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got off at the terminal of the No. 8 bus, carrying a large bag and a small bag, and walked forward for a long time to reach a place she was familiar with.

Here, she should be able to recognize the road for the rest of her life, before knocking on the door, Zhuang Shuqing thought helplessly.

"Sister Qing! It's Sister Qing back! The child who opened the door was about seven or eight years old, and wore glasses with lenses as thick as the bottom of the bottle, and the glasses had a broken foot, which was glued with duct tape, and his wary eyes suddenly smiled brightly when he saw who was standing outside the door.

"It's Qiqi who is in charge of guarding the door today, come, reward." took out a piece of chocolate from the bag and handed it over, Zhuang Shuqing touched his head, very gently.

Qiqi smiled happily and squinted, but he didn't open it impatiently to eat, but went to close the door and pulled Zhuang Shuqing inside, "The dean's mother is a little uncomfortable today, and Sister Min sent her back to the room to rest." ”

Sister Min...... In that world, there is also one.

"Sister Qing, the dean's mother will be fine."

The child didn't look back, the uncertainty and unease in his words could easily be heard, Zhuang Shuqing comforted softly, "Of course it's okay, the dean's mother is just old, and there are some old people's small problems, Sister Qing has already made an appointment with the doctor, and the day after tomorrow I will take the dean's mother to have a checkup, and it will be fine if I take some medicine, Qiqi don't worry, and tell other brothers and sisters not to worry." ”

"Yes." Qiqi immediately became happy again, he believed Sister Qing's words the most.

Children don't know yet, old age is the key in this paragraph, the sick can be treated, and the old can be cured, but there is no cure.

Zhuang Shuqing looked around at the courtyard that was not very big, how could he not be old? She's grown up, and the dean, who hasn't been young since she can remember, is now white.

It's just still kind.

Seeing the old man half-leaning on the bed, Zhuang Shuqing's sadness in his heart couldn't be suppressed. People die when they get old, and she doesn't want the dean's mother to die, and she. If she wants to carry such a dream to death, she would rather live faster.

There was once such a man who was wholeheartedly devoted to her, sent all the best to her, gave her the most sincere heart and the cleanest feelings, how could she still look at other people?

But a person's life. In this fast-paced world where everything is fast-paced. How is she going to survive?

"What's going on? Who bullied? The dean's mother patted the big girl who was crying on top of her, what happened to make this girl who has always been strong and strong uncomfortable like this.

Zhuang Shuqing just pasted tears on the dean's mother and didn't look up.

At this time, she was uncomfortable. She couldn't tell if she was more for herself or more for the dean.

Waving to the other people in the room, they quietly retreated.

After a while, Zhuang Shuqing sat up with red and swollen eyes, "Dean's mother, do you regret it?" It's been spent on us all my life, and I can only endure the pain in my body. You haven't had a good meal, you haven't worn a good outfit, you've had many other choices, and now you regret it? ”

"I regret it, I did regret it." The dean looked at her kindly, his eyes soft. "At that time...... In today's terms, it should be menopause. I can't control my emotions and often think about it. If I hadn't given up the many opportunities before, wouldn't I have been able to live a different life, as you said, eat delicacies from the mountains and seas, and wear new clothes every day, instead of worrying about some children every day, I really thought about it at that time. ”

The dean smiled, with some emotion, "But except for that time, I am happy most of the time, the children I raised have a conscience, and the little extra money in my hands is thinking about giving it to my younger brothers and sisters, I just think, I have never been in vain in my life, if I hand you over to others, maybe you will have to suffer, maybe you will not be kind to others, as long as I think that the children I have raised are useful people to society, I feel extremely proud and satisfied, This kind of spiritual wealth is not comparable to other things, I can be sure that I will not regret it on the day I die, the only thing I am worried about is that the person who takes over is too big in heart, and uses this place as a ladder to climb up, and does not care about the child, Qing'er, if this is the case, I will not die blindly. ”

Zhuang Shuqing bit her lip and shook her head, "With us, whoever dares to treat the children badly, we will let whoever can't stay here, one day, I will come back to be the dean, and I will definitely let them grow up in peace and stability like us." ”

The dean patted her hand gently, "It's enough for you to have this heart, but the dean's mother doesn't want you to follow your mother's old path, I have walked this road for decades, I know the sadness too well, my mother doesn't want you to go through this, you have a good income now, and you are not a lavish spender, save some, if anyone needs help in the future, you can help is to do your best." ”

"Dean's Mother's ......"

Zhuang Qing is such a strong child, the dean who raised her since she was a child knows it, and she knows that things will not be small when she looks at her emotions today, "Are you sad?" ”

Zhuang Shuqing shook his head and nodded again.

"I had a dream, a long, long dream." Zhuang Shuqing hugged the dean's arm and picked up the important ones in the two years in his dream, tears kept flowing, and his voice was sometimes choked, but it was smooth from beginning to end, just like ...... I really experienced those two years.

The dean has been listening quietly, she is sixty-eight years old this year, she has experienced the most difficult years, and she has seen what young children today have not seen, she will not really take this as a dream.

No one's dream can be so complete and so detailed.

But she didn't dare to think of other possibilities.

People are afraid of the unknown, and so is she.

"Do you want to go? The world in your dreams? Do you miss the people there? ”

"Yes, yes." Zhuang Shuqing smiled miserably, "Dean's mother, I shouldn't get married." ”

"That's not necessarily a dream, some opportunities are not available to everyone, but not getting them doesn't mean they don't exist."

The dean's eyes are full of wisdom after years of baptism, and this kind of look is bringing hope to Zhuang Shuqing, who is about to collapse, "You must always try, work hard, and you will not regret it in the future." ”

"I don't know how hard to try, I don't know which direction to go." Zhuang Shuqing lowered his head, "But if I don't give it a try, how can I be willing." ”

"That's right, whether it's a dream or something else, you won't know until you try it."

The dean carefully looked at the big girl with a radiant face, and if she looked closely, she could see that she had indeed changed a little, the kind of demeanor that she unconsciously brought out, the curvature of her head, and the action of drinking tea now were different from the Zhuang Qing she had seen not long ago. (To be continued)

PS: Ask for comfort.