zhao Xuan was a little sober, he couldn't care about anything else, and hurriedly went up to hug his mother's body.

"Xuan'er, put it down, don't make any more mistakes, come, give the knife to my mother" The mother was bleeding from the corner of her mouth, and her voice was weakly persuading, "Come, you are also tired, have a good rest, mother...... Don't blame you. ”

Zhao Xuan didn't know how to hand over the long knife to his mother, knelt tremblingly in front of his mother, and lowered his head. Suddenly, I felt a chill in my heart, and the long knife was inserted into my left heart.

At this time, Zhao Xuan looked up and saw his mother holding the handle of the long knife, and the blade of the knife was inserted in his heart.

"Xuan'er, just close your eyes and sleep, it's okay. There will never be anything else in the future, no one will blame you. Come, sleep obediently, everything is over, let's go see your father, and the family will be together."

The mother turned around, hugged Zhao Xuan, and comforted her softly. Zhao Xuan is really tired of it, yes, sleep well, no one will say that he scolds himself anymore. Get some sleep and you'll be back to the old days.

Zhao Xuan closed his heavy eyes, lay in his mother's arms, and fell asleep tiredly. The people around him no longer insulted, and looked at this scene with a smile, very gratified.

"Xuan'er, you're naughty again." When Zhao Xuan woke up, he heard his mother scolding angrily.

"It's really all over?" Seeing that his mother was still two or three years old, Zhao Xuan couldn't help but be confused.

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The story repeats itself over and over again, but with a few changes.

Every time Zhao Xuan is in the story, as long as he doesn't follow the arrangement in the dark, he will encounter great disasters. As long as you accept the arrangement, you will be able to live happily ever after.

As the story repeated, Zhao Xuan couldn't tell where it was true and what was false, and how to do it. The entire divine soul, shrouded in a layer of black mist, had rushed into his mind.

Many times, Zhao Xuan struggled, but in the end, all he got was defeat and reincarnation.

Until a certain time, Zhao Xuan obeyed the arrangement of the family and successfully married the lady.

My wife is very good-looking, and she is also very good to herself. After a year or two of marriage, I had a good baby, and my life was very happy. The mother is also very happy, and she is happy to hold her little grandson every day.

One-year, two-year ...... Decade...... Twenty years...... Although Zhao Xuan had a strong desire to leave more than once, his mother and wife tried their best to persuade him to stay, and even cried, Zhao Xuan's heart softened, and he gave up again and again, pressing in the bottom of his heart......

Thirty years later, his parents passed away one after another, and Zhao Xuan inherited the family business.

In front of his mother's grave, Zhao Xuan left despite his wife's objections. I am very determined to find what I have always wanted to find in my heart.

Another thirty years have passed, and Zhao Xuan is already eighty years old, with gray hair and crutches. In the past 30 years, I started from my hometown, walked south for four or five years to the sea, walked east for seven or eight years, and then spent another eight or nine years to reach the northernmost point, and there was still no clue.

Even though I passed by the door not far from the house, I didn't go back to see it. Even if he knew that his wife had passed away, his family was in the middle of the road, and his relatives were struggling to live, he did not look back. Those who are determined to find what they are looking for.

"I haven't gone to the west yet, so I have to go and see it. If you die on the road, you can't stay" From this day on, whenever he was exhausted, Zhao Xuan felt a trace of warmth flowing through his body, supporting himself.

The further west you go, the more difficult it becomes. Heavy snowfall, scorching sun, raging floods, howling winds, riots in the world, wild beasts storming...... It seemed that the sky was blocking Zhao Xuan's footsteps

At the moment when he decided to go west, the strength in Zhao Xuan's body began to recover, first of all, his body slowly stopped aging and regained his youthful vitality, and secondly, the recovery of cultivation, from the aura realm to the Zhudan realm, and finally turned into a primordial infant.

A silk thread is imprinted around the body of Yuan Ying, which becomes clearly visible step by step, and blooms like a flower around the body. No matter how the world changes, whenever the wind, rain, thunder and lightning come to Zhao Xuan's side, they will be swallowed by those flowers, and everything can no longer stop Zhao Xuan's footsteps.

Finally, I don't know how long it has been, I overcame many hardships and saw another self.

"I finally saw you" Zhao Xuan smiled very happily, and the whole world trembled when he laughed.

"You're here?"

"yes, I'm here. No, you are me, I am you, you and I are one, what is the difference between you and me?! ”

From the moment Zhao Xuan saw his other self, he knew that what he had been looking for had finally been found.

Compared with himself, the other self is flesh and blood, but it is much less agile. The other self looked at Zhao Xuan blankly, his eyes revealing the expectation that he had been waiting for ten thousand years, and gradually smiled.

Zhao Xuan also began to smile heartily, and then laughed and merged with his other self.

When the two Zhao Xuan fused together, the whole world began to brighten, and it also began to collapse, gradually disappearing in front of Zhao Xuan's eyes.

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