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When I opened my dry eyes, tears still hung on my face, proving the sadness of the past. How good it would be if everything was a dream, and the sadness in the dream would be fine as long as you wake up!

I don't know how long it has been since I fell asleep, so I look left and right. It was still a familiar scene, and he reached out again to touch Xia Ying on the bed. It's still the same as before, and you can't touch anything after wearing it. Wrong! looked at Xia Ying's face again. Why is it different from the first time I saw it?

"Eyes, eyes! Xia Ying, Xia Ying. When I looked at it again, I found that Xia Ying's eyes opened at some point, and she was looking towards herself. shouted Xia Ying's name loudly, hoping to exchange a little hope.

The hoarse voice made the tears of sadness flow again, and there was no reason to cry.

"Why, why." The weak voice couldn't replace Xia Ying's smile, and the lost heart with heartache once again made the sober brain chaotic.

Card! The door suddenly opened from the outside. The sound of the door opening woke me up with sadness. Look up, is the murderer back! Looking towards the door, a figure slowly walked in, looking at the messy room shouting Xia Ying loudly, and walking towards this side.

Yes! looked at the person who came, and suddenly shocked himself. The person who comes is none other than himself.

Looking at the sad look of yourself, standing aside and just watching and watching. But I can't do anything, I don't know what I've missed after a lethargy, and I don't know the concept of time. But now I understand everything, this time period is not right, it is not the time I need to travel to.

Seeing himself doing what he had done before, Zhang Wei, He Luyao, and Su Bo dared to come over for a while. The police arrived not long after, and Xia Ying's body was removed. With his own reluctance, with his own heartache of that era, he slowly left the sight......

Look at the ambulance in the distance and let go of the pain in your heart. Close your eyes and think about the time you will go back.

Time traveled, and I came to that space-time passage at one time. Without hesitation, he jumped outside.

……

"Alas, why did you come so late today, I've been waiting for a long time! Hurry up, you're going to be late! ”

"Where did you buy this hairpin......

"What class are we going to have today?"

……

The noise around me came to my ears, and groups of students passed by. Get out of the way and let them go first. But they still didn't dodge and collided together. I closed my eyes and put my hands on the defensive, but I didn't feel it at all!

When I opened my eyes, there was no figure in front of me. Turning around and looking back, the people just now were far away. I didn't feel my presence at all. With a bitter smile, he walked inside.

Familiar, familiar, indeed familiar.

How can I not know the place where I have stayed here for four years, here I have my most unforgettable youth, there are two brothers together, and I know her better.

Walk past classrooms, walk past cafeteria dormitories. She stopped at the window of the library and sat down, her favorite spot. "Life on campus is not just about learning, it's about mentality," she said. "Sit here and study, and look out the window when you're tired. Look at the sun, the earth, and the green grass outside. Everything is so energetic and life-like. Learning is not a dead learning, but also a sublimation in learning.

looked out the window and recalled Xia Ying's words. The corners of his mouth lifted slightly, and tears slowly flowed. Happiness makes people sad, and the past that can't be returned is the most inseparable pain for me now.

"What book are you reading today, or the one you read yesterday?" A couple of lovers walked in and walked this way.

"Look at the one from yesterday, you go get it." After saying that, the girl sat down.

After a while, the boy appeared in front of the girl with two books, picked up the top one and handed it to the girl, and sat down opposite him. Without saying anything more, the two opened the book at the same time, found the bookmark left yesterday, and read it.

This boy is none other than himself, and the girl is Xia Ying.

Memories of a long, long time ago reappeared in my mind, and I was not unhappy at all, but now I saw that I felt a smile on my face. From time to time, he looked at Xia Ying, who was sitting opposite and reading carefully, and then buried his head in the book in his hand.

Forget the existence of time, forget the pain of grief. Even if it's just nostalgia like this, looking at the past, I'm already very satisfied......

"Let's eat, it's not early, and it's time to study late at night." Put down the book in his hand and said to Xia Ying opposite.

Xia Ying, who was opposite, didn't put down the book in her hand, took out her mobile phone and looked at the time. said, "Well, let's go." Put the book back. "Bookmark and hand the book to yourself. The two of them walked outside.

Looking at the distant figure, he looked at the electronic watch on the librarian. Time freezes in this moment.

May 13, 2009.

This time is already my sophomore year, and today is also Xia Ying's birthday. This is the first time I have celebrated Xia Ying's birthday, how can I come back here? Shouldn't we go back to where we came to be where we imagined? I haven't looked at it all the time, but now I see it but I don't know what to do!

Perhaps it is today that is too important to search all the memories back to the past, but back to the present.

Forget it, let's make up for it again, and I don't know how long this thing that Master Liu said can last! Or don't waste it, close your eyes and think about it again. Returning to the passage of the crossing, I jumped out again.

Once again, I chose not to return to where I thought I was, but everything that happened made me have to be nostalgic and not miss.

When the beauty of not being able to go back is in front of you, the memories are full of all the sorrows. This moment can never be let go......

It's like there are many doors in the endless space, and when you choose one door to enter, you will know if it's right or wrong. The choices made again and again are also torturing my heart, which is already painful.

When one accident, one surprise after another, and one sadness after another befall on me. I no longer have the excitement I felt at that time, and I don't have the feeling that I couldn't make a choice at that time.

It turns out that time has already changed itself, making sadness and happiness lovely.

In this process, the original sadness in the heart no longer occupies all the places in the heart, and it is thought that there is not only one person in life. When everything becomes irretrievable, we don't want to be discouraged and indulge in life.

Growing up all this is a part of life, an episode of life. When everything becomes a memory, only silence accompanies you. It's not that the memories are too good, but all youth is the best picture, and there is no second time.

In the time and space traveled, there is no concept of time, only constant searching. The right time, the right person.

Look at the familiar and unfamiliar back again. and the self who has been silent beside him. If there really is a parallel time and space, then in that time and space, the current self and Xia Ying are walking hand in hand on the familiar street like in front of them, eating their favorite ice cream.

Close your eyes and return to the familiar space again. Only here is the only choice for me now.