Chapter 149: The Holy Maiden of the Nine Palaces
Pan'er is dead, her body is cold, the imperial doctor has declared her dead, and the immortal body has been destroyed. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info It's just that no one received her corpse, and it was temporarily placed in a corner outside the door of the Tingwei Yamen, and the owner of the Chang'an branch of the Nine Palaces had already released the news that Pan'er was dead, and each branch of the Nine Palaces was in its own way, and no one was convinced, and Mi Qiuyue could only dominate the Chang'an branch of the altar.
Nine Palaces Altar.
Pan'er's body was placed in the main altar chamber, and everyone was bidding farewell to the main altar owner, and the funeral was held the next day.
After the worship, the Great Protector read out the last words of the former palace master of the Nine Palaces: On the other day, after my death, I will quickly welcome back the Holy Maiden Yang Yan of the Nine Palaces, and this matter will be handed over to the Great Protector Yang Ying to be responsible, and before the Holy Maiden is recovered, Yang Ying of the Nine Palaces will be temporarily responsible. Yang Paner.
"I don't accept it, Yang Paner was originally the master of the main altar palace, and the master of the branch altar, and now I have inherited Yang Paner's Chang'an branch of the altar, and I am the master of the general altar palace."
Mi Qiuyue is arrogant and indispensable.
"Our rice altar lord is a god of the world, wise and open-minded, it should be served by the master of the rice altar as the main altar altar, now there is no north in the south and the west and the four major sects are huge, and the existing small sect Cuiwei Palace in the Western Regions is also eyeing our faction, there is a tendency to rise up, in this eventful autumn, to welcome a milky ignorant child as the altar master, not familiar with the world, not prestigious. Isn't it self-destruction? We are strongly opposed, strongly opposed! Geng Dart Head plucked the master of the rice altar on the side, and tried to take the position of the master of the altar.
"This is the will of the Lord of the Altar, and we should obey it."
"She is just a dead person, how can she grasp this ever-changing situation. Today's momentum is as fierce as a tiger, and its momentum is transient, how can I be the first to disobey the order! Mi Qiuyue no longer hid and openly challenged the authority of the former palace master.
"The former palace master had already expected that some people in the palace would not be convinced, so he proposed a second set of plans."
Yang Ying took out another piece of cloth and read: All unmarried women in the palace and unmarried women under the age of seventeen in the palace are allowed to participate in the competition of the palace master.
The way of competition is determined by Yang Ying.
The next day, Yang Paner's funeral ceremony was held in Xishan, and a group of nine hundred and eighty-one holy female disciples selected by each palace of the Nine Palaces wore white dresses, held a bouquet of fresh and gorgeous Qiong flowers in their hands, and sang a holy mourning song:
The sea is swallowed up, the mountains are buried,
The fire of hell flows through the earth,
Fairy, you harness a piece of light,
Disperse the darkness and bring justice to justice;
Today, you carry a lot of glory
Fly towards Western Bliss.
Fairy, you shine with a peaceful light
Flying in this ancient land,
bring peace and tranquility to people;
Today, you are quietly gone,
The light of holiness still flows in the world.
Jing Yan also came to this square inch to see her off, how she wanted to shout: "Auntie." Good go! But she still held back, she remembered that one day, she said to herself, if one day she left, she would give her the Nine Palaces. She laughed it off as if she were joking; I don't know that this is a prophecy.
She still remembers that she said: "The eldest brother is the most benevolent one, but also the most incompetent one, he should not be the eldest brother, and he should not be the prince; He is not a prince, and his incompetence has become his umbrella; However, he became a prince, and his incompetence was a poison. That's fate. She looked miserable, and she kept blaming her for her hasty escape that cost her eldest brother's life.
