What he said after pulling out his heart
That's it for this volume
To be honest, it was a painful process to write this book. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info
The personality of the protagonist in the book is actually the personality of the author himself. In other words, I'm a split-personality patient. For such people, the hospital has a general name, called 'mental illness', and in the world, people call it 'neurosis'.
At that time, when this book was written, there was no outline, and even the world background was not perfect. Later, when it was more than 30,000 words, I didn't expect to come to the signing station, and the plot at that time was written here.
My idea was to get sick and then heal or die. In the end, the protagonist accepts a thousand cuts in exchange for an earthly salvation. And as the author, I also suffered a thousand cuts in the process.
This punishment was not so much that Yuyangzi suffered, but that the author himself suffered.
Of course, readers probably won't care about what happens to the author, just like people who eat pork, and they won't care whether they raise pigs as men or women, old or young.
As for saying a few more words here, the main reason is to talk about the next idea, and if it can please you, then I am also happy. And if the reading experience is not good, I can only say sorry.
When I received the short station, I hesitated to sign it, because I didn't want to continue to write about the dark theme, and even a book of light-oriented, with the ten vows of Fuxian as the core of the Buddhist cultivation category, also had a small idea.
In the end, I signed it, because I knew that if my personality was not unified, I couldn't write a unified style, whether it was dark or light, it was always difficult to be pure.
One of the attributes of the novel is purity, and the protagonist's personality is not uniform, which is the poison point.
I tried sitting in front of the computer all day, and I hesitated to change the plot, and even changed it to two versions, but in the end, I chose this one. I'm so sorry for the poisoned readers. (This is the confession of a choice-phobic person.) )
The next volume will be in the ghost world, where bad karma gathers, and the theme is sin and karma, longing and redemption.
Because I don't hope for results anymore, I will let go and write, drinking sin is as plain as drinking water, and killing ghosts is as ordinary as eating. In a single thought, billions of ghosts in the ghost world will be affected, but the words will be very bland.
That was my state of mind at that time, and as for why I said then, because the second volume was finished, and now I'm working on the third volume.
The third volume is the human world chapter, the protagonist is persecuted because of his identity, and resistance is the theme, so that he gradually enters the devil's path.
In the fourth volume, I wanted to continue writing demons, but to be honest, I couldn't even control myself, really. I'm sure there are a lot of people who can't control their behavior, but to my extent, I don't believe much.
The above words are said by the current personality, neither good nor evil, neither sad nor joyful, to be honest, it is already my favorite personality.
Next, let's talk about the personality of a Buddha, if my personality becomes the goodness of a Buddha at that time, in order to atone for my sins, I may go to the eighteen layers of hell and be tortured one after another.
I have had this idea for a long time, go up the knife mountain, get off the oil pot, and enter the sea of fire. But in fact, I think it's very common, and it can't make me feel M's pleasure, so there may be a more radical way of self-abuse, a punishment that is more severe than a thousand cuts, and more severe than the ten tortures of ancient and modern times. But to be honest, I can't think of any punishment that is like drinking water to me.
I'm really sorry that I can't bring more readers the pleasure of reading, but anyway, I'll keep writing.
The next volume: Extinguishing Sin with Sin
The purpose of writing this volume is to write sin into Zen flavor and treat sin as no sin. If people drink water, it is plain and ordinary, even quiet and serene, and slightly happy.
As for the effect, because the skill is still shallow, this author has been punished by ten thousand arrows piercing the heart, but even if I die, press the nine fingers of the keyboard, and it will continue. (I don't press the keyboard with my left thumb.) )
This is, there is no exaggeration, there is no falsehood, and the reader who wants to continue, so go ahead. I wish you, myself, and all living beings in the world: good health, all the best, happy mood, sunshine, positivity, and a happy family.