Chapter 4 Love Words Have No Basis
Standing on the hill north of Constantino-Castle, I looked north, and my faint gaze swept over the fir woods and hills, and cast my gaze into the small Tianhe plain in the distance. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info
After issuing a series of orders, dealing with the aftermath of the war, and dealing with the political affairs in the new territory of the Empire, I put aside my mundane affairs for a while, disappeared from the eyes of the people, and went to this mountain called "The Goose Does Not Return" alone, a quiet place to be alone, which is what I need for now.
I thought I would get news of Binglan when I entered Constantinoce, but two weeks later, there was still no news from the Iraqians...... With the territory of Xinjiang under my complete control, the spy organization composed of the integrated intelligence personnel of the military department, Van and Luo Bai has scraped almost every inch of the northern part of the empire, but with the current pervasive ability of the imperial intelligence agency, it has not been able to find out the slightest bit of information about Binglan, which cannot help but make me feel a desperate sense of powerlessness.
Worried that Binglan would encounter an unexpected or unexpected mood, it accumulated into a thick haze in the passage of time, tightly pressed in her heart, and like a lingering terrible nightmare......
I am no longer sure that my beloved wife will return to me, and I am more and more afraid of meeting each other indefinitely, and even this painstaking pursuit of crossing the mountains and swaying the northern desert will only end up in a world of separation......
However, I cannot show my sorrow and fear in front of others, because the new empire is completely under my absolute authority, and if I do not show a strong sense of faith and domineering, these subordinates, who are united by absolute faith and loyalty to me, will inevitably turn away from me, and the vast empire will collapse like a building block with its core removed.
The centripetal force and cohesion of the empire have been built up bit by bit after years of painstaking management, but it may be easy to destroy them all. It's easier to destroy than to build!
As I was in a trance, I suddenly felt a pain in my head, as if I had been hit by something heavy, and I immediately turned around and looked angrily at Drink, who had silently appeared behind me and struck me with his pink fist. Ambrose.
"What are you doing?!" I said angrily, like a wounded beast that had been invaded on my private space, and became furious—I was angry that Drinker had come out to disturb my sad mood alone, and that the vampire girl, who had done her own thing, did not seem to understand the feelings of others, and would not shy away from me when I was in a bad mood.
But the perpetrator did not have any guilt and consciousness of doing something bad, but looked at me with an interesting expression, while stretching out the miserable white soft wattle and gently rubbing the painful part of my head that was knocked by her, and at the same time said in a half-playful and half-soothing voice: "Alec! It doesn't hurt, it doesn't hurt! I'll rub it for you......" He stood on tiptoe and breathed a sigh on my head.
"What do you mean by that?" I was stunned, I couldn't see through the strange mind of this vampire girl.
"Stupid! How long do you want to let yourself feel sorry for yourself? ”
After hearing the scolding, Drinker knocked on my head again, and then put away his jade hand, put his finger into the sandalwood mouth and bit it gently, and then smiled deliciously: "After beating the child, you should immediately give appropriate comfort, so as not to leave a childhood shadow in the child's heart, let alone you, a child whose heart is hurt......"
"You...... When I was a child? ”
I saw Drinker nodding his head solemnly, and I couldn't help but be angry, this hateful vampire really has a knack for making people mad, and I believe my face must be as ugly as swallowing a whole cockroach at this time.
But on second thought, in terms of Drink's age, I do have the qualifications to be a child! Although I was reluctant, I had to admit it.
When I think about it, I can't help but feel both angry and funny.
"If I were a child, wouldn't you be an old woman?" I was in the mood to argue with Drink, which even I found incredible.
"Hmph, have you ever seen such a beautiful, lovely, and touching old woman?"
Drinker turned gracefully in front of me, grabbed the hem of the black skirt, made ladylike movements, and finally said proudly, "I am a beautiful and generous vampire lady!" ”
"You save it, a man who is not a little feminine, and she is still a lady!" I quipped, "At best, it's just a green fruit." ”
"Hmph, don't slander my ladylike image! We are ninety steps and a hundred steps of laughter, and in the eyes of Miss Ben, you are just a milky bastard! ”
Drinker crossed his waist with a solemn expression, putting on a posture of arguing with reason and swearing to defend his ladylike dignity.
