Chapter 114: Lost Hope
Using the last trace of strength at the end of his life to resist, crossing the two worlds of life and death, as well as the length of darkness and loneliness, the young man was stunned to make the last voice with the little strength left. Pen Γ fun Γ Pavilion www. ο½ο½ο½ο½ο½ο½ γ ο½ο½ο½ο½
"Xinyi, Xinyi, I'm back!"
The sound was clearly transmitted through the wooden door to the cabin, and the small world of the two seemed to be filled with light.
"It's Father!"
"It's my father back!"
The little girl Xinyi jumped out of her brother's arms for the first time, and rushed to the door with her bare little feet, wanting to throw herself into her father's arms to feel the familiar and comfortable warmth.
"Sister......" Although the little boy Xinyi heard his father's voice, his heart was full of joy, but his mind was still on his sister's body, for fear that she would fall to the ground if she ran with great strides.
"I finally saw it." The infinite bond that can bind his family together did not disappoint him, even though the young man was dying, he still crossed the limit that ordinary people could not break through, and tried his best to call out the names of his children.
"yes, I did." The long-haired man's voice was not so happy, and it was better to feel more and more disappointed about it.
Squeak
Some of the rotten wooden doors made a terrible grinding sound, but even now, the noise fell on them more pleasantly than the beautiful singing.
"Xinyi!" It can be said that it is a return to the light, and it is okay to say that it is an explosion of potential, and the young man saw the figure of his child in his eyes, and hugged her desperately.
"Father! You're finally back. "There is nothing more joyful than a heavy encounter, even if it is so short.
"Father, Xinyi misses you so much, I miss you so much." Let his body fall into his father's arms and wet his clothes, do everything possible to feel the breath of his father's body and the little body temperature that remains, what remains in Xinyi's heart is endless warmth, the night never becomes cold again, and this cold forest no longer expels their existence.
"Xinyi misses you every day, and I miss my father back."
"Xinyi has always listened to his brother's words and eaten obediently, didn't make tricks for his brother, and helped his brother wash his clothes."
"My brother sleeps with Xinyi every day like his father, but Xinyi still misses his father so much."
"Father, you see, Xinyi's clothes are also washed by himself."
Reunited with her father after a long absence, never wanting to leave his arms again, the little girl tried everything possible to express her thoughts about her father, there was growth, there were hardships, but they finally survived until now and waited for their father's return.
"Father, father......" howled loudly, the little boy stood less than a meter away from the two of them and quietly watched his sister cry loudly in his father's arms, he understood that his sister had indeed waited too long, and he had waited too long with him, but he still had to be stronger, and he had to let his father see what he had grown up like, to be happy and relieved for his growth, and to be able to touch his head with a smile as in the past.
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The father cried in his arms for a long time, but he didn't see his father speak, and the little girl wanted to break free from her father's embrace and take a good look at the familiar face of her father in her memory.
"Father?" Sobbing softly, the little girl asked softly.
"Xinyi, don't move." The little boy's voice that fell into her ears was so sad that it seemed to be struggling to force himself to speak.
"Brother?"
There were some doubts, but the little girl was still in her father's arms
He turned his head and looked at his brother with big eyes that still had tears rolling in his sockets.
He was still crying silently, biting his lower lip with his teeth, and the tears had already fallen to the ground, wetting his face and clothes, and tugging at the hem of his shirt to force himself to be patient.
Patience, patience, patience!
The appearance of the little boy fell in Ren Xuan's eyes, and the position of his throat unconsciously became a little swollen and painful, and every time he swallowed saliva up and down, he could clearly convey a faint pain.
It wasn't physical pain, Ren Xuan understood that his emotions had been substituted into the two of them, but his performance was a little stronger.
"Accompany my father well, my brother is fine."
Choked up and said a word intermittently, the little boy could not bear to tell his sister the truth, so he had to continue to deceive his sister, so that the white lie could accompany her into her sleep tonight.
"Why...... Why didn't he make it to the family reunion, what made him not able to see his children! β
Eager to rush forward and grab the body of the young man and question him fiercely, Ren Xuan was extremely sad and angry in his heart, who was so cruel, so cruel that he broke up such a harmonious little family.
"It's useless, even if you are angry, we are not people of this world after all, and you and I are powerless to change history."
With a long sigh, even a long-haired man can't do it without ripples, and if a drop of water falls, it will still ripple after all, and it will collapse in his heart.
"What about you? Since you're able to talk to them, you're bound to be able to get involved. β
Unconsciously a little out of control, Ren Xuan could hardly imagine what it would be like to part with his relatives, and it was inevitable that he was a little angry and said his thoughts directly.
"It's just history, we're just observers of history, it's happened, so why should we change it." The tone was also full of helplessness, if he could, the long-haired man really wanted to make a move, even if he would be devoured by the sky, but what was the point of violating his own heart.
"You mean ......"
Quietly waiting for the answer that the long-haired man brought him, Ren Xuan knew in his heart that history is the story that has already happened, so everything here is also what has happened in the past, and it is the established fact that the long-haired man saw it for the first time but was powerless to make changes.
"So you're ......"
Ren Xuan's heart suddenly realized, but he was confused, in addition to the two of them who didn't exist at all, there were only three people here, and the only possibility was only the little boy Xinyi, so the little boy Xinyi was also a long-haired man.
"Then should I make your heart flutter in the future?"
Shaking his head, the long-haired man said no.
"Xinyi is indeed 'me', but it is not me, he has his own conscious existence."
It's Xinyi, but it's not Xinyi, the long-haired man does have too many mysteries, and his own existence is like a mystery, making people seem to think that he does exist, but he can't grasp his whereabouts and identity at all.
"The heart is so sad that to this day he has not been freed."
Ren Xuan nodded approvingly, it was already quite pitiful to lose his father when he was young, not to mention the feeling of being powerless to see his long-lost father live and die in front of him.
"Xinyi's sorrow is not limited to this, because Xinyi's hope has beenβ"
Completely worn out
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