Chapter 158: The Road Turns Long

Deep spring, peach and willow green.

Li Wu sprinkled the fish food in his hand into the koi pond, but the look in his eyes was very empty.

Rui'er hurriedly shouted: "This koi fish doesn't know how to be full, eldest princess, if you continue to feed it like this, you will all die!"

Li was stunned, suddenly smiled, and said softly: "Is it so obsessed with the things you like, don't you even want your life?" But I'm not it, how do I know if it's worth it?"

"Eldest Princess..."Rui'er didn't want to see her so sad.

Li Wei put away the fish food, put it on the table next to it, and then asked, "Does my mother still refuse to come out of the house?"

"Yes. Rui'er replied with an obscure expression.

The hut not far from the worry is dark and quiet inside, and Hua Mo has been closed in it for more than two months.

Two months ago, Hua Mo asked to go to the tomb of the first emperor to guard the rest of her life, and she was repeatedly persuaded to leave her worries, but she didn't even want to see her.

I don't know what I've done wrong, and I think it's going to be better if I wait a little longer.

So, she said to Emperor Feng and moved with her.

Set up a gazebo, a fish pond, and plant all kinds of flowers. I wanted my mother to live more comfortably here, but I didn't want Hua Mo to even go out.

"Rui'er, what do you say I did wrong?, why did my mother suddenly not want to see me?" asked him worriedly.

"Eldest princess, don't take it to heart, the first emperor is in a hurry, she feels uncomfortable, and she will be fine in a few days. Rui'er hurriedly comforted.

"Really... But why do I think she really hates me?"

"How so, you're her own daughter!"

Li Wei closed his eyes slightly, swallowed tears only into his stomach, and had no intention of asking again.

Ah Chang walked in from the backyard, he glanced at Rui'er, and then said with a worry: "Your Majesty remembers you very much, let me ask when you will go back?"

"He comes to me every day, and it's not too much trouble. Isn't there any state affairs that he needs to deal with?"

Ah Chang distinguishes two sentences: "Your Majesty is busy until late at night every day, but he has not forgotten the matter of the eldest princess." You might as well go back with me, so that you might persuade him to take care of his body. ”

After thinking for a long time, he said, "That's it." I'll go back with you. ”

Ah Chang has always been cautious in handling affairs, and he personally instructed Hua Mao's living arrangements, but he didn't have a chance to intervene in his worries.

The carriage was slowly driven over, and Ah Chang helped her to sit in.

The road swayed, the curtains rose and fell with the breeze, and in the flickering sunlight, I fell asleep from melancholy.

Ah Chang's carriage and horses stopped at the entrance of the palace of worry, Ziyu had already received the news, and was waiting nearby early.

He lifted the curtain and looked in, and saw that she was sleeping soundly, and couldn't help but smile slightly.

She is still the same as before, she does not have the dignified appearance of a princess at all, and often sleeps when she wants to. It's just that even so, I like it tightly.

Ah Chang was about to wake up Liwu, but Ziyu stopped him.

He picked up Liwu out of the car and walked straight to her room.

Li Wu curled up in Ziyu's arms and whispered something.

Ziyu's feet froze, and her face suddenly became cold.

After a while, he raised his feet again and walked forward, as if he had not heard the word 'Moyi' in her dream.

When I woke up, it was already dark, but the candle flame in the room was carefully left, which would not be dazzling and not so dark that people would be afraid.

She sat on the edge of the bed, staring at the candle flame and meditating, but after a few months, things were no longer human.

From the death of the first emperor to Ziyu's arrow wound, and finally to the sudden departure of her mother, these things came up one by one, and she was worried and scared all the time, she even often forgot to think, didn't remember the time, and even forgot the things not so long ago.

It's just that from early winter to late spring, this scenery has changed too quickly, and Li Wu suddenly remembered that Mo Yi hadn't come to see her for too long.

He originally hoped that his mother would stay by his side for him, but now that he is gone, his mother suddenly escaped the world, is it because the disaster has passed? He won't appear again?

The heartbeat of the worry is speeding up, how can he say goodbye without saying goodbye!?

She stood up suddenly, staggered and hit the corner of the table, but she didn't know the pain.

There was a crackling sound in the room, and the little kite waiting outside walked in and helped her up: "Eldest princess, what's wrong with you?

Li Wei climbed the arm of the little kite and asked urgently, so anxious that he couldn't even speak: "Little kite, recently... You, have you ever seen Mo Yi?"

The little kite frowned, seemed to think carefully for a long time, and finally said cautiously: "The little kite is a little confused, I really don't remember who the princess said about Mo Yi? If it is a person in this palace, I can go to the registration office to ask." ”

"You don't remember...?" I feel panicked.

The little kite honestly bowed: "Eldest princess, I have a good memory, I think I really didn't know there was such a person." ”

Li Wei immediately stood up, couldn't wait to ask again, but ran out barefoot.

She remembered the house where Mo Yi had stayed before, and she was going to verify it in person, he couldn't be a dream, he must be real!

When I walked to the front of the house, I saw that the vines hanging from the arch had covered the entrance tightly, and there was no place where half of the people had lived.

