Chapter 68: Dreams Are Not Dreams

At night, I drank a lot of wine in the store, and I don't know how much I drank, I was not happy, I was her tool for Pan'er to kill people; When she wants to kill, she always lets me carry a knife in front of her, she crosses Erlang's legs and hums a song and sneers slyly beside her, and from time to time she gives an order not to stay; After killing someone, she is a complete lady form, sacred and inviolable, and sometimes threatens me: "If you move your hands and feet in front of me, you will want to meet me." Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 But I just wanted to see her, to see her every day, to talk to her, to hold her hand, and to stare at her two little rabbits with squinting eyes, but I never measured how big they were.

Jing Yan muttered beside her: "That's a thousand-year-old fox spirit, specializing in intimidating people's souls, let's ignore her in the future." ”

Jingyan heard that her brother was drunk and talking nonsense in the hotel, so she hurried over.

When he arrived at home, Zipei smoked a piece of wine.

Zipei barely opened his eyes, but what made him wonder was, why is Princess Anna here?

"Anna, are you too cruel? Why have you left me? ”

Zi Pei slowly turned his shy bud-like face, a pair of beautiful tears of happiness, shining jewel-like eyes looking at him passionately, he saw deep desire in those eyes; Princess Anna is passionate and unrestrained, she never hides her desires, unlike the girls in this world who still hold the pipa and half-cover her face, and hide her shame in her heart.

"You're so small, you're so well maintained!" "You're so bad, it's not just yours, it's mine."

"You tell me honestly, where have you been all this time. I went to your house to look for you, and your father said that I had done you a curse. You're not dead, are you? ”

"I wasn't dead in the first place, who said I was dead." "Then your father and mother, the evil king and the ruthless princess want to break me up with our daughter?"

Zipei burst into tears when she thought of this, and Anna comforted him by the side.

"Am I not dead!"

"I know you're just a phantom. When I wake up, you'll float away, like the fairy. The fairy world and the mortal world cannot intermarry, and even if you live, you can't stay with me forever. ”

"You care so much about eternity? When our love has come to an end, why care about what is long, fate is gone, we have no reason to keep, why don't we grasp what we once had? ”

"This world is really crazy, I want to stay together, and you have no reservations, you care about what you once had, and abandon me in the vast desert, how valuable is it for the sea to dry and rot?"

"My love, don't be sad or sad, as long as you can remember my tenderness all the time, no matter the cold and late autumn, our love will last forever, at least we once had?"

"Don't say it, you have a mouthful of a long time, and a mouthful of once had, but with endless indifference, what I need is your daily happiness and sorrow, I only want this life, I will never let go of this life, no matter whether the next life is happy or lonely."

"Please don't go, stay with me, even if you have 10,000 excuses to retreat, I will keep you. I kiss my stinging wound, I must not let the blood flow like the sea, I hold this lonely tear, I will never let this lonely evening breeze take the lovesickness away. ”

A shadow took Anna away, and Zipei's hands were empty.

Jingyu took Jingyan away, and Jingyu was furious beside her: "This brother who loves you is crazy, and he is ready to dedicate himself, isn't it?" You are a big girl with yellow flowers, let him do it, are you not ashamed? Don't you know he's a bad guy? Even the elder sister was harmed by her. And this princess Anna, a relative of the royal family, was also killed by her. Do you want to follow in his footsteps? ”

"But I do love him, so why should I give him a boy and a girl? I love him, I just love him! Jing Yan's voice was loud, as if she was crazy.

"What a sin! When I die, how will I see your parents and mother? Lord Wang, I Yuxiu can't stand you, I didn't take charge well, I'm guilty, I'll go see you now and ask you for guilt! It's not a pity for me to die, it's just that the princess is lonely in this world. Princess, I'm gone......"

"Senior sister, don't be like this, okay, this is my last time, I will never be like this in the future." Jing Yan quickly hugged Jing Yu's sword to prevent her from committing suicide.

