Chapter 426: Suddenly waking up from a dream 3
Xu Yuanxiang suddenly burst into tears.
After crying for a while, she said tremblingly: "Siyi, my mother hopes that you can marry a good husband, get married, have children, and live a lifetime." But you are also an adult, if you really choose to be a divine servant, your mother will not object, your mother respects you and loves you. β
Ding Si recalled: "Mom, how can you become a god when you marry. Look at you, marry my dad, after a lifetime of hard work, what happened to him? Didn't you run away with a black man? You always say that my dad is a good person, and good people are like this, what about other people? β
Xu Yuanxiang hurriedly said: "Siyi, my mother also has something to be sorry for your father, it's not his fault alone." β
"We may all make mistakes, but God doesn't, and God has been loving us since before the birth of this world," Ding recalled. β
"God loves us, and we need to serve Him." Xu Yuanxiang nodded, remembering the days when he and Li Yi got along.
Many years ago, she was very surprised to see Teacher Tong and Zuo Xinli serving Li Yi on the table together, and now Ding Siyi, like her, has also become Li Yi's Lu people.
No, she can't be considered Li Yi's Lu person, she has her husband. But the daughter is, maybe the daughter can make up for her regrets.
"Remember, since you have become a god servant, you must serve God wholeheartedly, and you must not have other thoughts. Have you seen Your Majesty? β
"I have seen it, I have received the grace of God, and now I am pregnant with the Holy Child!"
"Ahh Xu Yuanxiang opened her eyes wide.
She didn't give birth to Li Yi at the beginning, but now her daughter is about to give birth. In this way, wouldn't she become Li Yi's daughter's grandmother?
Will Li Yi call her mother-in-law?
Shaking her head, she shoved strange thoughts out of her mind.
There are so many Lu people in Li Yi, the light god servant may be four figures, right? If you want to recognize your mother-in-law, don't you be dissatisfied that the world is all mothers-in-law?
When her daughter gave birth to her grandson, Xu Yuanxiang went to see it once. Like other priests, there are professional nannies and tutors to take care of the children, and they don't need her help.
After staying for a few days, Xu Yuanxiang returned to Haicheng. She wasn't used to staying over there, and she was afraid of seeing acquaintances. Moreover, her daughter is too busy at work, and she has no familiar parishioners to get along with.
Another decade passed, and her ex-husband who was far away in Africa passed away. She didn't go to the funeral, and neither did her daughter. It was the black African woman who went to Haicheng to file a lawsuit and wanted Ding Wang's legacy.
"Ding Wang said that he has a lot of money in the country, and you must give me half of it!"
Xu Yuanxiang couldn't cry or laugh, and finally settled the lawsuit, and the whole person became even older.
People always love to remember when they are old, and the memories of youth are always clearer. In order to stop herself from being bothered by those sad memories, she likes to read the "True Scriptures" even more, over and over again.
In the past, although she was a devout believer in the eyes of everyone, she understood in her heart that the so-called "god" was nothing more than an emotional sustenance. It's just that she likes Li Yi and doesn't want to think about it.
Now, having recited the Sutra countless times, she has completely believed this lie. Li Yi is her god, and only Li Yi can save her.
Yes, what can she, who is already old, do but fully believe in God?
It's like a lot of atheists who believe that there is heaven and hell before they die, and they don't have a better choice.
After many more years, Xu Yuanxiang began to lose his ability to take care of himself.
Her ears were very back, she couldn't hear clearly, and she had to use hearing aids. Her eyes are very bad, and she can't wear reading glasses. Her muscles began to atrophy, and she would fall off with a bowl in her arm.
Ding Siyi rushed back and wanted to take her back to support. Xu Yuanxiang knew that her daughter was very busy with work, so she didn't agree.
Ding Siyi wanted to arrange for Xu Yuanxiang to enter the nursing home of Yuxue Group, but Xu Yuanxiang heard that many of his classmates were also there, so he resolutely refused to go.
She has never helped Li Yi and doesn't want Li Yi to raise her. And seeing those familiar classmates only embarrassed her even more. As for the fact that she has been a missionary for the Sun and Moon God Sect all these years, and that her daughter has become Li Yi's attendant, she ignored it. In her eyes, this is not a contribution to Li Yi at all.
Ding Siyi had no choice but to arrange Xu Yuanxiang in a nursing home in Haicheng and come to see her every few months.
The nursing homes are full of elderly people who need to be taken care of by others, and Xu Yuanxiang hates them very much, but has to live with them.