"That's a fact for all to see. If 500 years is your girlhood, then I am afraid it will take another 500 years for you to enter the maturity period. I laughed.
"You ......" Drinker seemed to want to have a seizure, but suddenly wrinkled his nose, made a grimace and said, "But I don't know who has repeatedly attacked my young girl?" May I describe your forced kiss to an underage girl as starving? ”
"That's ......" I couldn't help but be embarrassed by Derlink's unabashed words, but I noticed the narrow light in her eyes, and laughed, "That's the true nature of a pervert!" ”
"Mr. Pervert, you're really not usually thick-skinned......" Drinker sighed.
At this time, both of us felt at the same time that there was an indescribable weirdness in talking about the topic of "children's buyi" in a serious manner, and we couldn't help but look at each other and laugh.
After a long time, Drinker restrained his smile, looked me squarely and said, "Mr. pervert, congratulations on your life!" ”
My heart fluttered, knowing that she was using this unique way to reinvigorate me, and I couldn't help but look at her gratefully.
"Don't look at me with such an ambiguous and misleading gaze!"
Drinker said dissatisfiedly, reaching out his jade hand and trying to knock me on the head again, but this time it didn't let her succeed - on guard, I saw the opportunity and grabbed her pink fist to keep my head safe, and Drinker couldn't withdraw his hand for a while, and the two were deadlocked.
Drinker suddenly said, "I have news of Sister Binglan!" ”
I was shocked, and Drinker immediately withdrew his palm, and took the opportunity to sneak up on my head again, and when he succeeded, he jumped out of the way and smirked at me.
"What's your news?" I couldn't get the most out of her pranks, and asked anxiously.
Seeing that I was anxious, Drinker seemed to be unable to bear to tease me anymore, put away his joking expression, and replied solemnly: "According to the report of the people I sent to the Eagle Vulture Country, a few months ago, I saw a woman in imperial attire riding into the Eagle Eagle Country alone, and the Eagle Eagle Lord was very courteous to her, and greeted her personally......
"It's Binglan!" I trembled.
Vampires can turn into bats, and if they act as spies, they are indeed better than the Empire's intelligence agents, so they are often able to get more in-depth information.
"I'm not sure it's Sister Binglan......," Drinker said, shaking his head.
"Whether it's her or not, as long as there is a glimmer of hope, I can't give up! I need to go to the Eagle Vulture Country to confirm for myself! I'll immediately send troops to the Eagle Vulture Country! ”
I said excitedly, but my heart was turbulent, and it was difficult to calm down......
"Alex, calm down!" Drinker said coldly, "If it's Sister Binglan, she will leave you and join the barbarians, there will definitely be a last resort!" And the reason she did it can only be for you! Otherwise, no reason is enough to support her to leave you! Moreover, this is certainly not something that can be solved by force! For her sake, for your sake, you can't act rashly! ”
I took a deep breath to let my emotions barely settle down.
Yes, since Binglan left suddenly, I have never thought deeply about the reason why she did this, I have always thought that in her mind, I am the most important existence, and for me, it is the same, and we have gone through so many difficulties to come together, six years of husband and wife, twelve years of affectionate affection, let me think that there is no reason, any strength can separate each other, let alone accept that she will suddenly choose to leave......
I'm afraid that the belief I've been holding on to will fall apart after learning that Binglan has something more important than me in her heart, and that will be a fatal blow to me!
But I never thought that Binglan left for me, and Drink's words were like a slap in the face, making me face the essence of the problem again, which is probably called the authorities are confused, and the bystanders are clear.
However, I still can't let go in my heart, because I can't imagine that today, when I have millions of troops and look at the mainland, what else can threaten my safety, become an obstacle to the relationship between us, and make Binglan have the idea of having to leave......