"At the beginning, the eldest brother and the second brother were so innocent and simple; And the passage of time has carved everyone into colorful flowers, and under the gorgeous stamens, there are too many unknowable elements hidden, no one knows what the elements are, and only after the incident does they know how ugly and vicious those hidden things are, but the degree of toxicity is different. ”
"The personnel of this Nine Palaces are all the descendants of his original subordinates, and those women who were involved but could escape their lives. Of course, there are many people I rescued through various channels. That's the only thing I can do. ”
"After I died, (how did she know she was about to die, Jing Yan was always confused. All this will be returned to him. I know he also has a daughter alive, but I haven't met her. I'm looking for her, and I'm waiting for her. Naturally, this ninth house is also his daughter's ninth house. ”
"I'll go with him someday! I'm so tired! I lived in a long period of guilt, living this lonely day by day. I miss him a little, and I miss him (Xue Zipei) a little. ”
"I lost him, the dependence of my life, how could I lose him. Why was I so careless? ”
Jing Yan saw that her eyes were flickering, she had never seen a single tear, she had saved all her tears for her time alone. She looked straight into the distance, even if Jingyan was beside her, she seemed to ignore her presence, her eyes stared fixedly ahead, very empty in the distance, as if in an instant he could burst out of the void and come to her side; It's just that after waiting for a long time, one by one familiar strangers walked by, and he was so extravagant that he didn't even flash a trace of his figure, her eyes gradually became dull, and suddenly a curtain of tears flashed in front of her eyes, and her eyes blinked, and the tears were gone.
Jingyan knew that she was thinking about him; It's just that she doesn't understand why the Zipei in front of her is not the Zipei in her heart?
Jingyan felt that she was so pitiful, because she was too perfect for him, so she was so unhappy; She felt lonely and miserable because of her stubbornness, the distance from him in her heart, and the distance from him.
"She's really pitiful, in fact, she's right by her side, but she doesn't want to accept it. Perhaps, he is her Zipei, but she didn't find that feeling. You don't have to torture yourself that way. ”
"In fact, she is unwilling to admit that he is her own son just because she can't find her shadow in his memory and can't find her place in his heart."
"But no one knows that he is her Zipei, and this is the source of their pain."
"But is it that important that he's her son?"
"After all, he is still a sub-pei, even if it is another sub-pei, it is not in vain to have such an excellent person to love. Human life is too limited. Is it worth shedding tears in these limited years? Strings of tears are always carving the wrinkles on his forehead. ”
Jing Yan couldn't bear to admit that she was her eldest brother's daughter, she had heard the story of her father, who had no impression of her, and she had also heard the story of her mother. The mother's story is a scar full of vicissitudes of blood and tears, and this scar has been tormenting Jing Yan's heart. Her mother was never recognized as his concubine, and he only got drunk and gave her a little favor to her. It was this bit of secrecy that allowed her to escape the clutches of extinction.
"I'd rather be his daughter and be given to die than live like this now. In this way, my mother will die with dignity and not die of depression. ”
She actually lives because of her pocket, and if she wants to get everything she deserves with dignity, then her life will be scattered with the wind. She lost her name, but she got life, isn't this worth the loss?
Pan'er lay quietly in a coffin made of sandalwood, the sun shining on her pale face, and a thin quilt from her life covered her body; Her four-year-old daughter was not around, and she didn't see her mother for these days, and she cried and cried for her mother at night; Yang Ying couldn't give anything. I could only let her cry incessantly until she was tired and fell asleep; Yang Ying had to lie to her, saying that her mother went to her grandmother's house; Her daughter cried even more sadly, she had never been to her grandmother's house.
Pan'er said to Yang Ying one day: "If Zipei is willing to treat my daughter as his own daughter, you can hand over my daughter to him." At that time, she thought that Pan'er was just a joke, but now that she thinks about it, Pan'er already knows that she is about to die.
"If you believe in him so much, why don't you believe in his true feelings for you? Is that Zipei of yours more important than the current Zipei? Yang Ying just couldn't figure out why Pan'er was so obsessed, obviously having him in her heart, but ruthlessly abandoning him; Is the daughter's father more important than the real Zipei?
