Hey, a month has passed. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

To be honest, although Jiaxin didn't accept me, I could feel that she didn't actually hate me, on the contrary, she liked me more and more, I don't know why I felt this way, maybe I was overconfident.

I always feel that time flies slowly, because every step I make for her requires a lot of courage, and a few days ago I had the idea of buying a wig on Taobao and preparing to go to their bed on Saturday to "surprise" her. Today I mustered up the courage, put on a boot, put on a mask, and keep my head down, I want to see what she usually looks like, and maybe I can see girls changing clothes or something. Ahem, I guess today is going to be an unforgettable day.

The day before, I confessed to her in her space, and she didn't respond to me or delete my message. I feel like there's still a chance.

I learned the tutorial in the agent film.,The dive was smooth.,Nervous and exciting.,I guess I'm the first one since the school was established.。。 When I got to the door of her bedroom, I faintly heard the sound of crying, the voice was very small, maybe she didn't want others to know, I glanced inside, sure enough, it was her, she lowered her head, looking at the phone on the table. There's no one else in the dormitory, I know she's a girl with a lot of self-esteem, it's over, I've seen her like this, what will she do, I just thought about it today, but when I walked back, I heard her say.

"Why are you here, like a pervert." Jiaxin said when she saw me wiping her tears.

"I... I'm a woman.,It's just that there is too much male hormone secretion.,You're wrong.。。 I was embarrassed, and I felt more like a sling.

"You go downstairs first, go to the café at the West Gate and wait for me, I want to say something to you." Jiaxin lowered her head.

"You... Are you okay? What's wrong? I'm worried about you. "I don't feel like I'm in the mood to joke anymore.

"Give me time, I want to be quiet, you go out first, I'll look for you in a while." Jiaxin turned her head away.

I went downstairs, feeling nervous and uneasy, and I didn't know why. When I went downstairs, I always felt like someone was secretly filming me.,It's over.。。 There's going to be a picture of me on the post bar tomorrow.,Hey.。。

I won't talk about the specifics of the conversation in the afternoon.,I just know.,She's very distressed.,She once met a boy in her hometown.,That guy is a little hooligan.,Uh.。。 It's a hooligan. After they met, the relationship became better and better for a while, the man wanted to better grasp her and began to know her family, including his younger siblings, and later Jiaxin's mother knew about him, so she didn't let them be together, and after sorting out the Tao with her, she also wanted to be friends only with that scoundrel, and felt sorry for him. But the man was unwilling.,Send her a message every day.,Yesterday he knew that someone was chasing Jiaxin at school (my message.。。。 He also wanted to go to the school across the province to find me, but was stopped by Jiaxin, Jiaxin was afraid that the man would act excessively, so he agreed to the man's request, he couldn't find a boyfriend before graduating from college, he couldn't contact me, and he gave up pestering Jiaxin.

When things came to pass, Jiaxin was crying all the time, and she was afraid that the man would hold her. I want to say that I can be her boyfriend, protect her, don't listen to that person, or whatever, but I can't say it because it's so selfish. After all, I always thought that Jiaxin didn't love me either, so I couldn't burden her either.

I have always thought that since I love someone, I should always think about each other, at this time I don't have any hormones or anything messy thoughts, I just want to protect her and make her happy, I make the final choice, I will not pursue Jiaxin again, but if the rascal repents, I will protect her, until Jiaxin passes the last hurdle in her heart, she just feels that she gave the man "hurt", thinking that she is sorry for him, so she will agree to him, so she is so cold to me.

I just remember her saying, "Actually, I like you!" But I'll have my own difficulties, so I'm so indifferent to you, I'm sorry! If it weren't for him, I thought, I'd be your boyfriend. “

I froze, I didn't expect her to still have feelings for me. I said with tears in my eyes.

"I respect your choice, and I won't be in a hurry to be your boyfriend. However, I will still protect you. Until you get past this hurdle in your heart, until you really settle down with him, until then, I just want to be your best friend. Linda. "I always remember this because it was the most important decision I made as a man for the first time. Because, I will not give up my love.

Jiaxin looked at my firm and moist eyes and made her own choice, she promised to be good friends with me, grow up together, and officially become my girlfriend after graduation. I don't know if she's moved or out of comfort or if I really hope it will be the result, but I'll keep my promise anyway because I'm a guy and she's a woman, and, I know, I love her.

Seriously, I've never been so touched, I don't know if I really loved her before, but at least now, I'm willing to do anything for her, even if it's sacrificing my own life. Because there has never been a person, or his beloved, who has made such a promise to himself. From that moment on, my life found the best reason to work hard.

Since then, the two of us have gone to school together, talked, and eaten together, and I felt that my daily life was extremely fulfilling, although we had not yet held hands, or even kissed and hugged each other, but this was satisfying.

Stories are always twists and turns, and for me, fate doesn't make me so comfortable. No one knows what will happen around the next corner of life.

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