Chapter 35: Meditation
(Late thanks: a birthday blessing red envelope for the two kings who walk in the dark night, bamboo and small mango have been working hard!) )
After listening to the fifth sister's narrative, Shi Si unreservedly told the fifth sister about what happened to him these days, especially the new gang rules, which can be regarded as an explanation to the fifth sister in disguise, the fifth sister's original anger is almost gone, and she doesn't even have much opinion on Shi Si at all, and now with Shi Si's explanation, she understands Shi Si's painstaking work more, and the knots in her heart are all unraveled, and the two seem to have returned to the state before everything happened, or in other words, after sharing each other's secrets, I feel that the relationship is closer. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. biquge。 infoThe two of them enjoyed a rare leisure time in the afternoon, and they stopped talking for a while, and occasionally made eye contact, and they both showed a knowing smile.
The sky gradually darkened, and Shi Si suddenly remembered what had just happened, and let go of some of his heart and lifted it again.
"Xiao Wu, there is another thing, I don't know how it is done", his voice was a little low, and after Maitreya was possessed, he said that he could not scold the street and order to beat and kill people, and the fifth sister still wanted to laugh, but Shi Si's next words made her take a big laugh: "When I just woke up, I suddenly found that the voice was gone, usually I just thought about it, Maitreya would come out and talk to me, but now, there is no movement for a long time."
"Also, I just found out that I can scold the street again, the second ******!" Shi Si scolded again, and now the fifth sister understood it.
"Brother, it seems that Maitreya did say that he would help you become a good person," the fifth sister helped him analyze, "and said that he would help you after possession." ”
"But that day, the doctor said that your heart was injured, but I don't know why you are okay again, could it have something to do with it?" The fifth sister's guess was close to the truth, and Shi Si also felt that it was very reasonable, so he nodded yes.
"What the hell is going on?" Shi Si fell into deep thought, he called again and again, but still did not get any response, he began to find that the voice that he once wanted to get rid of so much turned out to be the future that brought him hope. After a period of time together, he was accustomed to completing his goals step by step according to the plan that Maitreya helped him make, and he was also trying to put the people around him on a normal path, but now, he felt a sense of loss and confusion from within, and his confidence in the future was gradually disintegrating and dissipating.
Seeing Shi Si like this, the fifth sister did not continue to persuade her, but took the initiative to exit the room before night came, giving Shi Si a space to be alone.
Shi Si was lying on the bed alone like this, the physical pain was nothing, and now what bothered him was the indescribable loss in his heart. If during the period when he was in a coma, his body was only in pain, and his soul was in an out-of-body state, now he is completely in a state of physical soberness, and his spirit is decadent to the point of being out of control. He didn't eat or drink, and the fifth sister had no choice but to continue to let the doctor hang water for him to live, and the two doctors thought that he could end this nightmare event when he woke up, but the patient became like this again, and the two had to fight hard and continue to pay close attention to the changes in his body to prevent any accidents that might occur.
Seeing that Shi Si, who was already good, became like this again, the fifth sister's heart was mixed with two emotions, one was happy, thinking that Shi Si had finally come back to life, but at the same time, the other was disappointed, thinking why he had become like this, and he couldn't figure it out. Fortunately, Ma San and others have been persuading her, it's good that people come back to life, maybe the boss is hit, which gives the fifth sister a reason to wait.
Shi Si was in this state for seven days, and every day he was groggy, and the thoughts in his head surged, but he didn't seem to be able to grasp anything. Later, he no longer planned to grasp those ethereal thoughts, the state between half-dreaming and half-waking continued, and he didn't know what to do, so he simply didn't do anything, letting the thoughts roll and fall.
"Shi Si, listen well......" Late at night, Shi Si, who didn't know whether he was asleep or awake, suddenly heard Maitreya's call.
"Is that you? Maitreya immortals? Shi Si didn't know what he was doing, so he immediately picked up, "I'll listen." After that, his mind reflected the true image of Maitreya, tall and majestic, as if he had been in the heavenly realm.
"Listen well, Shi Si," Maitreya said slowly, "Your heart was punctured that day, and it should have been hopeless, but I can't bear to see you re-enter reincarnation, so I used the remaining immortal power in the world to save your life......"
"It's really you who rescued me, I ......" Shi Si knew the truth, but he choked up and couldn't say words of thanks.
"No thanks, fate will meet, this is your calamity, and it is also my calamity" Maitreya continued, "I have repaired your heart as before, but I can no longer support myself, I am about to settle in your sea of knowledge, many things can no longer show you the way, I hope you remember your original intention, live up to my expectations." If he is destined for another day, we will see each other again......"
Shi Si opened his eyes suddenly, the room was very dark, and there was no sound around, but Shi Si felt that it was definitely not a dream just now, but Maitreya's last message to himself, that is to say, Maitreya is still in his mind, but now that he is asleep, he will no longer use his mana to interfere with himself, Shi Si suddenly felt a deep sense of loss, and the helpless feeling of losing the most precious thing.
He gently lifted the quilt, walked to the ground, got used to the feeling he hadn't had for a long time, lifted his legs, which were still a little heavy, and walked to the window, outside the window, the stars were shining, the lights were dim, he felt that his heart suddenly became calm and strong, he became grateful and humble, he felt the burden on his body, he not only wanted to free himself, but also took his five sisters and them on a new path together, and more importantly, he wanted to find a way to rescue the trapped Maitreya and repay him for saving himself.
He felt that he was full of strength, not the power of bullying in the past, but a kind of inner fulfillment and the calmness of finding the right goal, he believed that he would complete Maitreya's entrustment, be able to achieve the desired results, and be able to exchange for the freedom of his relatives and friends with his own persistence! Thinking of this, he suddenly understood what he should do now, so he staggered, turned around and walked to the gate, and shouted loudly, "Little Five, Little Five, where are you, give me something to eat......"
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