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"Is it that good?"

Tan Ze looked at Yun Chu a little depressed. (No pop-up ads)-79-79 novels

Yun Chu couldn't help laughing, "Yes, it's really amazing." I've been to Italy, I've visited the Renaissance ruins there, and there are so many works of art...... Oh yes, and the murals, all of which are very 'refined' and very tasteful. Of course, I've seen it in other places, but most of them are copies, or botched copies, which look 'fine' enough, but don't have that taste. It's completely different from yours, in other words, you taste authentic! ”

Tan Ze tugged at the corners of his mouth, as if he wanted to laugh, but it was a little difficult.

"What's wrong?" Yun Chu sensitively found that Tan Ze's mood was not very good, which made her feel quite suspicious, "You don't like it here?" ”

"Nope." Tan Ze shook his head.

"Why is that? Get up on the wrong side of the bed? Yun Chu was puzzled.

"It's nothing." Tan Ze pursed his lips and smiled, his eyes a little dim.

Yun Chu narrowed his eyes and thought for a while before he suddenly realized, "You don't miss your mother, do you?" ”

In an instant, Tan Ze's face darkened, "Don't say this, okay?" Would you like to go to the second floor? The view from the second floor is better. ”

Yun Chu had already discovered Tan Ze's secret.

"Looks like I'm right, you just remembered your mother." Yun Chu smiled, "What's so embarrassing about this, you're still young, and it's normal to miss your mother." I'm so old, and I miss my mom too...... Of course, unlike what you think, I'm curious about what my mom looks like and what my mom and dad are...... I'm curious. (But my uncle said that he was afraid of affecting my mental state, so he refused to show me their pictures.) ”

"Why?" Tan Ze looked at Yun Chu strangely, "Although they have passed away, why does looking at photos affect your psychological state?" ”

Yun Chu was silent for a moment before he whispered: "There was a car accident, they protected me, but they themselves died. I don't know the specifics, but my uncle said that my mental state was unstable. He didn't want to put too much pressure on me, and he didn't want to force me to remember the past. He was afraid that when I saw my parents' faces, I would think of the car accident...... It is said that I was crazy because I saw the pictures of my parents, so he destroyed all the photos and did not show them to me. ”

Yun Chu spread his hands with a helpless look.

Tan Ze's brows furrowed tightly, "This is unreasonable." ”

"Nothing unreasonable. Anyway, I'm doing pretty well now, and my parents would be happy if they knew, and that's enough. Also, I was a little scared, afraid that what my uncle said was true, afraid that I would go crazy again after I really saw my parents' appearance, and that my memory would be 'messy' again. Yun Chu shrugged, "I think it's 'good' now, I don't want to lose my memory again and start from a blank slate." That'...... It's horrible. ”

Yun Chu's voice became lower and lower.

It's a terrible thing to have no memory.

When you wake up one night, you don't know who you are, you don't know what happened to you, and you don't know who is real and who's fake......

You don't know who to trust, and you can only choose to trust the answer that everyone tells you.

But in fact...... The answer is only what someone else tells you, not what you know.

So for yourself, everything about you is still a blank slate.

It's a terrible feeling, and it's too much to bear.

Yun Chu really didn't want to experience such a blank life again, it was loneliness from the soul.

There are no memory fragments in the brain at all, not even a little bit of 'messy' and 'chaotic' memories, it's really a blank space, not even a subconscious......

This feeling is too uncomfortable and too uncomfortable.

Of course, Yun Chu also felt a little strange, memory is really a very mysterious thing.

Many people who have had accidents, even if they have amnesia for a period of time due to brain trauma, but during this period of amnesia, they still have some scattered fragmentary memories in their brains.

However, for Yun Chu, there was nothing.

Even if it's a fragmentary memory, it's completely gone.

It is for this reason that her loneliness seeps into the soul. Even though her uncle was with her all day and all night, not letting her fall into a situation of being alone at all, she was still lonely.

I don't know anything about myself at all, and I can only hear about it from other people's mouths. But even if others say it carefully, to you, it seems to be talking about another person, not about you.

It's very simple, because you haven't experienced it, and you don't have any relevant memories in your brain, so what others say about you belongs to someone else, not yours.

That's the sadness of not having the slightest memory.

Yun Chu didn't want to go through it again at all, so since her uncle didn't show her the photos of her parents, she wouldn't be optimistic. Anyway, for her, she didn't have any memories related to her parents in her brain, and for her, they were just strangers.

Tan Ze's brows furrowed even tighter, and he said again: "This is unreasonable. Even if you will be traumatized by looking at the photos, it is impossible to lose your memory because of this, at most it is just an emotional out-of-control, how can you go crazy to the state of amnesia? Irrationality. ”

Yun Chu shrugged, "It doesn't matter. Actually, I don't have any memory at all, and the reason why I want to see it is just because I am curious. But in fact, they are strangers to me...... I...... Actually, it's not just my uncle who won't show me their pictures, but on the other hand, I don't want to see them myself. ”

"Huh?" Tan Ze didn't understand.

Yun Chu smiled slightly, his eyes were a little fluttering, "Actually, it's not difficult to understand." In my mind, they are strangers, just strangers with a special meaning. I want to watch it because I'm curious, I don't want to watch it because I'm scared...... I'm afraid I'll have no reaction when I see their pictures. ”

"What?" Tan Ze still didn't quite understand.

Yun Chu took a deep breath and said slowly, "If I really go crazy like my uncle said after reading their photos, I am afraid that I will really lose my memory again, become blank again, and experience the loneliness that extends because of the blank memory, the loneliness that goes deep into the soul, I am afraid of this." But at the same time, I was afraid of the possibility that I didn't have any other emotional reaction to their pictures at all, and I couldn't remember any memories of them...... In this way, they are really strangers to me, not the parents I expected. Isn't this feeling even more terrifying? ”

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