"Senior sister, I swear, I will get along with Zipei as a real brother and sister in the future, and I will never think about it, otherwise I will not die well."

Jing Yu put the sword down, but she saw Jing Yan's tears gurgling out.

"You go back to your room and cry as much as you want, don't feel pain, don't cry, how can people grow up, how can they be responsible. Growth comes at a cost. ”

"Fortunately, I arrived in time, otherwise the princess would have been harmed by him. Liniang is going to marry him after a while, and I am also an adult beauty. ”

Whether this is a dream or a reality, I can't tell myself. It's embedded in my memory!

The surroundings were empty, I didn't know if it was night or day, there was only a feeling of floating in the sky. I saw a girl who was in the arms of a middle-aged man with a fat belly, and I felt a deep sense of distress, and the girl herself was absolutely familiar.

The scene changed in a flash, and I received a tailwind ear, and a strange and familiar sweet voice floated from the other end of the downwind ear: "I know you, you are a playboy, we met a long time ago, do you remember me?" ”

"Remember, I remember that you are a beautiful and sexy little sister, and I am your dream girl."

"I just wanted to meet you and see if you remember me."

"As long as it's a beauty, I remember it! Even I remember your waistline. ”

"You shameless villain."

"I remember you were a C-cup."

"You damn ghost! Is mine that big? You're wrong, mine is a cup, and what you remember is certainly not mine. ”

"I know very well that yours is Hetian Yu's."

"You're wrong, mine is He's Bi's."

"Little sister, this Hetian Yu is similar to He's Bi."

"You're wrong again. He's Bi is a piece of jade, treasured in the palace, but Hetian jade has been touched by many people. ”

"Hahaha, you're so funny."

"See you tonight in the playground of your elementary school."

Is it a piece of jade? The girl who is now seventeen or eighteen years old is a piece of jade, and it is indeed a rare animal, and I hum a song with joy when I think about it.

She and I met as scheduled, on the playground of the elementary school campus. She doesn't look like she's over 18 years old, but she's very plump, she's dressed plainly and openly, her neckline is slightly open, and she's shaking her plump boobs in front of me without hesitation. Her long hair was scattered over her shoulders, and she seemed to be very familiar with me, and she shouted to me from far away: Zipei, Zipei, here. Zipei was very strange, I didn't think she was calling herself, I looked back in all directions, I didn't see any man next to me, she greeted me in this direction, it was ironclad to call herself.

"Oh, aren't you called Zipei now, I don't remember it all of a sudden!" She woke up suddenly.

She really attracted me as soon as I saw her, and I saw her beautiful and deep eyes, and her tall and slender figure; Seriously, as soon as we met, I fell in love with her eyes, her plump boobs, and her bumpy figure.

"You're the prettiest girl I've ever seen, I can barely control myself."

"Do you miss me, I was born because of you, and I will also perish because of you."

"Look, yours has a good feel, I can't hold it with both hands, and I still say that my own is a cup, who believes it?"

"I hate it, I don't know how big the A cup is, no one has ever measured me."

"Really? That's a national treasure. Haven't even touched it? ”

"Who dares to touch it? I'm a princess, and whoever dares to touch me will be beheaded. ”

"See my Princess Elizabeth, I didn't touch it, I'm so scared."

"Hate, well, hate."

My hand was already on her thin waist, my left hand was already grasping her left hand, and half of her body was nestled against mine.

I could smell the natural fragrance of her, and for a moment, I was completely lost.

"You're so beautiful!" "You said that a long time ago!" She muttered.

I was secretly laughing at her on the side, silly woman, have I met you?

I took her by the hand, very gentlemanly, and led her to my car, in fact, I had already coveted her, so everything was properly arranged.

I had already ordered a meal in a five-star hotel, and only such a high-end hotel was worthy of myself and her.

