Chapter 8: Waiting for You to Say You Love Me
I was stunned, my mind was chaotic for a moment, and I thought back to my relationship with Aaron, which was really messy...... But I didn't want to continue on this sad subject, so I said coldly: "Miss Count, can you bring your people with you this time?" β
Drinker also cleverly cooperated with me to change the subject: "I brought ten people with me, and they are all the best people in the clan. Pen ~ Fun ~ Pavilion www.biquge.info"
I nodded, and said, "Leave it to them to deliver the edict, and you choose three of the people you think are the most reliable to serve as messengers." As for you not to go back for the time being, I want you to stay and help me find out Binglan's whereabouts. β
I then told her about the mysterious military advisor, as well as the speculation that Binglan was trapped in the military advisor's mansion, and the difficulty of the Sakura Hui family in finding out further information.
Drinker nodded in agreement to stay, then took my edict in his hand, pushed open the window, turned into a bat, and flew away in the darkness of the night.
Before leaving, she left a message: "I live in the nearby woods, and I will keep in touch with you at any time, and while you care about the safety of Sister Binglan, you might as well take time to comfort another woman who is also in danger and lonely-she has settled in the white house of the East King City......"
Perhaps, it's time to meet with Aaron......
I thought so, and then I jumped out of the window, looked in one direction, and flew away......
The white house is located alone in a corner of Dongwang City, backed by a fir forest, in front of a courtyard planted with purple orange trees, and there are no other buildings next to it, painted a dark blue in the moonlight, and the shadows of the purple orange trees are mottled on the wall, adding to the lonely and lonely atmosphere.
Due to the relationship between receiving the envoys of various countries, the Eagle Vulture Kingdom specially built many houses imitating the styles of other countries on the mainland in the royal city for the distinguished foreign guests to live, but this is only a specious imitation, and does not reflect the essence of the architecture of various countries, after all, the architectural style of a country is the embodiment of its cultural connotation, with the cultural literacy of the barbarians, it is difficult to appreciate the profound cultural heritage of other countries, so the result of this kind of painting tiger is not an anti-dog, it is really a bit ridiculous, But it can finally make foreign guests find a sense of intimacy and dilute the feeling of homesickness.
Although this is a fine house, it also removes the primitive and rough taste of the barbarian architecture, but it is not seen its essence, only its simplicity, less elegant, more simple, unfortunately, it failed to create a natural effect, but it is more axe chiseling, and it is the kind of shoddy axe craftsman's work.
In which room is Aaronse in?
I thought about it for a while and decided to use the "stream of consciousness" to find the location of Aaron's poetry.
"Stream of Consciousness" is an ability that I have inadvertently experienced, ever since that time when my consciousness was out of my body and I overheard Derlink and Xiu. After Belmont's conversation, I began to ponder this strange ability.
After a period of research and realization, I found that my consciousness can exist independently of the body, which can not only completely separate the consciousness body from the physical body, but also divide it into the main meaning that relies on the physical body and the secondary meaning that drifts in space, and can even be divided into several strands of different strengths and weaknesses, and attach one of them to others.
I call this form of consciousness flow, which is different from the general state of consciousness, and the spiritual power that extends the amplification of one's own vision, "stream of consciousness."
The disadvantage of "stream of consciousness" is that due to the limitation of its own power, the space that can be covered is limited, and it cannot reach the point of being far-reaching. In other words, my horizons cannot be expanded indefinitely.
And the time to maintain the "stream of consciousness" state is inversely proportional to the distance reached by the "stream of consciousness" -- I have tried to extend the "stream of consciousness" to the limit, and it can reach about 300 li at present, and the time that my mental power can support it is half an hour, and after more than half an hour, my meaning and physical body will immediately fall into a deep sleep, and it will take at least three days and three nights to make up for the lost mental and physical strength, and if it is within one mile, it can be maintained for about ten days without exhaustion.
