I want to say, I just want to say.

It's one o'clock in the morning, not too late, it's just a little later than the usual time I turn off the computer, and it's been so long since I coded a chapter, and I really can't say anything. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. biqUgE怂 info I don't know what to say except to say sorry for saying it many times. But I'm like saying something right now.

I thought I wouldn't care about signing up for anything because I was already planning to finish the book without doing anything, so be it. But, the reality is that I still care, I still care about the results of this book and these. Especially, when it seems that there is a glimmer of hope at the sight.

But the result was disappointment.

I like to write novels, and I want to write novels, but it's all about the premise that I want to write about it. This can't sign, can't recommend, no clicks, no referrals, no one reads, I'm fed up!

Yes, I want to write, but can my mother give me a little encouragement, can I give a little motivation to write, I don't have anything I really write hard, I just feel unhappy! I'm just annoyed! !

Do you know what is more painful than invective? That's nobody's caring! Then there are no waves!

And it just so happens that I am now.

Many times, I was so uninspired in the middle of the night that I couldn't write a single one, or I wrote down a line and then deleted it. At that time, in addition to being irritable, I was still irritable.

Dreams, it's really such a, I don't know what to say.

Yes, I know, it's all because I don't write well, it's just that I don't write well, don't make excuses for yourself! Only if it is well written, it will be read, and only if it is well written, will the editor be able to see it! It's your fault if you don't write well, and you're not qualified to say anything about anyone!

Phew, I know, I know, so I'm just whining, I'm going to keep writing, and I'm going to continue to improve my ability to make my writing better and more ingenious! I will work hard and do my best. Because I chose it myself.

I will still work hard, I will try my best to improve myself, I will continue, continue to write.

It's just that grades affect mood, mood affects the quality of writing, and quality affects grades, I don't want this kind of dead cycle, and I don't want it anymore!

Let me finish it, let me finish the book well, and then talk about the rest.

After the events of Hell are over, my speed will increase, also because the events of Hell are thought of suddenly, and I am thinking about the plot while writing. After that, there is the original outline.

Although, sometimes I also feel like why I write so badly, although some I think it is good, but in fact it is bad! Whether I recognize it or not.

But, so be it, go and get better yourself.

Someone will like it after all.

Come on

Good night.