We sat in the private room, although the whole private room was relatively spacious, but only the two of us sat facing each other, and I deliberately asked the waiter to avoid it; I specially invited a little girl to play a violin piece for us. The little girl looked very cute, with two symmetrical bows on her head. The wisps of green silk were very round and lovely, glowing with a faint jewel light, wearing a short-sleeved shirt, a knee-length short skirt, a pair of white socks on her feet, and a pair of small leather shoes. The little mouth is obviously cherry-like, and it is cute. I was amazed when I saw her sweet little face, and I felt as if I had seen her somewhere, but I just couldn't think of it.

I asked her softly, "I think I've seen you somewhere!" "I'm 12 percent sure.

I've seen her in my dreams more than once, and I've seen her in reality, but what I can't understand is how she came into her dreams.

"Uncle, it's almost as good that you can deceive those little girls. You handsome boys can only deceive stupid girls like Auntie! ”

Again, she said the same thing, almost exactly like her in reality.

Strange, I wasn't angry, I was a little happy, I smiled at her secretly, "Big girl, in fact, I'm complimenting you for being so beautiful!" ”

"First of all, congratulations on the eternal love between the two of you, the world is barren!"

She smiled at the two of us, and I felt her sincerity, and her face was like a blooming flower, and I saw in that flower something that I was familiar with, and it was a long, long time ago that someone had smiled at me like this, and how similar it was. This little girl's eyes are so deep that she can't see anything at a glance, but she can see you all. I looked at her eyes stupidly, her thick little eyelashes were also flickering, but they were so similar, I suddenly understood that the woman in front of me was so imaginative, there were many details that were very similar and very similar. I don't think anyone will trust my instincts. Even I'm a little skeptical of this feeling, am I a little nervous?

The childish and beautiful singing of the violin surrounded me for a long time, and at some point, when we realized that we were a little drunk, the little girl was long gone, and I did not know how much I had paid her, and I knew that no matter how much I paid, I could not pay her in full.

I talked for a long, long time, and opened my heart, as if we were a couple who had been reunited after a long absence, talking, telling about my lovesickness, and I had been smug. I found that I seemed to be very open-minded, I talked eloquently, poured out my feelings that had been hidden for a long time, she seemed to understand the hurt I was doing, she kept comforting me and uncovering me. Listening to this, I cried, and I also confessed to her, as if to God: "Actually, I have a very kind heart, not as bad as others see, but I loved my senior sister too much at that time, and her departure distorted my heart. For that little money, I made that lewd person's **. She asks for money, I can give it to her, and the most I have is money. She ruined my first relationship like this, and she wasted it with money. ”

She enlightened me: "I know your pain, but have you ever thought that you yourself have mistakes. If you were sincere with her, you should have been sincere with her a long time ago. But you don't, and you lose a chance to show sincerity. Sometimes the opportunity is very luxurious, you don't always think that others must be sincere to you, sometimes even if she is hypocritical, you can also touch her with true feelings.

"So maybe you don't love her at all, if you love her, you can still go to her now, and the distance is not the distance, but I am in front of you, and you don't know me at all.

"You are not suffering because you can't get her; It's a sense of loss that she doesn't satisfy your vanity. Since you were a child, your family has doted on you, so you have been like opening your mouth for food and stretching out your hands for clothes, and you seem to feel that people all over the world should spoil you and let you, and even the earth should revolve around you.

"You feel at a loss in the face of the huge difference between reality and expectations, so your noble heart is blocked by poor blood, trying to break through the blood vessels bound by **** and loss, but because of her disappearance and escape, your struggle and impact are ruthlessly deprived, so you don't even have a chance to organize a sniper that is even ineffective, you are completely defeated; Therefore you are not reconciled, you are ashamed of your own territory and lose your country, and you feel ashamed of yourself.

"Your pain has nothing to do with love, otherwise, you can renew the antement; In fact, you have a lot of opportunities, and not take the opportunity to humiliate her.

"Even what you see with your own eyes may not be true, let alone those fluttering words? There is nothing in the world, and mediocre people worry about themselves. ”

We talked late, and it was she who tugged at my fragile nerve and brought my good nature back to her face.