Now, I divide a "stream of consciousness" and stretch out, like an invisible and substantiated filament that opens in the night......
And "I" also immediately sensitively captured the breath of several Holy Dragon Warriors who were distributed around the Ashram and were responsible for guarding the Yalun Poem, but these Holy Dragon Warriors with the strength of swordsmen did not perceive the location of my hide, let alone the ability to sense the existence of my consciousness body, and after a few circles around these warriors, my consciousness body passed through the physical barrier of the ashram and entered the room.
After entering the ashram, I could not only feel the oppressive feeling on the Holy Dragon Warrior, but also clearly distinguish each wave of magical energy from the different attributes of the temple priests who had the strength of the Great Magister......
I spotted a familiar aura, drifted up the stairs, and stopped at the door of a room, the reason I didn't continue to invade was because I felt that in addition to Aaron's poetry, there was another cold male strong breath inside.
The reason I stayed and hesitated was not because I was afraid that my consciousness would be detected, but because I was afraid of discovering the secret between Aaronshi and other menβI selfishly longed that I would be the only man in Aaron's life who waited and resided in her heart...... At this time, I heard the conversation inside: "Your Highness, are you still sad about the affairs of the temple?" "This voice is the Holy Dragon Warrior Racher I am familiar withβa strong man with the strength of a great swordsman.
"Now is the season of the Jialan Twin Trees, and every year, under the dark blue flowers full of branches, my disciples and I will sit around Her Majesty and listen carefully to His Majesty's teachings...... That scene is still vividly reproduced in front of me, but it is already a matter of things and people...... "Aaron's voice sounded like fairy music, but with a deep sadness and deep sentimentality.
"The dead are gone, those who come can be traced, and the living still need to continue the unfinished road...... Your Highness, you don't have any plans for your next move? Staying in Eagle Nation and being in this dilemma is not the way to go. Racher said with concern.
"Hesitation, not the work of the wise, yet, in the present situation, even Aaronse herself has lost her way...... I'm not, what else? There was a hint of helplessness in Aaron's faint voice.
"Your Highness! The subordinates thought that there were only two options in front of His Highness, the first choice was to return to the temple and return to His Highness Christfan. However, today's temple is unrecognizable, and it is nothing more than a butcher's knife in the hands of His Highness Christfan...... His Royal Highness is willing to be such a puppet?
'The second choice is to turn his back on all illusory responsibilities and shackles, go to a new life, pass on the spirit of the temple, and reshape the immortal brilliance of the Jialan Temple, and his subordinates think that the latter is the path His Highness should take in the future! β
'Does the Divine General mean that I should set up my own door?' Deeply blessed by Her Majesty's nurturing and teachings, she has served the Temple and Her Majesty for twenty years, and Your Majesty has treated me like a mother and a teacher. Perhaps, when I return to the temple, I can persuade Christan to correct his wrongs and return the temple to its right path......
'Your Highness, haven't you given enough to the temple over the years?' For the sake of the temple, His Highness gives everything without reservation, and even his own happiness can be sacrificed! Since the main hall of Her Majesty the Holy Maiden, she has completely deviated from the original purpose, greedily demanding secular power, and intervening in earthly disputes without restraint, even if it is for Her Royal Highness, who is as close as a daughter, it can also be used as a tool to exchange the benefits of the temple, she has no mother-daughter affection for you, let alone the friendship of master and apprentice!
Moreover, now that His Majesty is no longer alive, His Highness no longer needs to bear the responsibility of the deceased and the afterglow of the temple! Returning to the temple that existed in name only, supporting the cold-blooded king, and serving as a pawn and tool for Krismfan to unify the continent - is this the life His Highness wants in the future? β
If this is the fate that Aaronshi should have, and Aaronshi is willing to bear it, maybe with me by his side, I can dilute the blood on his hands...... In this way, it is also to accumulate a merit for the many calamities in the world, after all, Chrisfan is the chosen son of destiny of the gods, and it is also my mission as a servant of the temple to help His Highness win the world......"
