Chapter 719 Don't Dare to Gamble (3000 words) But if she hadn't loved him like that, she might have been able to watch him take one woman after another to the backyard after marrying him.

But after having such a deep affection for him, and having their daughter, Shangguan Qingqing didn't dare to gamble, betting that he wouldn't go crazy after seeing him with other women.

Rather than this, it is better to guard the little bayberry for the rest of her life, and when she grows up and becomes married, she will retire in Zhuangzi.

A life is not long, and with her beloved baby daughter, she feels that she has no regrets in her life.

If she is with him and loses herself in the future because of jealousy, what should she do with her little bayberry?

If Xiao Yangmei is a son, then it's a little better, as a man, he can make himself strong, with his brothers and father, her son will definitely be able to become a man who stands up to the sky, but her little Yangmei is a little girl, she needs her mother's protection, uncles and grandfathers, can't replace her mother.

Just like Zi'er said, daughters should be pampered, if it is a boy, even if there is no father and mother by his side, he and his uncles and grandfathers can still grow up healthily like other children.

Because of the child, she was timid.

King Ding will only marry one woman in Zi'er in his life, that is because King Ding loves Zi'er deeply, and the men in Dingwang's Mansion have never taken concubines.

The prince of Zhenguo, who is about to get married, will only have the wife of the prince of Zhenguo in the future, and will not take concubines, that is why the prince of Zhenguo does not allow men to take concubines, and the prince of Zhenguo likes Cheng Jing very much.

But Zhennan Wangfu is different, which of the men in Zhennan Wangfu is not a large number of concubines? There are even several who spoil concubines and kill wives.

And it is estimated that the king of Zhennan will not have only one wife, even if Baili Ruiyang can give himself the position of wife, so what?

What she wanted was never a noble identity, not the position of Princess Zhennan, what she wanted was the only love, the only favor, and the only woman of the man she liked in her heart.

But she didn't have any confidence in this, she didn't think he could give it to her.

She didn't think she could be that lucky.

If you can't get it, it's better to never have it.

At least, in the memories of her life, there are good memories of this moment, and there are the words "he likes her" that he said to himself himself.

"It's nothing, it's just that I can't sleep at night, so I want to go out for a walk."

Shangguan Qingqing was originally an excuse to pinch indiscriminately, but as soon as the words came out, she regretted it.

Why did she say she couldn't sleep?

Didn't you tell him that he couldn't sleep because he saw him? Because he said he liked her, she was so excited that she couldn't sleep?

"Ahem, I know the bed better, although I have lived in Dingwangfu before, but I haven't been here for a long time, so I know the bed a little."

Shangguan Qingqing felt that her explanation was a bit like there were no silver three hundred taels here, but she felt that she had to explain.

In general, it's just that her heart is very messy, and her mind is a mess.

So what she said naturally made her wish she was a mute, and she didn't say anything just now.

"Since you can't sleep, why don't I walk with you."

Baili Ruiyang's eyes flashed with a light very quickly, and when he looked at the woman who was almost in a hurry, his mood suddenly soared.

As long as she is not calm, it means that she has a great influence on her, and it means that she can't be as calm as water when facing herself.

As long as she has him in her heart, then they can solve any problem.

Shangguan Qingqing blinked, and wanted to give herself two slaps again, she should say that she was very sleepy, so that she could confidently say that she was going back to sleep.

Now that she said she couldn't sleep, could she still refuse what he said and walk with him?

Shangguan Qingqing felt that he was getting more and more stupid.

"Ahem, it's getting late, lonely men and widows, it's really not suitable to meet, I don't have anything to do, it's just a little bit of a moment to recognize the bed, so I want to come out for a walk, but now that I'm sleepy, I don't think I will recognize the bed anymore." King Zhennan, good night! ”

Shangguan Qingqing finished speaking very quickly, then turned around and hurriedly walked back, as if he could get rid of the people behind him.

"What did you just call me?"

Shangguan Qingqing had just turned around, and after walking a few steps, her hand was grabbed, and then, a cold voice with a thick dissatisfaction came into her ears.

Her heart was beating hard uncontrollably, why was she scared?

I don't know if it's because of the tone in which this man just spoke, or because this man grabbed her hand, so she was so scared.

"You let go of me first, there are a lot of people coming and going here, being seen, what else can I do?"

