Chapter 10: Suicide?
And the branch didn't move, but left a blood mark on the branch, and his hand instantly lost sensation. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ļ½ļ½ļ½Uļ½Eć The blood on the palm of the info hand was messy, and the pain was transmitted to the central nervous system sharply, and the hand did not hurt, but the brain hurt, and the pain was dripping with sweat.
When the doctor of Huangjue Temple rushed to the kitchen, he looked at Rubing and washed his palms with boiling water, and he was very sad to come to a conclusion, but he was afraid that the tendons and veins in the palm of his right hand had been broken, and even if he was cured, he would not be able to practice.
Before leaving, he wrapped Ru Bing's right palm with herbs, and waited until he was ready to make a conclusion.
One day, the doctor came to change the medicine for Rubing, and after a month, the injury on the palm of her hand had almost healed, but Rubing felt that her palm could not lift her strength, and it was difficult to even hold the bowl.
When the injury was injured, the palm did not hurt, it was brain pain, but after the injury healed, it was heartache. blamed himself for being in a hurry to make quick gains and ruined such a palm. And his own future was ruined.
Lingxiao Palace.
Li Xiao, a descendant of Shangzhi Zen Master, has been with Zen Master for more than 30 years, and he is the only disciple of Shangzhi Zen Master, and he has been passed on by Shangzhi Zen Master.
Li Xiao has been sitting in meditation in the Lingxiao Hall for more than two hours, he is here to report on Rubing's practice in recent days, Rubing has already told the master about the injury, but the result, Li Xiao has never commented.
Shangzhi Zen Master opened his eyes slightly: "Disciple, how is the current situation of Rubing?" ā
"Master, he is very bad, his right palm is completely useless, I am afraid that he will not have anything to do with martial arts from now on; Unless he goes to practice his left palm in the future, but his right hand is basically useless, this is not easy to practice! ā
"No, the first time I met him, his right hand was fine!"
"Master, when I first came here a few days ago, I hadn't practiced yet, of course it's good." Li Xiao also felt strange, the master spoke upside down, it seemed that he was concerned and confused, but what is the relationship between this Rubing and the master? The master cares about him so much but doesn't want to meet him?
"How so? Has everything changed? "Shangzhi Zen Master didn't seem to hear Li Xiao's words and was wandering alone.
"You let him walk around the kitchen, he has a deep relationship with the master, and don't treat him badly! In the future, after the master leaves, it will remain the same. ā
Shangzhi Zen Master was also confused, he didn't believe that Rubing would sink in this small temple, but in fact he could only survive in this temple. "Could it be that I was mistaken, he is not a holy star?"
A few days ago, I watched the stars, and saw a star twinkling next to Wenchang Palace, as if it were faint; There are six stars in Wenchang Palace, one of which is the general, and this star is next to the general, after deduction, this looming position should be the position of the general after a thousand years, and the near prominence, it must be through more than a thousand years of time and space to the present, and the general at this time is a lot darker, so that people have an illusion that the pillars of the country will overturn.
Is all this just an illusion? And just as ordinary people say, the stars will dim, and the pillars of the country will die?
Is the Holy Star crossing just an illusion?
Stargazing has rarely made mistakes in decades, will it be ruined in a lifetime?
Could it be that childhood memories are wrong? Impossible, then there is only one possibility, that is, I miscalculated, and the Rubing in front of me is not the person who crossed. To see or not to see? It's better not to see it. Forget it, I can't take care of this matter myself, let's let the heavens take care of it.
At this time, Rubing knew what it meant to live like a year.
He has been completely disappointed, just wait to live, everything is empty talk, what ideals, what to go home, it is unrealistic. I'm just a waste, and everything is in the air, even in the future.
At this time, Rubing thought of death again, if he jumped from that cloud peak, he would definitely die, but he could completely get out of this cruel world and return to the twenty-first century.
One morning, Rubing began to plan, his feet were normal, he could climb to the top of the cloud and mist peak with one hand, and float down from the peak like a flying butterfly, and he could completely get rid of the constraints of time here.
An hour later, he was standing under the cloud peak, only to see the clouds and mist towering into the clouds, and the clouds and clouds on the top of the peak were not visible. This peak is a rocky mountain, the mountain wall is steep, and it looks like a blade and a sword blade upwards, and the sun is shining. Looking down, it must be a sword and a sword? Before climbing first, he stood up, and he didn't go up the mountain and was cold.
There is only one path on the upper peak, and I don't know when it was dug up, and one level after another spiraled upward; Standing on one side of the peak, you can only see the petals stretching towards the peak. Each stage is not wide, up to two people can hold up to two people at the same time to support and climb, the shape is different but it is concave outside, rough and uneven, but due to the age, the rough surface gradually tends to be smoothed. The width is only the length of two straight feet. It's easy to go up the mountain, but hard to get down. It is extremely dangerous to carry two buckets filled with water with pointed bottoms in both hands, and it is extremely dangerous to have a solid bottom plate, but fortunately there are iron cables and iron railings on the outside.
It took two hours to climb up to the top of the peak, and when I looked down, I saw clouds and mist, but there was no sword and sword shadow, which was really disappointing.
When I looked down and up, I saw that the peak was like the tip of a sword, and when I arrived at the peak, I realized that there was a fountain above, and the hot water vapor and the cold air in the sky were intertwined and gathered into a hazy cloud and mist landscape like the heavens. People stand on the top of the peak, like fairies and immortals interspersed in the clouds and mist.
Rubing saw a natural cave on the side of the peak, and a cloud of mist was filled in the cave, and he couldn't see how deep and empty it was.
"This should be a great place to go!" Ru Bing thought.
"Why don't you bury this shell in such a heaven and earth."
Rubing didn't hesitate, and jumped down, as if someone behind him was shouting: "Someone jumped off the rock!" "The voice was empty and lonely.
Lingxiao Palace.
"Master, it's not good!" Li Xiao hurriedly rushed into the Lingxiao Palace.
"Monks should be quiet, stable, and determined, what is the urgency of such a storm?"
"It was like ice climbing to the top of the cloud peak, jumping into the rock and committing suicide."
"Poor Dao finally understood. Nirvana is reborn and reborn. Wonderful! Wonderful! ā
Li Xiao was a little shocked and a little ashamed to see that the master was so calm and stable, as a friend of the deceased, it seemed too cold, and as an abbot, such a bland was unmatched.
"Apprentice, do you remember that allusion? The fish arrived in a good place. ā
"He can't blame others for his own choices; In the eyes of ordinary people, he is seeking his own death, but in the eyes of the Buddha, how can he not be a kind of liberation, a way of life? ā
"Let us surpass his dead and let him rest in eternal peace."
The sound of the wooden fish, Shangzhi felt that the sound of the wooden fish today was very crisp and relaxed, and it seemed that it was not a funeral for the dead, but a chant for a new life.
In the past, my heart was heavy when I bid farewell to the dead, but today it seems that I have been relieved of the burden of a thousand catties and ushered in a new life.
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