Looking at the man next to her, she actually had an urge to lean her heart towards him, she always wondered what kind of person she would marry in the future, so that she would forgive herself for the absurdity she had and climb into another man's bed for Li Niansheng. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ

If he really likes her, can she also be with him and free himself from this?

There was still lightning and thunder outside the window, and when she turned on her phone, it was already 10 o'clock in the night, and she flipped through the photos of her phone, and she was melancholy in her heart, she kept saying that she loved Li Niansheng, but she didn't even dare to store his photos.

I haven't contacted him for more than a month, and when I think of him today, my heart is a lot calmer, maybe after a life-and-death struggle, I can see it even more thoroughly.

The people who fell into country F with her have already reported safety to their families, Xiao Xie also asked her before if she wanted to report safety to her family, but she still chose not to contact anyone, in fact, there is nothing to contact, who is she going to report safety to? She no longer has a family, so it is not impossible for her to learn to wander alone.

"Why aren't you sleeping yet?"

There was no light in the room, the light of Li Ruofei's mobile phone was particularly obvious, Chao Jianxi was woken up by thunder, and when she opened her eyes, she saw her staring at the photos of the Li family's villa.

Because he had just woken up, his voice sounded a little hoarse and hazy, not as cold and silent as usual, and the look on his face was silent in the dark room.

"I can't sleep, it's like I know the bed." She made a random excuse to say that she had slept well last night.

Shiomixi can roughly guess her thoughts, it is estimated that she is homesick, and he will coordinate the arrangement of their return to China as soon as possible, and it won't be long before she can leave.

"Homesick?" Clearing his throat, he sat up and leaned against the head of the bed, took the glass of water from the bedside table, and took a sip.

Li Ruofei saw that he didn't plan to turn on the light, so he didn't learn to sit up like that, still covering the quilt and sleeping on his side, did he want to chat with himself?

But it's good to talk, she should also try to get to know him better.

"I can't talk about homesickness, I don't have a home, what do I want? It's just that I'm in a foreign country and I don't have that sense of security. ”

Shiomi knew that she was hard-mouthed and didn't want to admit it, so she didn't ask about it anymore, and changed the topic, "You can go home soon, you believe me." ”

She hummed faintly, and leaned back into his lap, wanting to be warmer.

The silence in the dark will make people feel extremely depressed, and just when Li Ruofei wanted to say something, he was interrupted by Chao Jianxi's words.

"Since I started college, I have been wandering around, and I will feel new and exciting, and only if I live a more publicized life, I will not want to go home, no...... It's a return home. ”

Chao Jianxi's words made her feel a little distressed when she heard it, of course, she was more confused, why didn't she want to go back to her own country?

"Why? You don't want your own parents, you don't want your friends? ”

Shiomi Xi, as if he had heard something funny, chuckled lightly and then asked lightly, "Can I smoke a cigarette?" ”

He doesn't smoke much, and he doesn't like any smell on his body that doesn't belong to him, but occasionally, he needs to use this smoky thing to be braver.

Li Ruofei pulled the quilt's hand for a moment, she knew that the tide must not be as beautiful as he appeared on the surface, and there were often countless unknown sadness hidden behind the strong.

"Smoke, that's all."

Li Ruofei knew the quality of Chao Jianxi, and it wasn't until she finished speaking that he reached out and took the cigarette case and lighter, looking like a gift from the hotel.

"The children in the Chaojia compound have no friends, and their parents want you to run more, grow up faster, and become what they want, and they don't want to talk about what they want or not, the biggest reason may be that I don't want to."

As his answer fell, white smoke rings rose from the blurred room.

Li Ruofei heard him say this, and he also felt that it made sense, with such a family background, how could they easily believe that anyone around them would not have any friends at all, and Uncle Chao must have high expectations for him, otherwise he would let him join the army, and it was such a dangerous soldier.

"Then why don't you want to go back to China?" She still couldn't help the curiosity rolling in her heart, thinking that eighty percent had something to do with his sweetheart? Sure enough, it is in a woman's nature to gossip.

Chao Jianxi has not finished a cigarette, so he directly extinguished it, I don't know if the taste of this cigarette is not good, or I am afraid that she will be uncomfortable smoking second-hand smoke, but all this is not the point, the point is that she wants to know the gossip.

"At that time, because of one thing, I was a little angry and didn't want to go back, but it wasn't all for that reason, I thought that I was a child in the Chaojia compound, how can I go back in style, isn't it?"

Shiomi Xi scribbled through his painful and conflicted heart during that time, he wanted to go back, wanted to go back to China to see her, wanted to know if she had confessed successfully, wanted to know if she was doing well, and wanted to see her moving and pure face. Can...... What's the use, everything is just what he thinks, on the other side of the world, the person you think of, doesn't remember you at all.

In fact, he didn't return to China when he first entered the military academy, and for a long time afterward, he couldn't resist the bitterness of lovesickness and secretly ran back.

At this time, Li Ruofei came to God, and the shadow of gossip loomed, he said that he was unwilling to go back because of one thing, and he must be the person in the passing year, and the reason why he used the passing year to describe it was because he peeked at the sentence "If it wasn't for the passing year" written in his diary.

"Is it because of her? You're not saying that all your efforts are because of one woman? Is it because she you off that she doesn't want to go home? ”

Shiomi Xi showed a bright light, through a faint recognition, gave her a blank look, then pulled the quilt and lay down leisurely, obviously not wanting to satisfy her curiosity to gossip.

Li Ruofei saw that he was going to sleep, his body moved yearningly, and when he lay down, he leaned towards him again, his little head was close to his shoulder, and a soft voice came in a low voice, "I'm really curious about how your former girlfriend has so much courage to abandon you, and I'm not afraid that you will shoot her?" ”

The concentration is extraordinary, and this time she didn't react because of her deliberate approach, she put her hands under her head, and the smile drowned in the darkness became deeper and deeper.

"She's not my girlfriend, so the gun won't work."

"Ah...... It's not your girlfriend, then you like people, that'...... That...... Isn't it unrequited love, a crush? Li Ruofei was shocked by his words, the tide saw that the tide turned out to be a secret love, I will ...... It's really big gossip.

For her surprise, Shiomi Xi cast a contemptuous look at her, and said with a sneer: "Say it as if you are not a crush." ”

Forehead...... She had an urge to hit someone, and the anger in her heart was suppressed and suppressed, and finally she was restrained, and he was really poisonous.

"Yes...... The two of us are now in the same fate. Spit out this sentence from between his teeth, Li Ruofei didn't plan to gossip anymore, maybe he would be angry with that guy for a while, it was not worth it.