Chapter 1524: Returning the Favor
As he spoke, Nangong Fuchen put his hand on Yanxi's forehead, feeling the heat on Yanxi's forehead, Nangong Fuchen hurriedly said, "You have a fever." Yan Xi hurriedly broke free of Nangong Fuchen's hand and said, "I'm fine, you don't have to worry about me." Seeing Yan Xi's refusal to care about him, Nangong Fuchen's heart fell and underestimated all of a sudden.
Nangong Fuchen's brain was hot, and he said everything in his heart: "Yanxi! I know that you have done a lot for me, for the sake of my injuries, you risked your life to go to dangerous places to collect medicine, and you were also injured. For the sake of my injury, he took care of me day and night.
After these days together, I admit that I am in love with you! It's deeply in love with you. You are so gentle and kind, you are the best girl I have ever seen in my life. ”
Yanxi didn't expect Nangong Fuchen to confess to herself, her heart was pounding, and her breathing was getting worse, she looked back at Nangong Fuchen with a serious look and said: "Brother Nangong, don't laugh, as early as when I saved you, I knew that you were not an ordinary person, and you were destined to leave here." And how can I be favored by you? ”
Nangong Fuchen knew that Yan Xi was rejecting him, and he no longer hesitated, stretched out his hand to pull Yan Xi into his arms, and kissed Yan Xi on the mouth. Yanxi was startled by the sudden kiss, so she hurriedly broke free, but Nangong Fuchen didn't give her this chance. The more she broke free, the tighter Nangong Fuchen hugged her.
After a while, Yanxi no longer broke free, hugged Nangong Fuchen's neck, and kissed him unwillingly.
Nangong Fuchen felt that the wild goose in his arms was sobbing, raised his head and said reproachfully: "I'm sorry, I was too reckless." Yan Xi muttered, "No! It's me who thinks about the past and is a little sad. Hearing Yanxi say that he remembered her past, Nangong Fuchen also wanted to know at the moment and asked, "Yanxi, but tell me about it?" ”
In this way, Nangong Fuchen hugged Yanxi, and Yanxi told Nangong Fuchen all about his past. Hearing Yanxi's life experience, Nangong Fuchen's heart tightened, he didn't expect Yanxi to have such a pitiful background, and he couldn't help hugging it tighter.
Yan Xi muttered: "Brother Nangong, you don't have to pity me, now that my life is carefree, I don't feel pitiful." Nangong Fuchen knew that Yanxi grew up in this environment, and his personality must be extraordinarily strong, he said slowly: "Yanxi, I don't pity you, I feel sorry for you." I've been through a lot of things, and when I know about you, I feel that my experience is still too little, I value some things too much, and I have lost more. ”
"I know you didn't tell me about your background, and you must be carrying a heavy burden, so I didn't ask." Yan Xi said softly. But after Nangong Fuchen heard this, she felt that she was too despicable, and Yanxi told herself her own affairs without reservation, which was out of trust in herself and love for herself.
But he hid it from Yanxi, Nangong Fuchen decided to tell Yanxi about his life experience, and said: "Yanxi, you are right, I am indeed burdened. I am the emperor of the Chu country, and now that my country is destroyed, I am being hunted down and killed, and I am desperate to jump off the cliff. I want to return to the country, and I must do it! ”
After Nangong Fuchen told Yanxi about his life experience, seeing that Yanxi didn't have any expression, he knew that Yanxi had already been mentally prepared. For a while, the two didn't say anything more.
Yan Xi broke the deadlock and said, "I'm not surprised by your background. You want to restore the country, I can understand it, but if you want to restore the country, don't you still have to fight and kill? Are the soldiers who died for you so cheap in your eyes? They also have loved ones, and they also have the right to live.
Before, your country was taken away by people, and so many people died, and now you are taking people back, and many people will definitely die. Why base your selfish desires on the lives and deaths of others? If you look at the way you are now, don't you realize it? ”
Nangong Fuchen was suddenly speechless by Yan Xi's words, he felt that Yan Xi was right, he was retaking the Chu State, and it was impossible to be immortal. And when he was in the state of Chu before the fall, he plundered resources through war, but also for the sake of the people, the results of war are often miserable, and the plundered resources are so ironic in front of so many dead soldiers.
"I'm sorry, Yanxi, I must return to the country, even if I die in battle, I must be worthy of the people of Chu!" Nangong Fuchen told Yanxi contradictoryly.
Yan Xi smiled bitterly and said, "Worthy of the people of Chu? Is it to take them to gamble their lives? Think about it, if you let go of the hope of recovering the country, they don't have to die in battle, is it best to exchange their lives for peace? Now they still have the life to live with their loved ones, even if it's hard work, and I don't think they want to have another war.
The most important thing is that people are selfish, and if you die in battle, what should I do? What am I going to do? Are you so cruel to leave me alone? In the last sentence, Yan Xi roared out with all his strength and fainted.
Nangong Fuchen was stunned, how could he not have thought that Yan Xi would say such a thing, Yan Xi would care about himself like this, and Yan Xi's words also showed that Yan Xi cared about himself and liked himself. Nangong Fuchen's heart was extremely painful and entangled, and he didn't know what to do.
Yanxi fainted in his arms, interrupting his entanglement, he hugged Yanxi and shouted her name vigorously, and said forcefully that he would give up the restoration of the country, he would be with her well and never separate. But Yanxi didn't hear it.
Maybe God favored them, Nangong Fuchen was able to get up, he put Yanxi on the bed, and went to find some herbs to cure the wind and cold.
Nangong Fuchen took care of Yanxi carefully, he looked at Yanxi's pure face, thinking that Yanxi ignored the kiss between men and women, and kept himself warm naked, at this moment Nangong Fuchen fell into infinite self-blame.
At night, Yanxi woke up and saw Nangong Fuchen leaning against the window, and his heart was still a little painful. Nangong Fuchen saw Yanxi wake up, and even learned the same way she fed herself medicine to Yanxi. Nangong Fuchen handed the medicine spoon to Yan Xi's mouth and said, "Yan Xi, I tried it, it's not hot, let's eat it." ”
Yan Xi watched Nangong Fuchen feed himself medicine, and actually cried. Nangong Fuchen was at a loss and asked, "What's wrong?" It won't be where it's uncomfortable, tell me. Yan Xi stabilized her emotions and said: "No, I'm fine, no one has ever cared about me so much, it's just a little sentimental." ”
"Then there will be people who care about you like this in the future, and they will not leave you, and they will never be far away!" Nangong Fuchen said to Yanxi seriously.
Yan Xi got up, hugged Nangong Fuchen, and said, "Okay! Never leave me! Nangong Fuchen gently patted Yanxi's back and said, "Well, don't worry!" Look at you, pounce on you, and the medicine is all spilled. Come on, eat this. ”
After Nangong Fuchen finished speaking, Yanxi let go of his hands and leaned on Nangong Fuchen's arms, Nangong Fuchen took the opportunity to put a spoonful of medicine in the bowl and handed it to her mouth, Yanxi ate it with a sweet smile. At this moment, the two look exceptionally warm.
(Tianjin)