Xing'er suddenly felt discouraged and wanted to die, she wrote a suicide note and put it under her pillow, planning to die a hundred times, because she felt that her life without her brother was a crippled life and a painful life, she didn't want such a life, she didn't want to bear the pain of losing her brother, and she wanted to be freed as soon as possible. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

But in what way should we be liberated? If you jump off the building, if you don't fall to your death, and you get half of your body, then life is better than death.

Cutting the vein, it hurts too much, Xing'er is afraid of pain, and besides, there will be a lot of blood, it's too terrifying.

Then it's better to buy sleeping pills, right? It's like falling asleep, and this is the best way to die, but there are no sleeping pills in her room, and she has to find a way to go out and get them.

Apricot made up her mind, and finally on the morning of the fourth day, she opened the door to her room, and then, at once, two people rolled in.

Apricot was startled, and then she saw her father and brother get up from the ground and look at Apricot with great surprise, as if they had lost the most precious treasure in the world.

Especially his father, the moment he saw Xing'er, he was in tears, laughing and crying: "Xing'er, you are scared to death Dad, you don't eat or drink, if you have three long and two short, how can you let Dad live?" ”

Father's words made Xing'er's idea of suicide a little shaken.

Originally, she also resented her father, resenting him for irresponsibly bringing herself into this world and letting herself bear the pain of today, but now, seeing her father's grief, Xing'er's heart softened suddenly, if she died, would they be very sad?

At that moment, Xing'er's thoughts of suicide were completely shaken, her heart twitched slightly, and her eyes gradually became hot.

Originally, she decided that even if her father was her biological father, she would not forgive her, but when she saw her father standing in front of her, who was full of vicissitudes and gray temples, tears couldn't stop flowing.

There is also an elder brother, compared to his father, he is not much better, his face is haggard and his beard is scummy, Xing'er also saw that there was a faint mist in her brother's eyes, and then, her eyes were red.

Xing'er moved her lips and wanted to say something to comfort her father, but because of her emotions and the fact that she hadn't eaten for a few days, she suddenly felt that her eyes were dark, and she fainted on the ground all of a sudden.

When the Xiao family saw Xing'er fainting, they were all in a mess, at this time, no one noticed that Aunt Xiao was standing at the door of the room, looking at them coldly, she pursed her mouth, her hands were clenched into fists, her teeth were clenched, and her eyes revealed a fierceness.

Everyone was only concerned about rescuing Xing'er, and no one noticed that Aunt Xiao, who had also locked herself in the room for a few days, suddenly showed a cold smile on her face.

Xiao Yihan and his son hurriedly sent Xing'er to the hospital, and after the doctor examined Xing'er, he concluded that she was hungry and faint because she hadn't eaten for a few days.

Uncle Xiao was even more distressed when he saw his daughter become like this, and felt that it was his own fault that he had harmed his daughter like this, so he blamed himself very much and regretted it very much, sighing all day long.

Although Xiao Yihan was also very ruthless about his father's irresponsibility, when he saw his painful appearance, he didn't blame him too much, but his attitude towards him seemed more distant than before. He felt that his father had hurt two people because of his irresponsibility, one was Xing'er and the other was his mother, these two people were his relatives and dearest people, so even if the culprit was his father, Xiao Yihan still had no way to forgive him at once.

Xing'er was also full of resentment towards her father, but when she saw her father's self-blame look, her heart softened again, she lay on the hospital bed, looked at her father with guilt, and muttered to herself: "Dad, why did you give birth to me?" If it weren't for me, you wouldn't be so miserable, would you? ”

Uncle Xiao looked at Xing'er distressedly, and said in a strange tone, "Xing'er, what stupid things are you talking about?" If you didn't have you, Dad wouldn't be able to live, Dad was uncomfortable enough, so you shouldn't say such frustrating things anymore, okay? ”

Xing'er opened her blank eyes, looked at her father with a vicissitudes of life, and said weakly: "But, my appearance makes you all unhappy, right?" ”

Uncle Xiao showed a trace of embarrassment on his face, and repeatedly said to Xing'er in a very unnatural tone: "Xing'er, it's all Daddy's bad, if you want to blame your father, right?" It's okay for you to punch your dad twice, as long as you don't hold it in your heart. It's Dad's absurdity, this kind of grievance that my daughter has suffered, Dad is also very sad, you just need to hit Dad a few times, Dad will feel better, okay? ”

As she spoke, Aunt Xiao really put her head in front of Xing'er and tilted her head to let Xing'er beat.

Xing'er stretched out a trembling hand and touched two handfuls on her father's already a little gray head, and her heart was sour, the man in front of her gave her life and raised herself for twenty years, but now she asked herself to beat her, how could she do it?

Xing'er stroked her father's head and said in a hoarse voice, "Dad, I don't blame you, I just want ...... I'm just your adopted daughter, not your ...... Biological daughter ......"

Where did Uncle Xiao know Xing'er's thoughts, he would only say such things if Xing'er was jealous of her identity as an illegitimate daughter.

In addition, Xing'er is a smart girl, since this incident happened, Aunt Xiao, who used to spoil Xing'er, suddenly became cold to Xing'er, Xing'er must feel that she was abandoned by her, and she must be very uncomfortable.

Uncle Xiao held Xing'er's hand and said in a trembling voice: "Xing'er, whether you are an adopted daughter or Dad's biological daughter, you are my daughter anyway, so you don't have any worries, okay?" You will always be Daddy's most beloved baby daughter......"

Xing'er didn't speak, nodded silently, she knew that her father would never understand how desperate and hateful she was to be his own daughter.

Uncle Xiao raised his head, looked at Xing'er's thin cheeks, and said with great pity: "It's all Daddy's bad, let my Xing'er suffer such a big grievance, alas, it's all my fault, in fact, your mother also loves you, but she can't accept it for a while, believe me, after a while, she will slowly accept this fact, after all, you have had a mother-son relationship for twenty years, she just didn't figure it out for a while, and when she figured it out, she will still want to love you as before, so, don't take it too seriously, okay?" ”