After a long period of darkness, I seemed to wake up from a sweet and deep dream, and as far as I could see, I realized that I was in a white space, and I and Ka Miao around me were suspended in mid-air. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

The surroundings are white and vast, and the void and reality cannot be seen clearly, and there are floating light clusters around them, which are either light or like woolen yarns.

This is a dream mirror, an imaginary space that human beings have never set foot in, and all images and time can be freely manipulated. You are the first to set foot in the mirror of dreams. Ka Miao's voice becomes extremely textured in this strange space, as if it springs directly from the depths of one's own psyche, rather than through the eardrums.

I turned my head to look at Ka Miao, but I saw that his lips were tightly closed, and there was no movement of Zhang Xi - where did his voice come from?

Do you think it's weird? What you hear now is my thoughts, and here the sound cannot be transmitted directly. If you have something to say to me, just say it in your heart and I will receive it, just as you can feel my thoughts now. Here, you can feel everything you imagine – grass, trees, wind, snow, mountains, water, animals, birds, etc., everything is like a real existence. Look at where you are now......

As Ka Miao's voice sounded in my mind, I saw a flicker in front of me, and I realized that I was in a vast grassland as far as the eye could see

The fertile fields are thousands of miles, the grass and trees are flourishing, the cattle and sheep are herded, the lakes are dotted, the wind and the sun are beautiful, and the scenery is beautiful. The sky is as clear as a wash, like a flawless jasper hanging high in the sky; The earth is green, like a large piece of green jade paving the ground.

It's a world that's both familiar and extremely unbelievable.

Ka Miao, here it is...... I thought to myself.

This is the Plains of Meinster before the Lark War, which is now the Grim Reaper's Heart Desert. The impression that Meinster left in my mind thousands of years ago is the scene that unfolded in front of you. Kamiao's faint voice gently patted my heart.

Ka Miao, why did you bring me here?

Because I have something to say to you, and I can only explain it to you alone. In this world at my disposal, not even the gods can break in, so no one will get in the way of our conversation. Ka Miao smiled faintly.

But this sentence made me stunned for no reason, thinking of Ka Miaomei's ambiguous expression that night, I couldn't help but tense my whole body: There are only me and Ka Miao here, he won't take the opportunity to show me his love and confession, right? I can't imagine that a man like me, who usually only makes women lose ground in front of me, will become a frightened bird in front of another man today, and it is not because of strength! Perhaps this is retribution!

Alex, the reason why I came to you is not what you think...... Ka Miao shook her head, and there was a touch of sadness on her beautiful face, I was a little out of order that night......

I breathed a sigh of relief, but I was also infected by Ka Miao's strange emotions, and I felt an inexplicable sadness.

As you might guess, I'm not human. I am a descendant of the most powerful of the four gods before the War of the Gods, and there are only a few gods who survived after the War of the Gods...... In fact, our race is not a creature that belongs to this world, or rather, our race does not belong to any world, but a race that wanders and wanders in different worlds and universes, and then due to an accident, our ship of time and space broke down, and our race was forced to land in this Baisheng world, and we slowly integrated into the life of this world.

Because of our great power, even the gods who are high up in this world have to recognize our status, and we are included in the family of gods. But after all, the gods are unwilling to share the dominion of this world with our race, and the god-king is also afraid that the power of our race will endanger his absolute authority, and the so-called non-our race will not be with him, so although my race and the gods can be at peace for a while, they cannot coexist for a long time. The three tribes of the gods finally led our people into a lot of arrangements through a meeting, and on the grounds that our people's ambitions usurped the divine power, they suddenly attacked our people and launched a war of the gods......

Hearing Ka Miao's explanation of his identity and the origin of the Potifaya tribe, although I was mentally prepared, I was still greatly shocked.

Ka Miao looked at me with gentle eyes, and her voice was faint and mournful, but it tightened my heart: for a long time, although I have lived in the human world, I am only a bystander of all the changes in the world, all things are prosperous, heaven and earth are green, the world is strife, war and death...... None of this has anything to do with me, I occasionally meddle in human affairs, but I just have a playful mood, as an insignificant game, whether I help one side or the other, it doesn't matter who wins or who loses, I enjoy the process, not waiting or expecting an outcome......

All my connection with humans began with the Lark War. The Bailing War was the beginning of the gods' direct involvement in the human world, and I intervened in it with the mentality of making an obstacle to destroy the conspiracy of the gods and relieving the resentment in my heart...... I met the Holy King of the Hundred Tribes, Osdu. I was deeply moved by the noble sentiments of St. Pian and Ashana, the saintess of the Blue Temple, who were committed to mediating among all races, resolving disputes, and not hesitating to kill to become benevolent, and I was also deeply attracted by St. Pian's demeanor, and fell into a desperate love and couldn't extricate myself, until Ashana was assassinated, and took away St. Pian's heart forever, I couldn't make up for St. Pian's broken heart with love, so I could only let him leave gloomily......