I don't know why she knows me so well, she can choke the movement of my mind, she can catch the flaws of my mind. I was completely conquered by her.

I found myself falling in love with her at once, and I'm not a person who is good at hiding love; But I also wonder if I love her because I have lost my love, because I am lonely or vain? Or love her because you can't get it?

Even though I was helpless in the face of such love, and despite my hesitation, I decided to at least let her know how I felt.

She was silently listening to how I felt about her love!

"You say you know me, you say you are looking for me, even though I don't know you, as long as you are not a liar, I think my impression in your heart, whether it is fixed in your heart for a long time, reflected in your eyes today, or projected on you in the future, will definitely not be bad; I think my love for you, whether it comes from the past, or from today's temporary play, or precipitation in the near future, should be unforgettable, I am not conceited, I have felt from the bottom of your eyes, the eyebrows, your beating heart, your natural and unnatural expression, that you have become powerless and terminally ill in the face of my love.

"There is no reason for love, opportunities are everywhere. Grasp the present and continue the future. ”

I took her hand and walked towards my love nest.

The lighting of the room was very soft, reflecting in my loving eyes; I have long been dominated by her, my heart has long been no longer my own, beating wildly for the other party, hormones are filling our veins, and my emotions are rapidly expanding; We seem to have forgotten everything, and all that remains is the most primitive impulse between the opposite sex, and any other action seems superfluous.

I don't understand that such a first-time girl is at my mercy without any reserve, as if all the shyness of being a woman has never existed, and I have never considered the consequences of this. I never thought she made her choice out of a moment of ignorance or curiosity, she must have been deliberate. Impulsiveness brings infinite pleasure to women, but the consequences of impulsiveness bring them a lifetime of damage. I don't know what the purpose of her life was. In fact, she didn't ask me for anything, it was like a real dream that filtered through my mind from time to time, and the feeling of joy was indeed real.

What she said to me in her dream is still fresh when I wake up.

"I know how you feel, and I believe in your feelings. It's just that you won't marry me here, there's still a long way to go. We can't be together now, and we will have the opportunity to meet in the future. ”

We spent three days in the hotel, and I had endless words to talk about, and I had endless desires to enjoy.

Finally, three days later she said she was leaving, she said she didn't belong to this world. I asked for her contact information, and she said she didn't have any contact information, so I ended up kneeling in front of her and begging her. She didn't say anything, she just kept crying, it was sincere crying, and there was no hypocrisy. We hugged each other and cried for a long time. She assured me that we would see each other again.

Three days, three days in a dream should be very short, but I do feel that I have experienced three days, seventy-two hours; In these three days, I remember every excitement clearly, and every experience was real.

She was gone, silently, without a trace; I sent people everywhere to look for her, but to no avail, as if no one had ever seen her; I hired one of the most famous painters in the country, painted her portrait, and looked for her in the streets; I paid a high price for a private detective to search for her all over the world. But nothing came of it. In the end, I was suspected of being seriously mentally ill, and although I went to the staff of the hotel at the time to testify, no one believed me; They believed that I had made up a character and bribed the hotel staff to prove that my hallucinations were true, which the doctors said was called obsessive-compulsive psychosis. I'm depressed, I'm hesitating.

When I woke up from the dream, I was in the body, and it turned out that it was not a dream!

Zipei hummed a song, her whole body fluttering.

"Early in the morning, what to sing, do you want people to be comfortable? I was tossed by you for a night last night, and this ghost cried wolf early this morning, and it still makes people live? ”

Who is this? Like a dominatrix, this person changed as soon as he became famous, and gentleness became a yaksha. Zipei sighed.

"You can't escape my palm at last." Zipei looked at this familiar stranger carefully from the side, like thunder, how could it be her? This person of Western Regions blood is too strong. He couldn't help but think of the protector of Cuiwei Palace, if he wanted to release her, it was to release a tigress, and it was strange that his bones were not gnawed by her.

Zipei fled in embarrassment and never dared to go home again.

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