Leaving the worries and moving forward, he was suddenly pulled by someone.

She struggled twice, but she heard Ziyu's voice and said in a deep voice, "What are you doing here? He won't come again." ”

Li Wei suddenly turned around, and his eyes widened: "Who is he you just referring to? Is it Mo Yi? Brother, do you remember him?"

Ziyu's expression was obscure, but he couldn't deceive her, and after a while, he said to Liwu: "Sorrow, Mo Yi erased everyone's memory, I think, here, only you and I still remember him." He... He won't be coming back. ”

Sure enough, he really existed, and when he thought about it, he was more glad in his heart.

"Not coming back," she muttered, a wry smile on her lips, "no goodbye, so bad!"

Ziyu was silent.

He stood with her for a long time that day. Both of them were confused, and they also had a wind chill.

She slept for two days in a row, and when she was better, she suddenly began to be afraid.

Mo Yi left, erasing everyone's memories, will it be even hers in the end?

But those days, those days and nights, the friendship that has not yet been officially spoken, so much bitterness and sweetness, can you really forget it?

If you really can't see him again, is it better to remember or forget?

She was in a trance, and she couldn't sleep peacefully every night. Those emotions can't be sustenance, and I'm afraid that I will suddenly forget them. So she began to write down, his name, what he had said, little by little on paper.

I wrote it for three days, but I still didn't think it was enough. She never touched the female red, but suddenly began to embroider his name on the cuffs and collar, word by word, full of indescribable lingering feelings.

Gossip began to come out of the palace, and the eldest princess was evil and had evil spirits attached to her body.

Ziyu was silent at first, but came to see her every day.

The pen and ink accumulated in the temple more and more, and the name of the man was everywhere, and he finally became angry one day.

It's just that after all, he is facing the sorrow, and the anger hides seven points: "You are ready to do this every day, wasting all your life to not forget him?"

There was a sad light in Li's worried eyes, and he replied helplessly: "Brother, I know that I have been ugly lately, and I also know that the whole palace is saying that I am crazy. ”

Ziyu was stunned for a moment, his tone softened, and he comforted her: "You don't, I know." If you don't like to hear it, I'll send it down, and whoever says it again will punish the nine clans. ”

After hearing this, Li Wei smiled instead: "You have never been so ruthless to the remnants of the former prince before, but now you want to do this for me, you are obviously changing your methods to make the entire Weiguo people hate me and say that I am a plague god!"

"Worry, I just want to see you happy. ”

Li Wei took a deep breath: "I understand. I don't want to do that either, I often try to laugh but I often cry. Brother, I think I really like him. ”

Ziyu's body shook, he didn't understand the thoughts of worrying, but when she told him the truth, his heart was even more uncomfortable.

"He is not with us, and it is useless to force it. ”

"Sorrow understands. Li Wei immediately replied, the corners of his lips were obviously upturned, but the tears couldn't stop falling, "I don't want to cry either, and I don't want to miss someone who will never see each other again..."

She raised her hand to wipe her tears, trying her best to keep her voice low.

Ziyu couldn't bear it anymore, hugged her into her arms, and whispered: "Don't force yourself, I feel more and more uncomfortable when I see you like this." If you think of him, think about it, and cry out loud if you want to cry. As long as you feel better, I will depend on you for whatever you do. ”

Li Wei nodded, but was still silent and weeping.

She clenched Ziyu's sleeves tightly with both hands, and tears fell into his thin shirt.

The bitter water was very cold, and Ziyu's heart froze again.

He patted her on the back in silence, like comforting a child.

Until she was tired of crying, Ziyu personally carried her to the bed and tucked the quilt.

When I got out of the room of sorrow, the sun was already setting in the west.

Ah Chang stepped forward, and when he saw that Ziyu's robe was wrinkled together, and there were tear stains on it, he immediately raised his hand to tidy it up for him.

Ziyu suddenly opened Ah Chang's hand and said in a deep voice, "Let it go." ”

Ah Chang bowed and saluted, and said no more.

Ziyu turned around and instructed the little kite standing on the side: "You have served by the princess's side for a long time, and your words and deeds are also decent." It's just that the others have to keep an eye on me, and I don't want any rumors against the princess to spread!"

"Yes. The little kite replied with sincere fear.

Ziyu bowed his head, and then he really left. He walked a long way with Ah Chang, and suddenly coughed lightly.

Ah Chang immediately said: "Your illness is not yet complete, you should rest more." ”

Emperor Feng usually has a lot of affairs, but as soon as he is free, he will come to see the eldest princess, which is a small wind chill, but because of this, it has been delayed for a long time. Ah Chang believes that the monarch of a country is the most noble, and even if the princess helps him a lot when he is young, he should not give him too much care.

Ziyu smiled to herself and whispered to herself: "It's to come less, so as not to pass the illness on to her again." You tell the little kite to fry some cold soup for the princess, and don't forget it. ”

Ah Chang was stunned for a moment, looked at Emperor Feng in confusion for a moment, and finally bowed down and said, "Yes." ”