(ps: On the last day of the double pink monthly pass, thank you to all the brothers and sisters who supported Hanhan during this period, and thank you for the gifts of Brother Xuehua, Brother Poison, Brother Superman, Hongu, Yeonyan, and Brother Dust.) Thank you o (n_n) o haha~)

As soon as Yixue's words fell, Ruhan couldn't help but applaud.

"Brother Yixue, did you write this poem? That's nice! ”

"No, it was written by a friend, and I liked it so much that I wrote it down. I guess you'll like it too. "Yixue's skin is fairer than snow, a pair of dazzling black eyes that seem to be able to look through the past and present lives, and her smile is like a crescent moon, and she is as cold as a star. The bridge of the nose is straight, the lips are scarlet, and when you laugh, if the feathers fall, it is as sweet as sugar, and when it is silent, it is as cold as ice. The contours of the side face are like a knife, sharp and angular, but not soft.

Such a man is rare in the world, and anyone who sees it will be tempted.

Under the soft lighting of the restaurant, Ruhan's heart fluttered for a moment, and then he regained his calm.

"Brother Yixue, thank you, I like it very much. Listening to you read poetry is a pleasure. In fact, I envy people who can write poetry, I really can't write well, but there are a few poems that I really like and almost memorize by heart, especially Yeats's "When I'm Old"

When you're old, your hair is gray, and you're sleepy

Take a nap by the fire, please take down this hymn

Read slowly, remembering the softness of your eyes in the past

Think back to the thick shadows of their past

How many people love your youthful and happy hours

Admire your beauty, your pretense and your sincerity

Only one person loves the soul of your pilgrim

Love the painful wrinkles on your aging face

Hang your head and sit by the blazing stove

Sadly and softly tell the passing of love

On the hill above it, it paced slowly

In the middle of a group of stars hides the face

......" shared their favorite poems with Yixue, but they relaxed a lot.

"Hanhan, I don't often read poetry, in my opinion, reading poetry has been the patent of literati and writers since ancient times, but there is one sentence I particularly like: 'Death and life are broad, and Zicheng says.'" Hold the hand of the son, and grow old with the son. He stared at his watery eyes. Yi Xue told the story.

Ruhan naturally understood the intention of what he said, and lowered his head silently.

"Hanhan, this is my favorite sentence, and it is also the one I want to give you. I really want to be with you, but if I'm not careful, I'll end up in whitehead. In the depths of love, Yi Xue's voice trembled slightly, paused, and then said: "wthatyouarethelightofmyworldandwyou." ”

During the time I was with Liu Mingyu, I had already practiced Ruhan's English level. He understood what Yixue meant. But they didn't dare to respond.

And now she. is no longer the innocent little girl she was at the beginning, even if there is no Zhao Gang, she doesn't dare to get close to Yixue. He was so kind, as pure as his name, unstained with a trace of dust. How could she accept his love in such an capacity!

"Hanhan, do you understand what I mean?" Seeing that Ruhan didn't react, Yixue was a little anxious and looked at her with an inquiring gaze.

Ruhan nodded and said, "I understand, I understand what Brother Yixue said, but ...... You really don't know me, all you see is this me in front of you. But I don't know what the real me looks like, once you know, maybe, you won't be like this......" Ruhan didn't dare to continue, she couldn't sue him. I have a lover, and I fell in love with a divorced man. If you put it so bluntly, what a blow it will be to him.

This little snowflake brother with a sunny smile is one of the people she can't bear to hurt in the world.

"Hanhan, I don't know what you mean, what is the you in front of me, the real you, I only know, the first time we met, you made me unforgettable, your smile, your naughtiness, your innocence, your cuteness are deeply rooted in my mind, I miss you! Do you know? If it weren't for you, I would still be immersed in the previous emotional wounds, and I couldn't extricate myself! It was you who made me see hope and let me know that my heart is still alive! Once she revealed her heart, Yixue had no scruples and said everything in her heart.

"Brother Yixue, I don't deserve your ......," Ruhan replied tearfully.

In her heart, there is a strong concept that does not conform to this society, in her opinion, a girl who loses her innocent body has no right to love again, and can only be loyal to the person who took away her innocence. From the moment she was with Zhao Gang, she was destined to be his person, and she was unswerving in this life and this life.

"Hanhan, why is that, why do you say that? You are so good, so perfect, why do you say this about yourself, why are you arrogant! Yi Xue was so excited that she almost stood up.

"Brother Yixue, don't ask, I'll sue you in the future, it's not time to ...... now"

Yi Xue saw that a beautiful tear had fallen from the corner of Ruhan's eyes, and he couldn't bear to ask any more, so he had to give up.

