Chapter 18: The Man Who Was Destined to Love
"Forget it...... I am not convinced by this answer, ignore it, please answer another question. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info "Li Ruofei doesn't want to be on such an ethereal topic anymore, what is fate, so in this way, Li Niansheng has nothing to do with her? All right...... Although there is no fate.
The bartender was in high spirits today, and he was really thinking about another serious question, why do people fall in love with another person inexplicably.
"The emotional choices in a person's heart will be related to what she has experienced, and what she lacks will be what she desires, so if she can fall in love with another person inexplicably, it must be that person has something that she lacks in her heart."
Such an esoteric passage, Li Ruofei understood it for a while and still didn't understand, "What is what you lack in your heart?" ”
The bartender is really helpless, and he can't understand such a simple word...... It means: "If a person lacks family care since childhood, then she is likely to fall in love with someone who can give her a sense of family affection, understand?" ”
In a word...... She felt that the bartender was too wasteful here, and she could be an emotional analysis expert or something.
"But...... Personally, I think that this kind of relationship is irrational, and choosing a lover from the emotion of lack in the heart is unfair to oneself in terms of feelings, because often you need that person more, and he is not necessarily ...... The most important ...... It's quite possible to miss that destined person. ”
The bartender was silent for a while when he saw her, no longer paying attention to Li Ruofei who was in a trance, and went to the other side of the bar to entertain other guests.
She was abandoned by her parents at the age of 5, she longs for a long-term family affection, a warm love, and a person who can take care of her, and these Li Niansheng can give her, so she will fall in love with him inexplicably?
So what is her affection for him? Affection? Love? It is also a choice for emotional needs. No...... She knows very well that she loves Li Niansheng.
Drink the only little lemon grapefruit juice left in the glass and get ready to go home......
Miss Li...... Have your message. When the bartender saw her get up and prepare to leave, he immediately opened the drawer and took out a post-it note folded in half and handed it to her.
Li Ruofei took it and ......opened it directly, "The choice of love, there is no right or wrong, and there is no humble look-up, I believe that God will see your perseverance for many years, even if it is a painful response, please do not regret or be wronged." ”
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The sour sentence in my heart suddenly turned red, and it turned out to be ...... There are still people in this world like her, humbly looking up to their lovers, even if they give a painful response, they will not regret or be wronged.
Leave the bar...... When she returned to the Li family villa again, it was already 9 o'clock in the evening, she speculated that at this point, Li Niansheng had already left, with a tired face, his hands numb and pushed open the door, and the scene of talking and laughing in the living room at home made her stunned.
"Miss is back" The first to find out that she entered the house was Tang's mother, and then she felt Li Niansheng's deep gaze turn to this side.
"Still there? I'm working overtime tonight......" She avoided Li Niansheng's scrutiny a little, changed her shoes and went to say hello to her happy mother and sister-in-law.
"If not, go wash your hands and prepare for supper, your brother said that you are not here, if you have to let Lin Man accompany me to chat, this chat will come to this point"
Li Niansheng got up slowly, his expression was indifferent and gentle, and he bypassed the hair sand and came to her, "The supper prepared by Tang's mother, let's eat together, after eating, Chaoxue and I will go to the city." ”
Li Ruofei finally understood that he couldn't escape when he was supposed to come, even if he escaped for a while, he couldn't escape for a lifetime, even if he didn't have to witness him leave today, what about next time, next time...... What about each of the rest of the time?
"Uh-huh......," she replied softly, turning to the bathroom. After washing her hands and coming out, Tang's mother had already brought the prepared supper to the table.
She didn't have much taste, but when she looked at the shrimp porridge on the table, she couldn't help swallowing her saliva and suddenly became hungry. No matter what happens next, let's talk about eating a full meal.
Ignoring the other people at the table, she ate very vigorously by herself, and soon she had already eaten a bowl, just as she was about to eat another bowl......
"If not...... I'll help you sheng. ”
Li Ruofei was stunned for a moment, looking at Chao Xue's overly sweet smile, but in her heart was the scene of the last time she spilled the soup, but she was not thinking about how to avoid her "kindness", but thinking that if she was burned by the porridge again today, she took the opportunity to pray that Li Niansheng would not leave, would she succeed?
"Mama Tang...... Help the lady serve another bowl. This time it was Li Niansheng's deep and magnetic voice.
Li Ruofei, who was interrupted by him, was startled by what she had just thought, and she thought she should be going crazy.
This supper ended perfectly, there were no accidents in the middle, Chao Xue did not show affection with Li Niansheng excessively, her flamboyant personality seemed to have converged a lot, Li Ruofei also felt very strange, how could she be such a jealous person, how could Li Niansheng deliberately wait for her to come back before moving?
Li Niansheng's luggage was just a suitcase, Li Ruofei watched silently as the two of them packed everything and walked to the door, and the thought of humble prayer instantly filled her entire brain.
The moment Li Niansheng opened the door...... "Brother......" she finally couldn't help but speak.
Li Niansheng pushed the door for a moment, turned around and came to her, the expression on his face was still like that of a big parent, "Be at home, take care of your mother, my brother will come back often." ”
He reached out and gently brushed the hair behind her ear, and moved like an adult coaxing a child, gently patting the top of her head.
"Brother is gone......" This time he didn't hesitate to turn around and open the door and leave.
Let's go? Let's go? There were only these two words in her mind, and the desperate cry in her heart almost broke down, and the tears of forbearance had already filled her eyes, but she couldn't get out of control, she couldn't be here, and she couldn't let others know the pain and despair in her heart.
"Mom...... I'll go up and take a shower. With a brief drop, she rushed to the second floor in a desperate run. The moment the door was closed, tears poured out like a spring.
She cried too hard, too sad, her fresh and moving facial features became a little distorted and weird due to excessive force, she was like a silent crying lonely soul, wandering in the dark hell, it turned out that the feeling of being abandoned again was so terrible, so helpless, so lonely.
Li Niansheng, who was driving back to the city, was silent all the way, and although Chao Xue on the co-pilot was already angry in his heart, he was still looking out the window with a smile on his face.
Thinking of Li Ruofei and Li Niansheng's parting appearance, such affectionate expressions, such gentle and meticulous care, and Chao Jianxi's efforts to maintain her appearance, her anger had already made her almost lose her mind, and the darkness in her heart had already grown.
Ten years ago, she knew that Li Niansheng was more than just a sister to Li Ruofei, she would not lose to any woman, and if she wanted to rob her things, there would be only one end.