But I never imagined that I would have another love in my life...... After the end of the Hundred Spirits War, I met Polon Ner, who had gone out to train with me. Faratis and Graceya. Mira, I accidentally saved the two of them from the mouth of the monster, and during the time of our relationship, my cold heart could not help but melt the passionate and unrestrained Polon Erna and the lively Grace Ya, so I temporarily joined their expedition...... The ambitious, energetic and enthusiastic Poleoner and the aloof St. Pian were two completely different people, but they also attracted me with their strong personalities and masculinity...... At that time, Polon Erner and Grace were just companions, not yet a couple, I thought that I would be able to get my lover corresponding rewards this time, but Polon Erner finally chose Grace while getting the world, and I reaped endless sadness and despair again...... This time I got deeper, and after they got married, I stayed in Proust, guarding my lover until he died. For the next 500 years, I have always shown great care and care to the descendants of Polenner, out of love for the house and for the sake of Wu, until today......

In Kamiao's whispering, I finally realized that Kamiu was not in love with Grace as rumored. Mira, and the one who fell in love with the same man was Mr. Vitan and Borenner, although these two hopeless love affairs were sad to hear, but they always made me feel weird, after all, in my cognitive world, I can't accept misplaced love.

Ka Miao looked at me with soft, soft eyes, but with a wistful smile on her face: Alec, I understand your thoughts...... You can't accept love between men, but I'm not a man...... Of course, I'm not a woman......

A deep sigh shook my heartstrings, and I thought in amazement: Could it be that you are ......

Ka Miao looked at my confused expression, and seemed to feel very funny, and the expression on her face became narrow: I am not a yin and yang person among you humans...... As I have said before, my Potipfaya are creatures from another space, and the biggest difference between me and you humans is in the physiology, in addition to the primary sexual characteristics of your human beings, the secondary sexual characteristics are gradually revealed after puberty, while my people are born until adulthood, the first and second sexual characteristics do not exist, in other words, we are neutral people...... Or rather, asexuals...... In this case, it is not until we have a lover that we will automatically adjust our physiological state according to whether the object of love is male or female, and correspondingly evolve into a woman or a man who is the opposite of the object.

It can be said that our gender changes according to the gender of the partner - of course, the premise of gender change must be that the loved one can have the same response to his or her love, and the mental circuit of love can cause physiological changes, if it is only unrequited love, it is impossible to achieve gender transition. Once the gender is fixed, it is impossible to change or revert to a neutral state. We are not in love with each other, and we must go to different worlds to find creatures with similar life characteristics to us to mate.

These words are like a fantasy, but I know that Ka Miao is telling the truth, but I can't hide the incredulous expression on my face, and I can't help but think: If I can't find a lover all the time, wouldn't I have to live a life of androgynous life, and I will never be able to have children? Because it is difficult to win the favor of a lover as a neutral identity.

Ka Miao nodded, her voice helpless and bitter: In fact, as you think, this is also the greatest sorrow of my people...... However, we also have a special method of reproducing offspring – we have a special instinct to use our genetic code and life memories to clone the next generation on our own. However, our people insist that the birth of new life must be the crystallization of love, and that asexual reproduction without love has always been resisted by us, and this method of procreation will never be adopted unless it is absolutely necessary. Therefore, some people would rather be lonely for a lifetime than leave no loving heirs, which is also the reason why our people have always been thin and withering.

None of the people who survived the war of the gods were able to gain love from humans, and in the end they were willing to commit suicide because they could not bear the lonely life without love and the loneliness of their hearts. When I arrived, I was the only one left in my people...... In order to prevent my race from becoming extinct, I finally used my genetic code and life memories to create a new life as a last resort......

Hearing this, I can't help but feel deep sympathy for the fate of the Botifayas, a lonely race wandering in time and space, a people who are most obsessed with love, but cannot get it...... A lonely soul who does not have a life of love...... How unfair the God of the Universe is to the Potiphayas! Give them a burning heart, but not the ability to get love!

Ka Miao sighed in her heart and said: What is especially sad is that most of my people tend to be feminine psychologically, so they like too many men...... Neutral traits are difficult to gain male approval, but it is easy to gain favor with women. Alex, the reason why I came to you is, on the one hand, to tell you about my people, so that the deeds of my people can be passed on, and on the other hand, I have something to ask you......