Shangguan Qingqing definitely didn't admit her because he was afraid of his frosty face and his cold words without a trace of warmth.

She just didn't want him to hold her hand.

What is this, is there something you can't say well? Do you take advantage of her?

"If I want to take advantage of you, it's not just about using my hands and feet, I think I can take advantage of it by moving my mouth."

Shangguan Qingqing heard Baili Ruiyang's words, and realized that he had muttered what he was thinking in his heart just now, although the voice was small, Baili Ruiyang, who was so close to her, listened to it word for word.

"You flow. People. ”。

Baili Ruiyang's words made the temperature of her face rise instantly, and her eyes didn't dare to look at him, for fear that he would notice that he was full of provocation at this time because of the sentence he just said. His heart beat faster when he teased him, his face flushed, and his eyes were full of shyness.

"How do I flow. Huh? Don't you think I'm much better at talking than you are? Seeing that you can't talk about me, I feel that I am taking advantage of it. ”

Baili Ruiyang's eyes full of smiles, the starlight flickered a little bit, her shyness, he naturally looked at it all, and suddenly, his mood was extremely happy The time when he was arguing with her like this seemed to be yesterday.

They hadn't seen each other for more than a year, but he felt that nothing had changed between her and him, and such an interest in bickering made him as relaxed and happy as before.

Shangguan Qingqing realized that he had thought wrong, and mistakenly thought that what he said was to take advantage of her mouth and wanted to kiss her, and he couldn't help but be embarrassed for a while and wanted to run away immediately.

I can't help but think back to that night, when she was trying to help him get out of spring. medicine, the intimacy that the two once had.

Because of this, his whole face seemed to be flushed with blood, and even his eyes were red.

As soon as her eyes were hot, she suddenly burst into tears uncontrollably. I don't know if it's because of his intimacy that night, or because she can't have a complete him in her life.

"You...... What happened to you? Don't cry, it's me who is bad, I shouldn't have said that, I was wrong, as long as you don't cry, you can do whatever you want me to do. ”

Baili Ruiyang watched Shangguan Qingqing suddenly shed tears one by one, panicked, raised his hand to help her wipe her tears, and in a hurry, he even forgot to take out a handkerchief.

At this moment, the anxiety and distress on his face were so obvious, although Shangguan Qingqing was in tears, but her consciousness was extremely clear, she believed that at this moment, he loved himself, hurt himself, and cared about himself very, very much.

Exhaling deeply, Shangguan Qingqing twisted his head to the side, dodging Baili Ruiyang's move to continue to help her wipe her tears, holding his own handkerchief and gently wiping away her tears.

The warmth from his fingers still remained in her eyes, on her cheeks, it was so joyful and nostalgic, but she couldn't grasp that kind of warmth, even if she could catch it for a while, she couldn't catch it for a lifetime.

Shangguan Qingqing took a step back, blinked his eyes several times, and after trying to calm himself, he glanced at Baili Ruiyang very quickly, and then looked away very quickly, staring at a lotus-shaped lantern around Baili Ruiyang.

"I'm fine, I just kind of want to go back to Ziyuan Villa."

She couldn't say the reason why she shed tears, so she could only come up with an excuse, but as everyone knows, her excuse made Baili Ruiyang's face change.

"Do you want to avoid me again?"

In Baili Ruiyang's opinion, Shangguan Qingqing only arrived in Yanzhou City today, but she didn't even stay for one night before she said that she wanted to go back to Ziyuan Villa.

He didn't think that she wanted to go back because she had been away from Ziyuan Mountain Villa for too long and missed it.

The reason why she wanted to go back was because she didn't like to live in Dingwang's Mansion with him, and the reason why she couldn't wait to go back was because she didn't want to see him, so she wanted to leave in such a hurry.

Shangguan Qingqing lowered her head, not daring to look at his sharp and sad and regretful eyes, she wanted to avoid him, there was a little bayberry between them, if she had anything to do with him again, the arrival of the little bayberry would definitely let him know.

When the time comes, the relationship between her and him will be even more messy.

"I didn't think about hiding from you, why am I hiding from you, I'm just tired and want to go back to my room to rest."

Shangguan Qingqing's voice was very soft, and the speed of her speech was not fast, although she lowered her head, she could clearly feel his gaze falling on her, and she did not withdraw it at all, and she did not even move away for half a minute.