Every day, Xu Yuanxiang recites the scriptures, which will attract ridicule from many people. The Sun and Moon Cult has only emerged in the last few decades, and the older generation is the most stubborn in their thinking, so how can they get used to it?
Xu Yuanxiang is usually very modest, but when he encounters something related to the Divine Religion, he will always argue loudly and resolutely refuse to give in. This also made her become rude in the eyes of everyone.
"Old Dead Lady!"
"That guy who calls Your Majesty all day long, why hasn't your Majesty come to pick you up?"
"You believe all those bluffing things?"
Xu Yuanxiang said: "You people, even God doesn't know awe, it's so sad. Whether His Majesty comes to pick me up or not is His Majesty's business, but whether I believe in His Majesty or not is my business. Your Majesty Wencheng is martial arts, Ze is born, I swear to follow Your Majesty to the death, never abandon, never betray! β
"It's just an old fool, a religious fool." Others concluded.
Xu Yuanxiang doesn't think he's stupid, but thinks it's someone else who is stupid.
The old man, surnamed Sun, knew all day long that he lost money playing cards, and he borrowed money everywhere after losing. The old lady, surnamed Zhang, knew all day about gossip about other peopleβwho was not serious with whom, which old man ran into which old lady's room in the middle of the nightβshe was busy with this all day.
And what old man, he is always the protagonist of Mrs. Zhang's story, he is old, and he hooks other old ladies every day, is it interesting?
Mrs. Jiang, the whole female version of Old Man He, has dealings with every old man, and there is no water for Lao Cheng like this, right? What are you trying to do?
There are also Old Man Li, Mrs. Lu, and Mrs. Meng...... Is it meaningful for this group of people to be busy with similar boring things every day?
Instead of wasting your time on boring things, it is better to read the Sutra and recite the name of God. At least there are countless touching stories in the Sutra that contain what God tells you to be human.
"Our Most High Majesty, may all be holy to your name.
Thy kingdom come.
May your will be done in the world as it is in our hearts.
Give us this day our daily bread. forgive us our debts, just as we forgive our debtors.
He will not lead us into temptation, but deliver us from evil.
For the kingdom, and the power, and the glory, are all yours forever!
Thank God! β
On this day, Xu Yuanxiang finished reciting the prayer again, feeling that his body was getting heavier and heavier, and the past was also very clear in his memory.
She knew she was going to die.
Death was not terrible in her heart, because she had entrusted her to the master she identified in her soul. Whether she can return to the arms of God after death, she has no regrets.
If you think about it carefully, is there really no regret?
No, there are still regrets.
When Teacher Luo founded the church, she should have stayed in it instead of listening to her parents and leaving.
On the day she applied for the college entrance examination, she should have applied for Tang Fei College, not anything else.
That summer vacation, that summer vacation when Li Yi was raised as a puppy. Even if you wake up later, what can you do? She shouldn't have gone home, just stay with Li Yi and be a puppy.
In the third year of high school, she should have been more enthusiastic in the face of Li Yi's phone call.
And when she graduated from college, she still had the opportunity to play for Li Yi, why didn't she go?
At that class reunion, she should have paid more for Li Yi, but she missed her husband.
"What do I think of him? I have never belonged to him, but to His Majesty. His Majesty has given me opportunities again and again, but I have not cherished them, I am guilty. β
Yes, even after that party, she didn't have a chance. The second party, she didn't go, her daughter wanted to take her to the Yuxue Group, and she stayed in Haicheng again for fear of losing face.
At the last moment of his life, Xu Yuanxiang silently recited: "Your Majesty, I am guilty, I repent!" I always thought I didn't have a choice, but in reality, I had so many choices that I didn't choose. If there is an afterlife, I will, I will dedicate everything to you! β
"Ah Xiang, do you really realize your mistake?"
A golden light suddenly spilled from the sky, slowly condensing into a humanoid figure. He was getting closer and closer, Xu Yuanxiang finally saw that person clearly, he was Li Yi!
The Li Yi in front of him is actually the same as eighty years ago, young, handsome, and fascinating!
"Ah, Your Majesty?"
Xu Yuanxiang hurriedly covered his face. Whether the person in front of her was a hallucination before death or not, she didn't want him to see her like this.
Now she is too old, too ugly, with white hair and age spots on her face.
"Ah Xiang, you didn't realize your mistake at all. If you are willing to give me everything, why are you afraid of me? You are beautiful or ugly, they are all mine, how can I dislike you? β
Xu Yuanxiang was shocked, as if he understood something.
