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I don't know how long it has been, cans all over the floor and a pile of cigarette butts next to it!

stood up and kissed Xia Ying softly towards her grave. turned around and left, taking away only thoughts......

The days ahead will be even more difficult, and I don't know what kind of setbacks I will encounter! I can't get used to the days without Xia Ying, and I can only bear how much crying and happiness I have in the future!

The youth blown away by the wind, with all the thoughts, has become a story that is touched and broken in the air......

I don't know how long it will be, maybe I've forgotten my previous moment for a long time. But what will never be forgotten is Xia Ying and those youths who are gone.

After experiencing so much in the days of youth, that newly mature mind was deeply imprinted by reality!

The wind blew the loess at the tip of the grave in the direction of the departure of the hill forest.

Got in the car and headed in the direction of the provincial capital, where were the brothers waiting for him. Losing so much that I don't know what I've done all this time. As for how they really didn't expect it to evolve to this point! I don't want to trouble them anymore, but I always let them worry about themselves! It's worth having such a bunch of brothers! No matter what the company does to them, as long as they are there, they will not leave.

As they say, only they haven't given up yet. Then you must have a reason to continue!

He Luyao's key to his house has also been given to himself, and he no longer worries about where to live after the past. When it was time to put down my things and tidy up my room. He lazy in the morning again, otherwise the house wouldn't be so messy! Packed up and watched these scenes that were becoming more familiar.

I never thought I would be so comfortable in a strange place. It's as familiar as the back garden of your own home, the location of the books, the placement of the chairs......

Stand in front of the balcony and look into the distance. Pour a glass of wine, sit down, and savor it slowly.

I called He Luyao to inform a few people that he had arrived. Come together in the evening. Cook your own meals and get together together. A new beginning is to let go of everything, but can you really let go?

Once you've bought the food you want to prepare, you can go home and start cooking. They also know the time they get off work, and if they are not busy, they should come back as soon as they are done. One by one, the cooked rice is placed on the table and covered with a bowl. One meal after another was brought to the table by himself, and he smiled with satisfaction as he looked at the food on this table. Set up the chair and look left and right to see if something is missing!

"That's right! One less wine! I forgot about the wine when I went grocery shopping! Muttering to himself, he quickly packed up his things and put on his coat and walked outside.

The place where wine is sold is not far away, and there is a special wine seller outside the community, and several people also like to drink wine here. When I went into the store, I bought the liquor and went to it. As soon as I got out of the elevator, I heard He Luyao's voice, shouting in the house, this is delicious, try this!

"What are you doing! What are you doing! Eat it while I'm not there! Go and go, wash your hands quickly! Laughing and walking into the house, he shouted.

This night, not drunk......

Suffering and hardship, at least there are these brothers.

Maybe I will meet a good girl like Xia Ying in the future, but my heart has already gone with Xia Ying, and I won't love it anymore. I will never love someone so hard and so completely......

Youth ended early in this era that had just opened, and it was defeated by reality and by itself......

I work harder, and all things in the company have their own footprints. He Luyao and Zhang Wei were worried about themselves when they saw themselves so crazy, but in private, they still had a lot of fun with them. The open-hearted conversation also reassured them, and in less than half a year, they had won the company's best employee of the year.

Take the voucher issued to you by the company and look at the address written on it. Bitter laughter! I and Xia Ying used to be so fantasizing, and we went together with the tourist tickets issued by the company. Now it's finally happening, yes! Now it's finally happening! It's just that now I can only go alone......

Unconsciously, tears flowed down the corners of his eyes. A smile appeared on his twitching cheeks. Raise your hand to wipe away your tears and kiss the voucher in your hand.

I said that we would fulfill our promises.

Even if I'm the only one left, I'll go all the way. With the desire of the past, let yourself fulfill the dream of two people.

In front of Tiananmen Square in Beijing, at the foot of the Great Wall.

The Liberation Monument in Chongqing and Harbin in the snow.

The top of the Oriental Pearl, in front of the bank of the Huangpu River.

Hangzhou's West Lake, under the Leifeng Pagoda.

In front of the Potala Palace, the summit of Mount Everest.

In front of Hukou Waterfall, on the bank of the Yangtze River.

……

Strap on your duffel bag and walk the familiar and unfamiliar path. Walk slowly towards Xia Ying's grave.

took out all the photos of the places he had been to and local snacks from his bag, sat down, and told Xia Ying the same. The smell of the dishes, the ancient buildings.

Bowls of soup in the alleys, scissor hands under road signs.

Come to a city, fall in love with a person or a souvenir thing.

Enjoy the wind and listen to the insects squeaking nearby. There are a lot of photos scattered around my feet, and there are a lot of photos waiting to be introduced in my backpack. Beautiful scenery and gluttonous food.

The word foodie has already been vividly reflected in Xia Ying, how can you compare with her when you look at the photos and leave your saliva!

Finally finished introducing all the photos and took a sip of saliva. Sit quietly. Take out your lighter, light a cigarette and smoke it slowly.

Ignite the photos under your feet, burning one by one. ……

sat down in front of Xia Ying's grave and sat blankly. I don't know what I'm thinking, I don't know how much time has passed, I've forgotten the past, I've forgotten the present, I've forgotten myself......

(ENDS)