But I heard Drinker continue: "Alec, during this time, your hesitation, your fear, your insecurity, and your madness are all because you are afraid of Sister Binglan's departure, based on an answer that you do not want to accept—in her mind, there are things that are more important than your feelings. This is what you have been running away from. Even if you take millions of male soldiers and threaten the northern frontier, you can't hide the weakness and imitation in your heart!
However, in my opinion, you always occupy the most important position in Sister Binglan's heart, which no one and nothing can replace! Now you are wavering, just because you have always cared too much about Sister Binglan, and you are too sure of her feelings for you, you are too emotional, but you are more afraid of being hurt, once you give wholeheartedly, you are eager to get the same return, once it changes, you become at a loss and lose judgment.
You seem to be strong, but your inner emotions have always been fragile, and you lack confidence in love, which is the shadow that your teenage experience has left in your heart that is difficult to get rid of, so that you have frozen your heart for a long time, pretending to be cynical, but rejecting the appearance of thousands of miles away, you have always been a complex of contradictions!
It wasn't until you met Sister Binglan that you really released the strong emotions in your heart, but when you get along with Sister Binglan and all the women you love, in essence, you are still walking on thin ice, trembling and managing each other's feelings...... The more you want to keep it, the more you are afraid of losing, so you try to control everything, including your emotional world, with your strength and domineering, but when there is a situation that you can't control, your emotions become as fragile as fine porcelain......"
I looked directly at Drink's suddenly deep eyes, and only sighed for a long time and said, "Drink, you're right. Because no matter how hard I try to think about it, I can't think of a reason why Binglan would leave without a word...... Four years of being close to each other, naturally like the air I breathe, made me accustomed to having each other's days and taking happiness for granted; Eight years of chasing love, although it has gone through a thrilling thorny and rugged road, it is also under the oath of love......
Originally, I always thought that the relationship between me and Binglan would be as solid as a rock, and there was nothing in heaven and earth that was enough to separate each other, but when I found that my original beliefs suddenly became uncertain, I also became self-pitying, self-defeating, and indulged my heart to think and speculate about everything......"
"Alex......" Drink's eyes flashed with a hint of pity, "I believe that Sister Binglan must have her own hardships and reasons for doing this...... Moreover, I also believe that no matter where Sister Binglan is, you will always be her only bond, just like a flying kite, no matter how high and far you fly, you will always be the other end of the rope...... Even though the string of the kite will break, the emotional bond will be a lifelong bondage! ”
"Drink, thank you!" I said from the bottom of my heart, "The irritability of losing love is like being caught in a spider's web, and I can't shake off a thousand things and can't find a way out...... What you said today has made me see the light from the darkness, and my confused mind has been calmed, and I am no longer hesitant and uneasy.
Yes, I have no reason to lack confidence in Binglan's love! Even if the road is bumpy, I will go on with my greatest perseverance! ”
Drinker made a disgusted expression and pursed his lips and smiled, "Alec, do you have to show your determination in such an exaggerated and literary way?" I can't stand your sourness! ”
"His grandmother, no one wants to snatch my woman!" I swore an oath with a wave of my fist, then turned to Drinker and said, "Is this crude way of swearing more to the taste of Miss Earl?" ”
"You...... Forget it......" Drinker bit his lower lip with an angry expression, "This whole rascal ruffian, I really don't know what those women love about you, it's really a tasteless choice...... It's really unfortunate that the empire has such an emperor! ”
"Haha, I'm a hooligan, who am I afraid of!" Hearing Drink's teasing words, I took a few steps closer to her, looked down at her dark eyes, and said with a dark smile: "Don't forget that I am your first choice for your future lover!" Miss Count, meeting me is the beginning of your life's misfortune! ”
"Don't get so close! Doesn't it make people breathe? Drinker said in annoyance, his pale face flushed slightly, "Is it really the nature of a predator, even the oxygen that others breathe to plunder?" The country is easy to change, but the nature is difficult to change! Looks like I'm going to have to consider removing you from the shortlist! Or is it the original melancholy and sad, not aggressive Alex is more cute......"
