Tang Youran knew that Sophie Su used the word Plato to describe her relationship with "Ma Bao Man" Brother Cheng, and she was really protecting herself. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

Although I have graduated from college for so many years, I still think back to the scene when I walked around the campus with her brother Acheng, the picture will still be so warm.

Tang Rouran would even continue to find some incredible excuses to excuse Ah Cheng when she was very sad.

After all, people's parents are in important positions, and such an official family will still have some expectations for the children in their own family. They may still hope that their children can be free from any stains in their whole lives, and children who come out of an ordinary family like her Tang Youran will still inadvertently give some unpleasant experiences to many things.

This is the meaning of the word "friend" between her and Ah Cheng, its existence not only protects Tang Youran's identity without any shortcomings, but also achieves Ah Cheng's image of an "excellent boy".

Back then, on the eve of graduation, Tang Youran tried to tell Ah Cheng that she didn't want to be just a friend with Ah Cheng in this ambiguous definition, she hoped to become Ah Cheng's eternal lover and lifelong companion.

But the reality is always quite cruel, in the graduation season when everyone is busy looking for a job, the "crown prince" Ah Cheng decisively refused Tang Youran's "harassment" and confiding on the grounds that he wanted to continue to study on an alien planet.

Tang Youran is like a guinea pig who comes and goes when she is called, in this relationship, she will never be able to achieve her true self, she will always be a chess piece, at the mercy of Ah Cheng, but she has no strong right to speak.

In that situation, it was easy for people to lose themselves and lose their direction.

Because once some dreams that are taken for granted are shattered without warning, many times, people are unwilling to accept the tragic experience of being pulled out of the role in an instant.

Tang Youran didn't show great hysteria, which even her roommate at the time Sophie didn't expect.

But is Tang Rouran sad?

To be honest, sad, it can be said to be very sad.

At night during that time, the wind suddenly became very strong, and the night became very cold, and when he walked from the internship unit to the school dormitory in the wind, Tang Youran's tears were always dried before they fell.

-Yes, a girl like me is not even allowed to shed tears.

Tang Youran will always secretly laugh at himself like this.

In her opinion, during that period of life, even the wet and salty air around her had a certain dark and mocking atmosphere.

Thankfully, though, she survived, relying on her own strong heart that she didn't want to be defeated.

Today, sitting in such a warm room, if it weren't for Sophie Su's mention, she Tang Youran would never have thought of these things.

Although the unbearable past has tormented her all these years, she doesn't want others to see the ridiculous truth.

She didn't want anyone else to know what she thought, she wanted to dodge, and she tried every possible way to escape the shackles of emotion.

But, at the same time, she is very eager for these things to come, because only in such moments can she feel that she has truly loved, that she has been brave, that she has worked hard, that she has been real.

Because that broken love once brought her the most beautiful yearning.

But now she didn't dare to yearn for it, she was afraid, afraid of being hurt, afraid of being ruthlessly spurned again.

Now, she is timid, and more realistic than before.

As a little girl whose parents divorced and grew up with her grandmother, the warmth and education she originally received were actually no worse than others.

However, that wrong, and even very selfish encounter, made Tang Youran start to re-examine himself.

Maybe she's incomplete, from the beginning.

It still is!

"Actually, I didn't want to hide it from anyone, but now that fewer people are asking me, I can pretend not to care much." Tang leisurely drank all the red wine in the cup, looking like he wanted to use this glass of wine to forget all the unhappiness in the past.

In the past, Sophie felt that she was a superwoman, and seeing her good friend depressed and sad every day, Sophie Su wanted to help her best friend come out, or to be more precise, she should have escaped. Escaping from that piece of land is always a dark, lifeless time.

But later, Sophie found out that she was wrong.

She may never be able to help Tang Youran, if a person is not willing to come out of this emotion first, all the encouragement and attempts from the outside world are in vain.

Sophie also hates that Ah Cheng, he is really a monster who is very good at using words to define and figure out other people's emotions.

This is a completely sick psychology, but in Tang Youran's body, he obviously found an extraordinary sense of victory, which made him want to continue, and also made Tang Youran immersed in it and couldn't extricate himself.

And when Ah Cheng wanted to stop, everything turned into the end of a farce because of his will.

In the face of this farce, Sophie had an urge to tear this scumbag alive, but the scumbag fled to the unknown alien planet first, and continued to plague innocent girls, while the empty memories and scarred Tang Youran became a memorial to the selfish and conceited world.

"Let's go in love! Don't think so much, go find a sunny man and have a positive and healthy relationship. There are still many good men, don't deny all good people because it doesn't go well once. Sophie's tone was very relaxed, and in her opinion, Tang Youran's window period was too long.

If a person is always immersed in a sad thing and cannot extricate himself, it is a very unwise self-abuse.

If a person always feels that he is not ready, he will never be ready.

Time is the best healing medicine, but if you rely too much on it, it will lead to mental disorders in the emotional world due to drug poisoning.

In love?

Tang Youran didn't think about it, but who to go with?

There is something profound about this question.

The boy I met this afternoon gave her a very different feeling, but how could a chance encounter without any contact information happen again.

"It's up to fate." Tang said with a wry smile.

If the encounter with each other will be inevitable, then there will always be a chance to meet again unexpectedly.

Tang Youran secretly guessed.