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In the two years that Zhao Gang left, Ruhan often dreamed that he was held in his arms affectionately, but when he woke up, there were only tears in the corners of his eyes. Sometimes she would deceive herself and reach out to pull the end of the dream, but no matter how tightly she clenched it, all she grabbed was the thin and cool air.

He has been avoiding her, hiding from Hulin to Lin Lan. Once upon a time, she thought that she would never see him again in her life, but she didn't expect that after two years, he would return to Haicheng, and every time she saw him, she had an unreal feeling.

Two years ago, in August, his cruel words of resoluteness were still ringing in his ears.

"Why don't you leave, what? If it were another woman, I would have said so, she would have been gone a long time ago, you should get out of here now, and never appear in front of my eyes. ”

After saying that, he shook off her hand, as if throwing away garbage that was in the way, turned his face to the side in disgust, and drank coldly again, "Get out-"

Ruhan's hand was like a kite with a broken string, and he threw it on the shoulder, and such words were like a sharp knife, deeply stabbing her heart.

The complaining eyes stared at him so deeply, he really didn't want her anymore.

A tear fell from the corner of her eye, and she clenched her fingers tightly, controlling her feelings. Don't cry, Shen Ruhan don't cry, you can't cry, you can't cry in front of him.

Even if he doesn't want you, even if he doesn't want you to appear in front of him in his life, you can't cry. However, the tears were like beaded curtains with broken threads, and they couldn't stop falling. She was afraid that she would not be able to control herself. A pharynx overflowed from her throat, and she bit her lower lip tightly, her lips were red, but she still bit like this, and raised her hand to wipe the tears from the corners of her eyes. During the whole process, Zhao Gang kept staring at him.

That cold body, more like an iceberg, thundered her at his feet. Ruhan sniffed, took two steps back, and opened his mouth. My throat is so dry. She walked forward as if desperately.

Zhao Gang's body was stunned, and his hands hanging on both sides were tightly clenched.

At that time, she just guessed that Feng Xue was upstairs, but now she can be sure that Feng Xue is upstairs. Whatever the approach. He had to get her away. Even if it's to insult her, slander her, and make her heartbroken!

For her, every step is an ordeal. Her heart for him can never go back to the past. The more reluctant I am, the more painful my heart becomes. She turned slowly, forcing herself not to look back. Slowly, slowly walked out......

The scenes of the past pierced her heart, and this feeling was exactly the same as when he left him two years ago. She hated being deceived, she hated being toyed with, she hated anything to do with this man.

She was going to forget about him, to erase him from his memory completely. However, such an idea seems to be really difficult to achieve, and the more she forces herself not to think about him, the more she pretends that it is all him. What he said keeps coming to my ears, what? Isn't she going to forget about him?

Life is like fireworks, gorgeous when they bloom, and desolate when they are extinguished.

Ruhan walked on the path she and Zhao Gang walked together, sighed, raised her eyes and looked forward slightly, and found that she had walked so far.

The trees along the road seemed to be much thicker than before, and each tree held a life, showing its strength with its towering branches and dense green leaves.

She remembered reading a fable about digging a pit under a tree and burying what she would reap.

If she could, she really wanted to bury all the past here, and bury all her love for Zhao Gang here.

"If, in the future, I have no ifs with him, then today is the funeral of my love with him. Then please let me forget him, never remember him again. ”

Ruhan leaned against the tree and stood quietly. She didn't leave until the sun was setting and the sun was shining a shallow afterglow down the thick branches.

By the time she walked back to her apartment, it was already dark.

This apartment is also the place where Zhao Gang appeared, and she thought that she could have made an end with the past. However, she found that life didn't seem to be something you could just say you could leave. There is his shadow everywhere, and even when he goes home, he still can't get rid of his shadow.

After these two years, the saying has been verified again: some gains have nothing to do with loss, and have nothing to do with effort. She really tried her best, and even carefully held him in the palm of her hand, but he still forgot about it ruthlessly.

It's just that what can't be obtained must disappear before her eyes. Otherwise, one more look would make her feel upset.

Ruhan stood on the balcony, facing the wind. Those noisy feelings were slowly blown away again, and she looked at the starry sky, so many stars, and didn't know which one was her brightness.

"Zhao Gang, whether you love me or not, I love you, but this love is only until today."

"If you never thought about giving me a future, then why should I cut off my present for you."

Life is always a countdown state, and those who can't get lost are like a blunt knife cutting flesh every minute and every second. Perhaps, it was time for her to find a new www.biquge.info for herself.

Perhaps, when I was seventeen or eighteen years old, I didn't feel that I was carried away by love at that time. Now, she hopes not only for love, but also for marriage.

Love is what kind of person you want, but marriage is what kind of person you need. But the love he wants must not be compromised.

Calm down, Ruhan knows her state very well.

She tried hard to forget what remained in her heart, and Zhao Gang's sudden return evoked all the past, and all the happy and painful ones were missing.

She has been looking for a way to get rid of her, and she always feels that if she knows the truth about abandoning her from Zhao Gang's mouth, and lets him tell her in person, he has never really loved her, she will be in extreme pain, and she will die completely. However, Zhao Gang doesn't look like a man at all, he has no responsibility, no sense of responsibility, he doesn't dare or disdain to face Ruhan anymore.

Even if he pretended to be casual in front of people, his eyes couldn't deceive Ruhan, from his erratic eyes, Ruhan saw his heart weakness, he was worried that Ruhan's feelings were out of control, worried that Ruhan would go crazy, especially after Ruhan knew the truth that he and Feng Xue were together, he had to find a way to stabilize her.

Ruhan has always been suspicious, not long ago, she went to Lin Lan to find him, he also taught her viciously, and even did something to her, in just two months, after returning to Haicheng, his attitude completely changed. The reason for this, such as Han can guess how many points. It's just that she wants to give him another chance and believe in him again. (To be continued......)