I tapped Drink's cute nose with my finger and said a little dotingly, "I think the vampire Count who blushes right now is the cutest!" How's that, Drinker? Would you like to have a love affair with me in the future? It's a life experience you've never had before! ”
Believe me the way I look now, a liar who uses a lollipop to try to kidnap an ignorant girl, right?
"Am I Little Red Riding Hood? Grandma Wolf! Drinker wrinkled his pretty nose and said in disgust.
"No," I suddenly grabbed her jade hand, kissed it lightly on the back of her tender hand, and said very seriously, "You are a vampire girl from the night, but you are an angel who brings me light!" ”
Drinker was stunned to shake off my hand, and then knocked me on the hand, and said dissatisfiedly: "Don't do anything to Miss Ben casually, because I will regard it as frivolous, in that case, your head will be blessed, don't blame me for being knocked out of idiot!" Also, don't play tricks on me! I don't understand, no matter how disgusting the words come out of your mouth, it seems that there is no difficulty! ”
I spread my hands and smiled a little helplessly: "What a bad scenery!" What a good atmosphere for romance and love has ruined you! You don't know what romance is in your little head! ”
"Feelings, it's an annoying thing, don't do it...... Looking at the way you were going to die or not, you know that love is something I can't touch or want......" Drinker said faintly, with a little more seriousness and a hint of confusion in his wandering eyes.
"Drinker, only when you have truly tasted love can your life be complete! If you always pass by love, your life will always have a fly in the ointment. I said.
"Mr. Pervert, are you seducing me?" Drink's voice suddenly became soft, and there was a misty dampness in the dark depth, and her long eyelashes hung low, reflecting a crystal luster, which was extremely moving, but the dangerous smile on her face revealed her true thoughts, and I couldn't help but be stunned and on guard.
"It's just a friendly exhortation...... I don't mean anything bad, don't be too sensitive! Don't worry, I won't do anything to you, a young yellow-haired girl! I said curtly, I could already see the crisis in Drink's face, and if I didn't clarify, I would have died a terrible death.
"Even if you salivate over my green fruit?" Drinker looked up at me, a dark color on his little face.
"yes, even if it's salivating......" I said with a wry smile, shaking my head.
In the afternoon, I returned to the North Dyren Palace, which had been the palace of Aruton and was now my temporary palace, only to find that Deys was alone in the palace, and that Vivien and Gatha were missing.
Before I could ask for advice, Dai Yisi had already taken the initiative to solve my question: "The two sisters went to the city to inquire about the news......
I nodded silently and didn't speak. I knew that they had inquired about Binglan, and although they knew that the result would be in vain—if there was news, they would not have missed the Empire's sophisticated intelligence network......
They did this not only for me, but also for Binglan: on the one hand, they couldn't bear to see me laughing all day long, and their hearts were miserable—as my intimate wives, they were also very sensitive to my joys, sorrows, and sorrows, and my unhappiness also brought them a heavy pressure invisibly.
On the other hand, they also have a deep sisterhood with Binglan, so they sincerely hope that Binglan will return soon—back to me and them.
Binglan itself has a kind of noble and graceful temperament and convincing bearing, which makes the women sincerely admire, but also makes them jealous, therefore, the harmony of the harem is inseparable from Binglan's careful management.
While taking off her coat for me, Dai Yisi asked, "Alex, what kind of person is Sister Binglan?" Not only do you dream of her, but even your two sisters like her so much......"
"She, like you, is my beloved wife...... You'll like her too, too. ”
Daisy is the only one who hasn't seen Binglan, so she's also very curious about the Imperial Empress.
Dai Yisi buried her head on my wide back, and said faintly: "I envy Sister Binglan so much, so that my husband thinks about her all the time......"
I gently wrapped her hands around her chest, placed my palms on the sides of her wrists, and said, "If I had any of you, I would have been equally concerned!" ”
At this time, Dai Yisi's pair of soft and boneless, warm and jade-like Rou Yi stretched out from my chest into my placket, gently rubbed my chest, and then spit out a mouthful of fragrant orchid fragrance in my ear, making a dream-like voice: "Husband, people have thought about it......"