She always has too many concerns, and leaving everything to Li Yi, why worry so much?
"Your Majesty, I was wrong, I repent!"
Letting go of the hands covering his face, Xu Yuanxiang knelt on the ground reverently. She has already understood that whether she is old or ugly, it is Li Yi's. In front of Li Yi, she didn't need any cover-up.
"Ah Xiang, come and serve me!" Li Yi said.
"Ah, to serve you? Right now? Xu Yuanxiang was taken aback.
She is old and ugly, does Li Yi still need her service?
Then she realized that she was wrong again. Since Li Yi is her god, let her go, no matter how old and ugly she is, what can she do?
Your Majesty!
Xu Yuanxiang leaned over, just like that summer vacation, and started to be his puppy. The two fought every day, day and night.
"It's good that it belongs to the master again."
"Your Majesty, please forgive you for being lost, I repent from the heart."
"I will atone for my sins with everything I have!"
The scene in front of me is getting more and more real, but the feeling of death is getting closer and closer.
Xu Yuanxiang is very happy and happy, because she is with Li Yi again. Even if it's just a hallucination before death, there will be no regrets in my life!
"Ah, Your Majesty, I belong to you forever! Even if you die, it will be the same in the next life, and it will be the same in the next life! β
"Well, Ah Xiang, do you remember that time?" Li Yi gently swiped a pattern on her wrist.
"Back then?" Xu Yuanxiang's eyes blinked.
Yes, back then.
How many years ago was that?
That year, she was a junior high school student who entered high school unusually, and she also followed Teacher Luo, Li Yi and others to study in Tanjia together.
Also that year, one day, Mr. Luo mentioned a god.
"That god is known as Emperor Li Yi. He is the only true God in the universe, representing the supreme, all-powerful, righteous, holy, honest, and loving-kindness, and all those who fear Li Yi the Great, whether they are men, women, or children, will be blessed by Li Yi. β
Xu Yuanxiang remembered that the whole class was laughing, thinking that Teacher Luo was going to take everyone to do a game. Later, everyone prayed, and then put on a mysterious bracelet. After experiencing a blessing that is both real and illusory, this pattern is added to the wrist.
"This kind of bracelet can give people a chance to rebirth."
Xu Yuanxiang vaguely remembered that Teacher Luo and Li Ting talked about this at the beginning.
"Your Majesty, I remember, I should have belonged to you from that day, but I was not religious, and I repented for my past." Xu Yuanxiang said bitterly.
"Ah Xiang, repent. The pattern on your hand is the condensation of my divine power. As I said, I would give each of you a chance to get a new lease of life. β
"Your Majesty, what does this mean?"
"It is said that those who believe in Buddhism will go to the world of bliss after death. He who believes in Gidu will go to heaven after death. But believe me, there will be no such treatment, I will only make you full of blood and blue, resurrected in place! β
"Pray, repent, Ah Xiang, you will understand."
"Well, I'm guilty, I'm Your Majesty's faithful puppy, and I shouldn't turn my back on Your Majesty......" Xu Yuanxiang closed his eyes, prayed sincerely, and repented. When death came, a smile was on her face.
"Ha, the last one is finally done!" Li Ting sighed.
"Well, we've been here for so long, I feel old." Shen Shanshan shouted.
"No, it's only been 80 years." Shen Lingling said.
"Ha, you don't know that the time is coming up, you can be a wife to your husband. We don't have your treatment, can we not be slow? Li Ting glared at Shen Lingling angrily.
Li Yi said: "So far, the dream of Huang Liang of 25 classmates and 60 tutors in our class has all ended, and from the ideological point of view, they are no longer children, and they have their own new outlook on life, values, and worldview. But I know that the most grown is still those of you who have seen eighty-five different lives. Mom, Yuyu, Xiaoting, Mother, Shanshan, Lingling, Mengmeng, Teacher Luo, let's close our eyes together and feel it again. β
"Hmm." Lin Ruyu, Lin Ruxue and the others closed their eyes together, thinking about everything in the illusion.
Eighty-five people have different personalities and abilities, and they have different reactions and judgments when faced with different things. It is precisely because of each person's different personality that they have also gone to different lives.
Perhaps, Li Yi's scenario arrangement makes them feel a little excessive, but if they really encounter these things in their lives, how should they choose?
They may not be able to do better than those eighty-five people.
"Xiao Yi, I understand." Lin Ruyu was the first to open her eyes, and her eyes flickered. (To be continued.) )