"Fate has no basis, there is one heart! Rather than being subject to an ethereal fate, it is better to act according to your own heart, and the key is to see what Your Highness really desires in your heart!
'Didn't Your Majesty, in his last letter to His Highness, foreshadow his own death, and make it clear that after His Majesty, all the shackles and shackles no longer exist, and His Highness is free to live his own life and live the life he wants? I believe that is the only time in His Majesty's life that he has truly thought about you...... Now, Your Highness should live for yourself and bravely pursue your own happiness and future! β
'Happiness? Future? Where is my future and happiness......
His subordinates believe that His Highness's future and happiness will definitely not be in Christan! Christan is to blame for the death of His Majesty, and his wolf ambition is even more obvious, His Majesty must have been murdered because he discovered his ulterior secret! That's why Your Majesty will reproach yourself before you die, and return your Highness to freedom, Your Highness must not live up to Your Majesty's last sincerity!
Moreover, when he returns to Christfan, he may eventually marry you and give you the false name of the queen, and he may not have three wives and four concubines, but he will not give His Highness true love, that person only loves himself!
On the other hand, although Alexander the Great of the current Pharadis Empire has a temperament and a large number of wives and concubines, his ability and talent are not weaker than that of Christan......
What's more, he is a person who truly knows how to love and give, and he truly admires His Highness! Although he could not give all the love to His Highness, he would definitely be able to give much more than Christfan! He can go to Beijing alone for the sake of Li Binglan, risk the imperial capital, love wherever he wants, and ignore life and death, which is not something that ordinary men can do!
Alexander is the man that Lacher really admires! The subordinates believe that only he is worthy of His Highness, only he can bring happiness to His Highness, and only he is the person His Highness can entrust for life! β
Alexander...... Alex...... Pull the gods, please don't say any more! My heart is so tired and messy......"
"I believe that the reason why His Highness is staying in the Eagle Eagle Kingdom is to look forward to his appearance...... The man who was destined by His Highness and got His Highness's drooping blue! However, instead of waiting for a miracle to happen here, it is better to go directly to the imperial capital and boldly show him that happiness needs to be fought for! As soon as Racher had finished speaking, he retired without disturbing His Highness's rest......"
Racher came out of the room, closed the door gently, paused, and muttered, "Your Highness, Racher also longs that he will be the one who will hold hands with you for the rest of his life, but unfortunately I am not...... But I will silently guard you and be your most loyal subordinate and retainer until the end of my life......"
Then he walked away with heavy steps, leaving a long sigh behind him......
And after Lacher left, a soft sigh from Aaronshi came from the room: "That man...... It's already here, maybe ......"
Without hesitation, I immediately withdrew the released "stream of consciousness" into my body, and then launched the Sword Master-level "Streamer" body technique, which swept silently towards the essence at an incredible high speed......
When Aaron noticed that the candlelight in the room had gone out eerily and time had stopped for a moment, I had appeared beside her.
I quickly took off "Xiangrong", and after returning to my original appearance and figure, I couldn't help but call emotionally: "...... Aaron's poem"
Aaronshi's delicate body trembled violently, the look on her face was first frightened and surprised, one hand tightly covered her chest, and the other hand grasped the edge of the table, barely stopping the urge to scream, and after a burst of rapid breathing, she calmed down and exclaimed, "Alec, it's really you......"
"Alex has come for the choice of His Highness the High Priest...... "I grabbed the soft thread of Aaron's poem, took her into my arms, and whispered.
"Let it go! Let go of my ......" Aaron Shi struggled for a while, and found that he couldn't break free of my solid embrace, so he said weakly, "You are the monarch of the empire, you must know how to respect yourself, and you can't look for a light heart Aaron Shi...... This is a rogue act! β
"Your Highness, once Alec grasps it, he will never let go!"