The gentle cold touch between the fingertips that gently swirled on the skin tightened my pores and the skin of my whole body trembled slightly, and the seemingly inadvertent and deliberate teasing easily aroused the desire in my heart......
I can't help but be surprised by her initiative, after all, Dai Yisi is not a woman who will take the initiative to invite joy, she is usually cold and indifferent, silent and silent, and looks like she rejects people thousands of miles away, and she is shy and reserved in the bed, passive and happy, different from Vivian, who is pure and shy in appearance, but passionate when she is in love, and Gasha Liuli, who has an impulsive personality and is wild and unrestrained in bed, is also different from Binglan's temperament that is as light as the empty valley orchid, cold and glamorous as proud of the snow and cold plum, And when he was entangled, he changed his posture between passion and calmness.
But I immediately understood that the reason why Dai Yisi took the initiative to invite me was to soothe the pain of my soul with the tenderness and strong love of women.
The beauty is deeply gracious, so I can't help but be moved inexplicably, how can I not let go of my feelings and accept it wholeheartedly?
I grabbed her hands, pulled her delicate body to face me, and leaned over to carefully admire her beautiful posture: moth eyebrows were lightly frowned, like mournful and bitter, and there was an unconcealable spring between the eyebrows; The red lips are lightly opened, the silver teeth are bitten, the cheeks are slightly drunk, and there is a hint of a smile that is both shy and longing; The pupils are half-open and half-closed, the corners of the eyes are dewed, and the amber eyes are flashing with a flame of love; Under the high open collar, with the breath between the noses, the most beautiful peaks and mountains are looming and undulating, and two bright red plum blossoms inadvertently come into view; The half-dissolved Luo Yi can't cover the infinity*, and the close-fitting jade-colored cicada clothes tightly wrap around the curves of her delicate and convex carcass, and between the trembling of her delicate body, she exudes the heat of the soul......
And Dai Yisi has put a pair of jade arms like pink lotus, through my shoulders and gently put on the back of my head, the slender ten fingers gently caress the back of my neck and hairline, and the wet and misty eyes bravely meet my compelling gaze, and then stand on tiptoe and kiss my lips......
She boldly put her little lilac tongue into my mouth, chasing my tongue and intertwining it, I couldn't help but respond fiercely, sucking her fragrant breath and nectar fragrance like a hungry mouth, one hand caressing her slender neck, the other hand around her waist, gently stroking her smooth back upwards, Dai Yisi's delicate body trembling with qingqing, but I couldn't help but close to my body, and the smooth and flawless skin was glowing like a rose......
Dai Yisi's carcass squirmed uneasily in my arms, but I don't know where she got the strength to push me to the padded chaise longue near the window, at this time, most of the jade cicada clothes on Dai Yisi's body have been untied, as if nothing is draped on the body, it can't hide the important parts at all, but it is more seductive than when she is completely naked......
I reached out and untied the ribbon she had tied to her braids, and a long waterfall of emerald green hair fell down my fingers, lazily down my chest, shoulders and back, while Deyce looked at me affectionately and smiled charmingly, and then she took the initiative to straddle my waist and gently swing her hips to adjust the position...... Then, both expectant and unexpected, I was immediately drowned in a torrent of fiery fire, intense pleasure and wild passion......
"Ah......" In the coquettish cry of Dai Yisi, I suddenly picked up Dai Yisi's delicate body, lightly placed it on the soft mat, and then shrugged my waist, turned passive into active, pressed up to the beautiful carcass, and whispered to her ear: "Belle, my baby......"
And Dai Yisi's long, round legs were tightly clamped around my waist, and in the fierce moans that seemed to be bitter and happy, they greeted me with violent impacts again and again......
In the end, as Daisie's chest and abdomen rose and fell violently and the beautiful legs hanging in the air spasmed, in the violent orgasm, we simultaneously released the strongest love fire in our lives......
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