If there is something to do, please command, within the scope of my ability, Alec will not hesitate to go to the soup and fire!

Although you are extremely utilitarian, extremely ruthless and ruthless, in front of your friends, you are a bloody and responsible man! That's why I admire you. You have the qualities of St. Pian and Polon Erna at the same time, and you have unified the two very different temperaments in harmony and harmony, and in you, I see the shadow of St. Pian and Polon Ner...... You have their strengths, but you don't have their faults. The reason why I didn't get rid of you according to Nanzhan Buqi's request was because of the intimacy and familiarity in you that I couldn't start.

The Emperor has the heart to get rid of me?!

Yes, not only did I want to get rid of you before, but I want to get rid of you in the future...... The dying old man will do everything to protect the Faratis clan, because he knows that he can't deal with you, who is growing stronger, so he asked me to help...... In fact, he is just an old man with a bleak night...... But don't worry, I won't deal with you, not because you have the temperament of St. Pian and Polernna, but because you are Alex!

Faced with Ka Miao's heartfelt confession, I had mixed feelings for a while, because I knew Ka Miao's situation, so his (her) strange feelings for me no longer made me feel as awkward as before.

Alex! Ka Miao suddenly faced me with an unusually serious expression, what I want you to do is to take good care of the last bit of my clan's bloodline for me...... The life I conceived...... According to the life form of human beings, he is about eighteen years old this year, which is exactly the age at which my people show psychological characteristics...... I'll let him come to you...... If his psychocharacteristics are male, you can take good care of him for me, but if his psychocharacteristics are female, I want you to promise me to bring him love! Because in this world, only a man like you can let him try the taste of loving and being loved...... If one day, when you find that you really can't accept this kind of love, let him go...... Let him be free to find his own happiness, or walk the last lonely path of the Potiparians...... If the result is really only like that, it is also the inevitable fate of our clan......

I promise you! It's a promise! I nodded firmly.

I believe in you, you are the third most trusted person in my long life. Kamiu smiled reassuringly, just as I will miss St. Pian and Pollenner, I will miss you eventually...... After today, I will travel far to the Far North, across the ocean and sea, into another continent outside the Shenglun Continent, the Snow Moon Continent, to reach the place where our Ship of Time and Space has landed, and search for the secrets of our Clan...... If I can survive the danger, I will come back to you, and use my last life to start a love of life in a different time and space with you...... Alec, I have one more small request - may I hug me and kiss me?

Seeing the resolute sadness and charm of Ka Miao's beautiful face, I completely regarded her as an ordinary woman who longed for love, and a special feeling slowly sank in the depths of my soul.

I nodded, and hugged Ka Miao's long and delicate body, her neutral body gave me a delicate and warm feeling, soft and delicate skin, very comfortable to the touch, coupled with the daughter's feelings of passionate love, entangled mian confused gaze, rich and delicate demeanor, unconsciously stirred up the fiery fire in my heart.

I lowered my head and grabbed her lips, which had become red from the engagement, first gently sucking her fragrance, and then kissing her hard, while Ka Miao responded to me fiercely and wildly, more passionately and emotionally than a real woman, as if she was going to kiss the earth until the end of heaven and earth......

After parting, Ka Miao, who was still clinging to my hands and flushed face, called to me softly in Fang's heart: Alex, let's go back...... If there is fate in this life, I would like to be your woman......

When Ka Miao and I reappeared in the courtyard, Libinglan, Vivian, and Gartha Ruri were all surprised and excited to plunge into my arms, full of joy of being lost and regained.

Ka Miao stood alone outside our warm circle, and after we had finished expressing our longing for the reunion and warmth, she said quietly: Alec, I'm leaving......

I said firmly: we will meet again!

The process of life is only a hurried passer-by in the world, and the final death is the true destination—this is the philosophy of my people...... However, you and I are both people who go against the world, and we are all retrograde travelers in this heaven and earth who are not allowed to exist by the laws of the God of Creation...... Ten years from now, if I don't die, I'll come back to you, and if I don't show up again after ten years, you'll be treated as a guest in your life...... I entrust the fate of my people to you, and I hope you will do your part for the survival of my people.

After speaking, Ka Miao put the green jade flute to her lips, played a sad and poignant music, walked a few meters, paused for a moment, and then looked back at me affectionately, did not stop, turned around and passed away.

Behind Ka Miao's body, he left behind a sad and deep song, filling the heavens and the earth:

The living are passers-by,

The dead are returned.

Heaven and earth are a reverse journey,

Grief for eternity.

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Looking at Ka Miao's disappearing back, I shouted in my heart: When we meet again, I will make you my real woman, definitely!

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