Aaron could not have imagined that I could say such a domineering word, and could not help but be stunned, and her delicate body swayed uneasily in my arms like a frightened deer, and only after a long time did she raise her face of the autumn water hibiscus, which had tarnished the flowers, and looked at me with a frightened gaze, and begged carefully: "Alec...... Is it okay to sit down and talk? β
"Alright, let's sit down and talk about it! It's time for us to talk! I smiled and smelled her body fragrance as light as orchid chrysanthemum but fragrant and intoxicating, and then let go of her delicate body, but still pulled her soft and boneless palm, and then sat around the table.
Alex...... How long have you been here? Do you hear...... Did I have a conversation with Racher? "The clever Aaron's poem immediately guessed from my words that I had been here for a long time.
"I heard everything I should have heard, and I heard what I shouldn't!" I leaned forward with a wicked smile and leaned my face closer to the spot where I snorted at Aaron's snort.
Not accustomed to my intimate close contact, Aaronshi blushed for no reason, lowered her head and said timidly, "Your smile is too ...... It's so damning! Alex...... You...... Can you be serious? β
"Twelve years of youth have been spent between you and me, do we still want to continue to waste precious time by pretending?"
I got up, pushed open the window lattice, glanced at the night outside the window, and then turned back to Yalenshi, "Such a beautiful day, would you like to accompany me, a disciple, to take a walk under the moon?" β
Aarensy seemed to remember the first time I met me on the "arms of the god of beauty" in the city of Haynes, and my delicate body trembled slightly, but nodded silently.
I dragged Aaron's jade hand and walked out of the house, and her loyal temple priests and holy dragon warriors suddenly found their esteemed high priest holding hands with a man intimately, and they were all very surprised, and when they saw my face clearly, and then saw Aaronshi's extremely shy expression, all of them showed a look of relief and understanding in their eyes, and they all retreated silently, while Racher just nodded lightly at me, his eyes intertwined with many complex elements of envy, joy, loss, and depression......
On a cold night in the northern desert, after walking silently with me for a while, I suddenly stopped under a few purple orange trees, held Yalenshi's soft palm tightly and said, "Your Highness the High Priest has an answer in your heart now?" β
Aaron Shi looked at me fixedly, sighed faintly, and said: "You and I are entangled in fate, and Aaron Shi can neither provoke nor escape...... Alex, can you give Aaron more time? Why be aggressive? β
I pursed a bitter smile on my lips and said sadly: "Twelve years of chasing me, isn't it enough?" You and I don't have many twelve years left to squander...... In the long years of 12 years, it is enough for you and me to see each other's hearts clearly, if you can't identify your feelings, then, for another 12 years, we will just go around in circles......
In the world of love, Alec is a naturally offensive predator! For you, I've taken up too much patience to wait for twelve years of uncertainty anymore...... We are no longer young boys and girls, we can no longer have that passionate, intense, romantic way of talking about love, and we are tired of the love game of testing and chasing each other......"
"Alee, is it fair for you to say that?" There was resentment and sadness in Aaron's voice, there were emotional ripples floating in the autumn water, and the expression on his face was even more heartbroken and sad, "For twelve years, hasn't Aaronshi been waiting for this flowerless and fruitless relationship?" Tormented by loyalty and betrayal, tormented by love and faith? Every time I meet and fight with you, I will draw a series of water marks on the lake of Aaron's originally calm and waveless heart, although it is not easy for outsiders to notice, but to me - it is a heart-rending and unforgettable pain...... But since it never bloomed, how can I expect the fruit? β
After Yaaronshi finished speaking, she seemed to feel a chill, and her delicate body trembled slightly. The climate of the Northern Desert varies greatly between day and night, although it is summer, but the night here is still cold, and the cold dew condensed into the air is even more chilly in the bones.
