Chapter Seventy-Five: Doubts

Yuri was stunned for a moment, his eyes narrowed slightly, and he examined Xiao Li's whole body up and down, and then smiled, "It turns out that you are Luo Nan's heart knot." Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info said and gave me a look.

I understood and let go of Xiao Li.

"Let's talk." Yuri also let go of Luo Nan, looked at Xiao Li's slightly surprised expression, and stepped aside. I also hurried over and made melon-eating crowds with Yuri.

"Ronan, you look ...... Mature! Xiao Li withdrew his gaze from us and looked at Luo Nan intently.

Luo Nan lowered her head fiercely, and her bangs blocked half of her face. The already tall size and exquisite curves made Xiao Li stunned.

Ronan didn't look up, didn't speak, just his shoulders trembled slightly.

"Luo Nan......" Xiao Li took two steps closer, "Yesterday you said that you couldn't date me today, but I still want to see you." I have something to tell you that I need you to help me decide. ”

Luo Nan swallowed hard, listening to Xiao Li's voice with a male duck voice.

"My mother asked me to go abroad and I'm leaving tomorrow, but if you don't want me to go, I can not go." Xiao Li said as he slowly approached Luo Nan.

Ronan began to sobb lowly.

"Sister Ono has already told me about you, but I don't care," Xiao Li's hand gently climbed to Luo Nan's tearful face, "You will always be the most beautiful girl I have ever seen." ”

Luo Nan buried his face in Xiao Li's palm, and in the suppressed cry, tears dripped down his palm.

"I didn't tell Xiao Li about Luonan?" I lowered my voice to convey my surprise to Yuri.

"......," Yuri's mouth curled into a somber smile.

"Come, I'll carry you!" Xiao Li squatted down with his back to Yuri, "I promised you that I would carry you to ride the Ferris wheel." ”

I couldn't help but take a deep breath, looked at the scene in front of me, and suddenly felt that something was floating in my head, but I didn't catch it.

Then, the originally silent and gray playground was suddenly electrified, and a neon flashed brightly. Xiao Li picked up Luo Nan on his back, and with a thick happy and sad smile on their faces, they walked towards the Ferris wheel step by step.

"Do we need to keep up?" I turned to Yuri.

"No need." Yuri smiled in relief.

So Yuri and I stood with our hands in our hands, looking up at the spinning Ferris wheel, stunned. The sparkle in front of me is like the popular mobile phone screensaver in previous years.

"What have you been through since you separated?" Yuri asked me suddenly.

I thought about it, and picked and told him about meeting and getting separated from Luo Nan's father, as well as the story of meeting Xiao Li again in a car accident. As for the part of Manji's father, I digested it privately, so it should have nothing to do with Luonan's story.

Yuri frowned, pondered for a moment, and then asked me, what about the Banji doll.

I hurriedly rummaged through my pockets to find that the little thing was gone.

"I put it in my pocket!" I explained to Yuri.

Yuri waved his hand and said forget it if he couldn't find it.

Hearing him say this, I didn't insist anymore, but I was still confused in my heart, and I always felt that something was wrong, but I couldn't say it.

"You say, is this the first time Luo Nan has met Xiao Li?" I asked with some incomprehension.

"What's wrong? What are your thoughts? Yuri squinted at me, a sly smile hidden in his eyes.

Looking at his eyes, I felt that there was something wrong with this, "I can't say that I have any ideas, but I just think something is weird." Is it because of us that Xiao Li met Luo Nan? Actually, what I want to ask more is...... Xiao Li ...... Is it real? ”

I looked up at Yuri and saw a hint of surprise in his eyes?

"I didn't think you had a lot of potential in psychology." Yuri smiled, "That's right, there is a contradiction here. ”

"Oh? Really? Tell me about it! I suddenly came to my senses and urged.

"According to what we have learned before, Luo Nan has a very serious paternal plot, that is, a very serious anti-mother-father behavior."