Yongmei was locked up in her home, and she knew they were lying to her, because she knew where her mother had gone; However, she still feels very lonely, usually her mother is by her side, and her heart is full; Now, my mother has left her, and her heart is empty; She also remembered her mother saying to herself, "If I go one day, you will live with your Uncle Xue." "She didn't know what it was to go at the time, but now, she does, but her mother is not by her side anymore." Is Uncle Xue his own father? If not, why did Mother hand me over to Him? She thought about the things of the adults, and gradually she didn't want to. She just felt that Uncle Xue was stupid, silly and laughable, and often followed his mother like a puppy, and his mother often didn't give him a good look; "Uncle Xue also went to see off his mother. It seems that everyone has been deceived by their mother, my mother will never die so easily, she is an angel in the sky with the sun and the moon! "It's boring to be alone at home, with a few silent maids standing next to you." Thinking about it, making a fuss, she gradually fell asleep.
Zipei is sending her, Zipei's identity is very embarrassing, but he doesn't care, in his heart she has long regarded her as his lover, but he doesn't want to disturb her.
"After all, she went before herself, and it was fine; I don't have many days left. She's gone, I'm dead, and she won't be in pain, and she won't be left alone. ”
"However, I'm not his Zipei after all, I just look like her Zipei, and I'm not the Zipei in her heart after all. She went with him, so that they could meet in Heaven, where perhaps they would have a chance to have a real wedding. He felt like he was in the wedding, but how could he feel like he was the groom? He was dressed in a white wedding dress, and she was dressed in a snow-white pleated skirt that dragged to the ground, followed by a pair of boys and girls, her face full of happiness, holding her arm, and leaning on her body. Slowly, slowly and slowly, she walked lightly on the carpet, as if the whole sky was in her arms tightly clasped around her. Her blushing face, her reddish lips, her deep eyelids, her deep eyes, are not full of anticipation for the future, thoughts of love.
"Could all this be true?"
But suddenly, in the midst of this grand wedding, the sky outside suddenly changed color......
"How come I have thought of my fate again, my inescapable end?"
"Am I really going to fill that black hole in the galaxy with my own blood?"
"I'm dead, what will she do?"
Xiao Yingying also came, but no one knew that she was the queen, and people who didn't know her were greeting her, she said: "I am a relative of hers, very dear." "Everyone knows that Pan'er is a princess, so naturally her relatives are very complicated, and no one can figure it out.
Zipei found out that she was crying, but Zipei felt a little that she was a cat crying mouse and fake compassion; When her eyes looked at herself, Zi Pei didn't see it, Xiao didn't mind, and she didn't talk to Zi Pei with a thick face.
"Is your life so fragile? Don't coax me, I know you're just faking your death, you've definitely escaped to another plane. You still can't escape your weakness after all. I know you can't be immortal. We'll see you again. "Will we meet again?" Maybe you're really dead. When you die, where shall I pay for my sins? "Would you die so easily? I don't believe it, just like so many years ago, you and I left those distant years together to come here. Your sister-in-law Xiao is already dead, I am just the Xue family who looks exactly like her, I have a deep relationship with you, you have to live, you have to stand up, I can tell you the story of me and you. You know the story of you and me, but you don't know who I am? ”
When Xiao left, many people heard her contradictory words: "You won't die!" You're just running away. "Maybe you're really dead this time, after all, people can't live forever."
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The pit where she was buried was soon dug, and Zipei felt that time had passed too quickly, for he would never see her beautiful face; He had fantasized that he had seen her wrinkled face as she grew old, and now she would always give her the impression of that beautiful young face that was indifferent to herself. He would rather face this every day - her coldness towards himself or see her and her son Pei grow old day by day!
The pit in which she was buried had also raised a big bag, and he knew that in the future, she would lie here alone, and her relatives would only come to see her at festivals, and come to her to tell their thoughts, and as the years passed, her grave would be flattened, and she would be forgotten; It's just that I will never forget her.
Zipei suddenly remembered her daughter, now is the time to go and meet Yongmei, the dead have not returned, and the living are still alive.
Yongmei is just not used to calling her father, but she never thought about her mother, and she didn't deliberately mention her mother, she was very well-behaved and obedient.
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