"Okay, Hanhan, don't talk about this, it's all my fault, I'm in a hurry. I wanted to invite you to dinner today, and then confess to you, but I didn't expect that before I could order food, I couldn't control myself. Hanhan, you're hungry, let's eat. In order to break this awkward atmosphere, Yixue called the waiter.

Yixue knows Ruhan's preferences very well, and she orders all the things she likes to eat, and when the dishes are ready, Yixue gives Ruhan vegetables from time to time, chatting about some interesting things, and wants to resolve the embarrassing atmosphere before.

"Little Brother Xuehua, can you promise Hanhan something?" Ruhan couldn't eat, so he asked softly.

"You say, no matter what, I will promise ......" Yixue said with a stern expression.

"Promise me, don't affect our previous relationship because of today's incident, I like you, I hope you will always be my favorite and favorite little snowflake brother, just like my cousin." Ruhan said emotionally.

"Okay, I promise you, no matter what, I won't leave Hanhan, and I won't leave Hanhan! I will take care of you, just like Zhuo Jun did. What Zhuo Jun said, Yi Xue remembered in her heart. Before leaving, Zhuo Jun told Yixue if the confession was unsuccessful. Don't be discouraged, as long as you can be by Ruhan's side, you still have a chance.

Hearing him say this, Ruhan felt a lot less guilty, exhaled lightly, and inserted a piece of steak into his mouth.

The two chatted while eating, as relaxed and unrestrained as before.

After eating, Yixue sent Ruhan home and watched her enter the house before leaving. After Yixue left. Ruhan had insomnia again.

She hated herself. Hurt too many people. Cui Zhihao, Chen Yixue, Yang Danfeng......

When I turned on the computer, I saw this paragraph:

When a boy is willing to bend down the kiln at any time and anywhere to tighten your loose laces:

When a guy viciously grabs your hand and walks around your campus, just to let everyone know you're his girlfriend. Don't beat your mind again;

When a guy turns on the phone 24 hours a day, just to not miss your every call, not to make you feel lonely in any lost moment;

When a boy stays up on the train for a day and a night, just to take a quick look at him on a short vacation, whether you are still healthy;

When a boy saves you a birthday gift, he only orders one steamed bun and half a dish for each meal;

When a guy will send a text message to your concerned mom every morning when you are not at home, asking her to pay attention to her body;

When a guy opens his eyes and texts every morning to say he loves you, he doesn't forget to say goodnight to you every night before going to bed;

When a boy will cry like a child because you are suffering;

When a boy doesn't see you for two months, the ring on your hand will loosen a circle;

When a guy gets angry with you and chooses to play ball instead of arguing with you, he "accidentally" sprains his foot;

When a guy is willing to leave the words he loves you everywhere your friends can see;

When a guy is good at every girl, but doesn't look at any girl for more than three seconds except you;

When a guy is willing to fight to give you happiness. To struggle, willing to accompany you wherever you want to go and do whatever you want.

Then, please love him seriously, no matter how good you are. No matter how smart you are, how beautiful you are, how good your family background is, how many people love you, you only have such a person who will love you stupidly.

Don't yell at him on the other side of the phone just because you've been wronged here;

Don't call over and over again when he's busy, just to tell him that you miss him;

Don't think of missing Him as the whole of your daily life;

Don't have more than friends with Ren and a guy, even if he can't see it;

Don't hang up on him, no matter how angry you are. What makes a guy the most angry is that he can't find his girlfriend;

Don't just blindly ask for his love, remember that his efforts also need to be affirmed and reciprocated;

Don't always drag him to go shopping with you, let him carry his bag and pay, whether he wants to or not;

Don't mention his shortcomings in the presence of a third person, even if he doesn't care about them, even if you just meant to joke;

Don't contradict him in front of outsiders, every boy has a little bit of a machismo complex;

Don't use your busy as an excuse not to text him and not answer his calls, because he never did.

Don't comment on the faults of his loved ones, after all, you chose him, not his family;

Don't have the idea of "riding a donkey to find a horse". You can choose to love or not to love, but not to deceive or hurt;

Don't doubt him, never.

Always smile at him, even if you may not be in a good mood at this time. You will never understand how much encouragement your smile will give him;

Please find a secluded place to hug him when he is injured or defeated, lend him your not broad shoulders to lean on, lend him your snow-white sleeves to wipe his snot and tears;

Please affirm and encourage him for every bit of progress and effort, he needs you the most when he is down;

Please remember to bring your wallet with you every time you go out, occasionally rush to pay, and occasionally invite him to eat. Love should be equal...... RP