I nodded, Yuri had said before that Ronan even thought he was his father's lover during the onset period, and his mother killed his father and deliberately caused an accident to remove Ronan's left eye out of jealousy.

"But when looking for a lover, girls usually unintentionally choose someone with similar characteristics and personality to their father or tend to find a mature and stable man who is much older than herself, so as to fill her emotional attachment to her father. However, Xiao Li you brought back, although he is two years older than Luo Nan, he is still the same age in the end, so he does not meet the characteristics of the father-lover plot. ”

"That's right! It's just that there is a contradiction here! "It dawned on me. In the past, I have heard many stories of girls falling in love with men more than 20 years older than themselves, and most of them are described as the result of father-love plots. And this kind of girl is naΓ―ve and immature in her evaluation of the same age and the opposite sex, so she will be rejected. And Xiao Li ...... It's really not a mature man.

"If you study the causes of the father-love plot in detail, there are generally two trajectories: one is that the father-love complex mostly appears in families where father and daughter depend on each other, or father and daughter are too close and mother and daughter are not close enough, which is an objective environmental reason. The second is that the personality of the paternal complex is mostly introverted, and many of them are squeamish, brutal, and willful, which is the reason for the subjective personality. Yuri cleared his throat and continued: "And I learned from Luonan's mother that when Luonan was a child, because of Luonan's mother's career, it was true that his father stayed with him for a longer time, which led to the father-daughter relationship being close to the mother-daughter relationship, which is in line with this. However, Luo Nan has been cheerful and sunny since he was a child, which is inconsistent with his subjective personality. ”

"But when we were in the main consciousness area before, we saw that Luo Nan found out about his father's extramarital affair when he was four or five years old, will this cause Luo Nan's personality to change?" I asked.

"It's possible. But at the same time, it also destroys the intimate relationship between father and daughter, so it has an impact on the objective environment. ”

Yuri said that neither of us said anything more. I silently digested it for a while, trying to sort out the somewhat complicated and messy relationship in between.

So Luo Nan has a strong father-love behavior in terms of appearance, but in essence, in his heart, he is alienated from his father because of his father's betrayal of the family. This can be seen from the fact that you meet Ronan's father but are unable to bring him to Ronan, and you find the monkey Banji representing Ronan's father at the scene of the car accident, but after meeting Ronan, the monkey disappears again. And," Yuri said to me, "deep down, the longing for love in Ronan's heart comes from the emotions of her peers, but she hides her true orientation in her subconscious, and outwardly shows her attachment to her father." So," Yuri sighed a little tiredly, "none of the previous treatments for Lonan worked, and that's probably the reason - the real crux of the disease is not paternal fetish. ”

"Oh, so the previous psychological counseling was all about trying to dredge up her abnormal feelings for her father, so it didn't work?" I asked.

"Yes." Yuri shrugged.

"But why did she deliberately show her father-love plot?"

"It may be a counter-state or compensatory displacement mechanism at work." Yuri groaned.

"What? What counter-perversion? Compensation? I asked, widening my eyes.

Yuri was a little absent-minded at this time, "This is obscure according to the explanation of psychology, simply put, it is to deliberately reverse the purpose in order to hide the true purpose, or to use an approximate way to open up a new way out." To explain by the example of Luo Nan, Luo Nan originally longed for the love of the opposite sex of the same age, but because of his own defects, he did not have the courage to accept and admit this desire, so he pretended that he loved his older and more familiar father, and deliberately transformed normal emotions into abnormal emotions, which was used to escape and hide the original true sexual psychology, which was 'counter-normal'; ”

I nodded thoughtfully, "So, Xiao Li may just be Luo Nan's illusion of the same age and opposite sex in his heart, and it may not be real?" ”

"It may or may not exist." Yuri was noncommittal.

I was about to ask more, but the Ferris wheel slowly stopped. Luo Nan walked out of a warehouse, lonely and lonely. Xiao Li disappeared. (To be continued.) )