Chapter 12: Attachment and Pathological Emotions

Shiomi didn't know how many times she had peeked at her demonic notes, and she recorded everything she had done in this bar called "Shizumi". Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

The first time he found her doing such a thing, he thought she was very naΓ―ve and funny, and he was also bold and daring to covet his brother.

She wrote down Li Niansheng's every word of care and every gentle look at her, and every time he read her notes, he couldn't help but observe her and Li Niansheng's distorted emotional exchanges when he went home.

People who don't understand her mind definitely think that she is just a little girl's coquettishness, but he who has read her notes knows that her every word is a persistent and morbid emotion.

She wrote in her diary: "Today a boy handed me a love letter, I don't know why I was excited, I think I must not like that boy, just because I have an excuse to test my brother to be nervous about me." ”

At home, Li Ruofei looked mysterious, holding Li Niansheng's arm, and was ready to carry out her plan with a smug face.

"Brother, let me tell you a secret, a boy wrote me a love letter today, and I was quite moved to watch." The face was full of the shy appearance of a girl, but in the flowing eyes, he carefully watched every look that Li Niansheng crossed.

Really......

"In the future, that kind of little boy's love letter is not allowed, your brother doesn't have a girlfriend yet, you little girl still dare to sprout in spring?"

Li Niansheng is really like a big brother, with a tone full of parental reproach asking her not to accept other people's love letters, Li Ruofei, who succeeded in his inner plan, began to seriously accuse him of being too domineering, and he didn't have a girlfriend and didn't allow her to have a boyfriend.

Chao Jianxi looked at her countless bad tastes, from the slow ridicule and contempt in her heart to the distress that quietly rose, Li Ruofei knew her position very well, she knew that no matter how much she liked Li Niansheng, it was impossible to be with him, but she still had to like it.

I don't know when he began to become, just like her, obsessively enjoying sick emotions. It's been ten years, and he hasn't looked for her in the past ten years, but everything she has done over the years, he has burned it all in his heart, what major he has studied, when he has graduated from the graduation ceremony, when he won the writing award, when he has worked, and how many times he has been sick......

He always scolds her for being perverted, but in fact, why not himself? Knowing that she loved Li Niansheng deeply, he still didn't want to forget her, before he met her, he never knew that he would be so eager for a woman, and before he met her, he never knew that his emotional world would be so bad.

Li Ruofei on the banquet looked silent and well-behaved, when someone toasted, she echoed and picked up the wine glass, and drank a little lightly, Chao Xue wore a delicate and elegant Chinese red cheongsam and Li Niansheng toasted at the guest's table, Li Niansheng still had the usual elegant and gentle smile.

Chao Zhengsheng's already majestic expression made people feel even more unapproachable at this time after receiving the phone call from Shiomi. She also admires Chao Jianxi, who is still so arrogant in the Chaojia compound with such a strict family education, and is the same as ten years ago, arrogant.

Chao Xue and Li Niansheng took the wine glass around and finally came back to sit down, Lin Yunzhi saw that her daughter had drunk a lot, and hurriedly helped Chao Xue to sit down beside her.

"You don't drink well, drink less."

Chao Xue looked a little drunk, "Mom...... I'm happy, I can be with Niansheng, even if I die soon, I don't regret it. ”

"Silly boy, on a big day, what stupid things to say." Lin Yunzhi took away Chaoxue's wine glass and changed the teacup for her, for her daughter to find her own happiness, and for her mother, she is also happy for her.

"Born every year, you will have to worry about the tide and snow in the future." Chao Zhengsheng picked up the wine glass, and his majestic expression finally revealed that he was reluctant to be a father and was proud of a cup to the bottom.

Li Niansheng didn't know if he had drunk too much, so he came back to his senses after a while, raised his wine glass and drank it all, "Uncle, where is it, Chaoxue is my unmarried wife, and it is my responsibility to take care of her." ”

Li Ruofei listened to their words, and the heartache and loneliness in her heart were infinitely magnified, and she began to eat wildly regardless of her image, trying to turn sadness into appetite for the first time.

"Dad, you don't have to worry about me, tomorrow Niansheng will move to an apartment in the city with me, what else is there to worry about."

With the strength of wine, Chaoxue's words are always a little public, intentionally or unintentionally.

"You girl, you don't know how to be reserved," although Lin Yunzhi didn't speak in proportion to the tide and snow, the smile on his face was very satisfied with this result.

Li Ruofei, who was choked on a mouthful of food, was flushed, and went to get the wine glass on the table......

"Hmm...... Now it is a little inconvenient to live in a villa in the East District, and it is more convenient to move to the city and go to work in Chaoxue. ”

Before the wine glass could be handed to her mouth, she dropped the wine glass because of Li Niansheng's words, and with the sound of the glass breaking, her body was also sprinkled with red wine.

"If not, it's okay, right?" The first person to react was Mother Li, who was sitting on the side.

Li Ruofei suddenly felt like a thief who had been caught, except for panicking, he didn't even have the courage to look at Li Niansheng, so he took the towel from his mother's hand and began to wipe it up indiscriminately.

"It's okay, it's okay, the cup isn't holding steady." She had to show a bright smile to face this sad embarrassment.

"Look at your skirt is dirty, go up and change it." Li Niansheng's light and gentle voice stunned her messy movements.

For so many years, the role like a clown has always been her, and she even looks down on herself, what do you want to turn into for that love that is not like love?

"Just a little wine stain, let's change it when the wine party is over, come on...... I toast my brother and sister-in-law. Li Ruofei threw away the towel in his hand, took a cup casually and poured it full of red wine.

She smiled innocently and naturally, and no one could detect the strangeness in her heart, just like she was really happy and proud of her brother's family.

Li Niansheng looked at her quietly, but didn't pick up the wine glass, Chao Xue chuckled inexplicably, picked up Li Niansheng's wine glass and drank it all.

"Please take care of my sister in the future."

Li Ruofei still has such a bright and dazzling smile, and the depth of the smile is the erosion of the heart. Li Niansheng, you have to be happy, otherwise I should blame myself and feel sorry for my humble love for you so humbly.

"Uncle Chao, Aunt Chao, if I don't toast you."

"Mom...... I'd like to toast you. ”

After a round, a bottle of red wine went down, her amount of wine was not very good, a bottle was the limit, she endured her dizzy body, she said goodbye and left the table and walked to the bathroom.

She wanted to vomit a little, but she felt that she was still a little less energetic, so she had to hold back the strength of the wine, leaning in front of the makeup mirror, the woman in the realm, her face was red, and her eyes were bright and clear with hazy and clear tears.

The elder brother wants to leave the Li family and leave her, and the boy who said he will never leave her still wants to leave her.