Chapter 56: The Quiet Patient

The girl took the porridge and buns, said thank you weakly, and then devoured them. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. biquge。 infoI'm a little shocked, what has happened to this girl? Pale and thin, with a broken eye, and unable to even afford breakfast, it is really sympathetic and confusing.

I couldn't help but feel a little sad in my heart, and then I thought of Manji's father, and my heart was tense, and I couldn't breathe uncomfortably. I gasped for air, trying to ward off the pain in my heart. Suddenly, there seemed to be a slight rancid smell somewhere, faintly passing through. I sniffed hard, and it seemed to come from under the bed. I bent down and continued to look for the source of the stench, it could be that there were dead rats in the car.

"Sister, what are you doing?" The girl across from me asked me softly.

I looked up, "It seems to smell something, do you smell it?" ”

After I asked, the girl's face turned pale. "Oh, it's my feet that smell, it should be the smell of my shoes. Excuse me. The girl said and tucked her shoes under the bed.

Nani? No way? This...... For a moment I was extremely embarrassed. Yesterday I was unreasonable to others, and today I ...... Ay...... I smiled wryly, said "it's okay, it's okay," got up quickly, and pretended to go to the bathroom.

Standing at the junction between the carriages, I looked out through the windowpane. At this time, the green hills outside the window have changed color, barren mountains and loess, and occasionally skimmed dead trees, which took me even more and drove towards a barren land.

I paced towards the adjacent carriage. When I take a train, when it is not crowded, I like to go around the adjacent carriages, see what kind of people I will meet on this train, and then guess what kind of life they have. I don't know why I have such a preference, but this feeling of being a spectator gives me a sense of detachment.

I walked silently, there were really few people on this train. Originally, there were some people at the time of departure, but when they stood at one stop, there were more people going down, fewer people coming up, and there were more and more empty shops.

Walking through the two empty compartments, I saw a man sitting on the lower bunk, leaning back against the partition, turning his head to look out the window. Dressed in a gray casual suit, with slender legs, the silhouette looks stylish even if the face is sideways. He had his hands in his pockets, and he was in a trance.

I glanced at it lightly, and was about to turn my head, but I saw that the side face turned around, a smile on the eyebrows, a high nose bridge, and a thin lip moved, and a magnetic voice: "Up?" ”

"Yuri?" I was surprised, "What a coincidence, you're on this bus too?" ”

"Well, it's a coincidence." His mouth curved in an arc, but his calm appearance was not as surprised as mine.

"Are you in the car in S City?" I sat down next to him, looked at him and asked.

"Yes. And in the same place as you go. As he spoke, his left eyebrow moved upward.

"How do you know where I'm going?" I was even more surprised, "Can psychological counseling still be counted?" ”

Yuri couldn't help but laugh, "I saw it when you first got on the train to exchange your ticket. ”

"No wonder!" It dawned on me that it was no wonder that he wasn't surprised at all when he saw me. But after thinking about it, I felt even more strange, "Since you saw me in the first place, why didn't you say hello to me?" I stared at him with wide eyes and a feigned anger on my face.

He smiled and narrowed his eyes, and coldly stretched out his big hand to block my eyes, I was stunned, and then I heard him say: "Your eyes are so big, don't stare at them." ”

I suddenly felt a little embarrassed, took his hand, and said seriously: "I asked really, why didn't you pretend not to see me when you saw me in the morning?" ”

He smiled, and then said seriously: "In order not to startle the snake." ”

"Scare?" What does that mean? Am I a snake?

As if seeing through what I was thinking, he smiled and said, "Don't get me wrong, you're not a snake, just grass." ”

This guy actually compared me to grass, and I said angrily: "What kind of snake and grass, so you do psychological counseling, do you like to show your IQ so much?" ”

Yuri's face suddenly sank, and then he lowered his voice and said to me, "Since you're here, it's time to do me a favor." Without waiting for me to ask, he continued, "The girl who slept in your bunk is named Lonan. She is my patient and suffers from severe schizophrenia. You help me spy on her, and if she behaves in a special or strange way, send me a message. ”

I opened my mouth wide in shock, "You say she's a mental patient?" However, she doesn't seem to be anything abnormal except that she is shy and timid. ”

"Hmm." Yuri nodded, "This kind of patient is relatively quiet, has his own logical thinking, can cope with some daily communication, and even has a stronger thinking structure and cognition, so this kind of patient's condition is easy to ignore." But in reality, she has been sick for many years, and it is getting worse. ”

"So? So what are her symptoms? ”

"This ......," he said, hesitating.

"Can't you disclose the patient's privacy?" I guess psychologists should have confidentiality agreements with their patients.

"Not really. I'm temporarily requisitioning you as my assistant now, and it's okay to tell you, but I'm afraid that you will feel uncomfortable when you hear it. ”

Belch...... I forgot that I was also his "patient", but I, the patient, did not take the initiative, and hurriedly reported it, and never showed my face again. But since he came back from Lotus Mountain, he hasn't taken the initiative to contact me. Probably everyone is busy. "Are you afraid that telling me will irritate me and stimulate my 'condition'?" I squinted and looked at him defiantly.

He smiled wryly and spread his hands, looking helpless.

"What are her symptoms?" Getting back to the point, I asked with a frown, thinking about one of the little girl's eyes, I vaguely felt that her condition would be related to that eye.

When he was 12 years old, the family was driving out on an outing and got into a car accident. His father died in that accident, and she and her mother survived, and her mother was safe, but she was blind in one eye and had an eyeball removed. After that, her personality changed, and she often quarreled with her mother, which later progressed to the suspicion that her mother had deliberately murdered her father. In the end, it became a serious father-love plot, claiming that his father's lover was himself, and his mother wanted to take away his father's love, so she had murderous intentions, and her own eyes were also removed by her mother in order to disfigure her and collude with doctors. In order to get revenge, she tried to kill her mother countless times, but failed. Later, her mother sent her to a psychiatric hospital for treatment, and after she was discharged from the hospital, she had many recurrent seizures, and the drug control effect was not satisfactory. Last month, her mother approached me for psychological treatment. ”

"It's horrible." I sighed, "His mother must be in pain." ”

"Mothers are very painful, but patients are also painful, because they can't control their emotions, can't think with correct logic, can't form correct judgments and cognitions, they can't distinguish what is real and what is illusory, and finally they are coerced by auditory hallucinations and visual hallucinations, they are the real painful people." Yuri's face was calm, but the depth in his eyes hid an indescribable feeling.

"Don't worry, I'll watch her for you. I'll send you a message if there's anything. ”

"You have to be safe yourself. Mentally ill people can be more suspicious. Yuri stared into my eyes and said solemnly. (To be continued.) )