I reached out and took Aaron into my arms, letting my body heat warm her slightly cold delicate body, and then said softly, "Is it cold?" β
"Hmm...... It's much better now......" Aaronshi nodded slightly, her hands clenched into fists in front of my chest, separating each other, but the look on her face was a little stupid.
At this time, a cold night breeze blew, which made the purple orange trees rustle, and the purple orange blossoms on the trees fell down one after another, scattered in the wind like snowflakes......
"In fact, the seeds of love have already taken root, germinated and grown in your hearts, and after twelve years of silent brewing, the most beautiful flowers of love have bloomed in your hearts and me, waiting for the best time to bear fruit...... It's just that you don't notice it and don't want to admit it. I reached out and plucked the purple orange petals that were on the mane of Aaron's hair, and said affectionately.
"But no matter how beautiful the flower is, there will come a time when it will be gone...... It's just that after the flowering period is over, it will be a flower death, which will only add melancholy and sadness...... If the flowers are hopeless, why bother to be scarred for the beauty of the flowers when they bloom? β
Aaronse let go of her firm fist, her fingers pressed against my chest, and her mournful voice finally fell into silence, and tears swept across her beautiful and sad countenance and soaked my bra.
The high priest of the Jialan Temple, who was elegant, beautiful, and indifferent, wept in front of me for the first time, but the silent weeping was so sad and heartbreaking......
"Aaron, I know you're forcing me to make a promise of love...... But at the moment I can't say the three words you want...... My wife's fate is uncertain now, and I can't make a lifelong commitment to another woman until I get her safe...... I selfishly ask you to leave everything and follow me, but I can't give you any guarantees...... I'm sorry! β
After I said these words earnestly, I let go of the Aaron in my arms, plucked a purple orange flower from the tree, handed it to her chest, and continued: "Maybe you and I choose to meet again at this time, either too early or too late, just like this purple orange flower, blooming in the cold and deep night, and never seeing the dawn of hope, so I will still miss you, miss the flowering period......"
After taking the flower, Aaron held it in the palm of her hand and looked down for a long time, but did not speak, but the tears overflowing from her pupils were connected into strings of pearls, which continued to fall silently......
I said bitterly, "Don't cry...... You broke my heart by crying...... If I could, I would make your beautiful eyes, deeper than the night sky, brighter than the stars, no more tears, only laughter......"
After taking a deep breath, I reluctantly smiled and said, "I'm leaving, Aaron...... Everything is precious! β
I turned to leave, but a pair of warm jade hands suddenly hugged me from behindβshe pressed her cheek against the bridge of my back, and held the purple orange flower tightly in one of the jade hands that was wrapped around my chest......
I only heard Aaron whisper in a resolute tone: "Alex...... Aaron decided to get rid of everything in the past from today onwards and take the initiative to win over my man, I will impress Sister Binglan with my sincerity, purity and love, and gain her approval! Yesterday's Aaron is dead, and the reborn Aaron will bravely pursue its own happiness! If your relationship with me is destined to be like this, I will bless this purple orange flower with water elemental magic so that it will never be carved out! β
I turned around and said movingly, "Thank you, Aaronse......"
Then he took the purple orange blossom from Aaron's hand, gently inserted it into her mane, and whispered: "The joy of picking flowers is not as good as the ease of planting flowers; It's better to come by looking at the flowers, it's better to go back with the flower arrangement......"
After speaking, he kissed lightly on the jade lips of Aaronshi, and then tried to endure the heart-wrenching pain and infinite affection, turned around and strode away, but secretly swore in his heart: Aaronshi, I will never fail you!
"Alex, let go and do what you think is right! I'm waiting for you with this orange blossom - waiting for you to say you love me! β
When the faint vow of Aaron's poem came from behind me, I felt a dampness in my eyes, and when I stretched out my fingers to rub away the grains of sand that I had blown into my eyes, I happened to catch a teardrop that fell down, and it stubbornly froze in the palm of my hand and trembled......
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