Chapter 140: Carving Heart Monologues
Jingyan said that she entered Yang Su's mansion and became a maid in the mansion, because of her strong martial arts, she often stood beside Yang Su with red Buddha dust, so people called her the red whisk girl. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info
Isn't the Red Whisk Girl Zhang Chuchen? She grew up in Yang Su's Mansion since she was a child, why did she become Xie Ziyu?
It seems that the Red Whisk Girl has eloped with Li Jing at this time. Zipei couldn't help but think of the red whisk girl in the later romance and eloped with Li Jing and tied the knot, and "Siluo is not an only child, may I trust Liang Qiao", it seems to be apocryphal, as if she is not so rich in vocabulary as a Qin person, but her vision is still cannibalistic, her sword can never be compared, after marrying Li Jing, her sword is also rusty, it seems that her words have made the Tang Dynasty have one less heroine and one more good wife and mother.
He wanted to go to see the palace master of Cuiwei Palace, but there were signs of the Nine Palaces hanging everywhere in the stronghold of Cuiwei Palace, and it seemed that the price of this Murong Yan's trip was not small! It can be seen that neither of these two women is worrying, and they are both thinking of ways to annex each other.
Of course, Zipei didn't know that Murong Yan was negotiating with Jiugong with her other identity, and wanted to recover the stronghold that had been occupied by Jiugong, but Zipei's brand was very effective; Cuiwei Palace's negotiations were very successful, because Jiugong did not dare to provoke Zipei, and Jiugong also investigated Murong Yan is Zheng Ruyan. It's that suffocatingly beautiful girl. In fact, it doesn't all depend on Zipei's reputation, one is that the disciples of Cuiwei Palace who originally surrendered were originally just a temporary expedient measure, and the other is that the two sides are evenly matched, and Jiugong's occupation of Cuiwei Palace's territory is also derived from rumors, and now that the palace master is back, Jiugong is unwilling to form a substantial relationship with Cuiwei Palace; It seems that Zipei is just a straw that overwhelms the other party.
In fact, he could have found Murong Yan along the path of the right envoy of Cuiwei Palace, but he didn't dare to go to the right envoy just by borrowing a few of his guts. But her slippery body is still quite sophisticated.
The left envoy, Zhang Xiuqin, who gave himself a dowry, hadn't seen each other for a while.
Just from the right envoy's sword, the nine palaces of the Liniang came to find a match, she is pot-bellied, shy with this big belly, at a glance there are six months, Zipei pinched his fingers and calculated, that incident is less than four months, and the belly is fake.
Some people say that her belly is fake, she is quite clever, and she says that she is pregnant with quadruplets.
Zipei went to see Pan'er again, maybe this was the last time he saw her in the world, he felt in the depths of his heart that they were the last time they met, so he cherished this meeting very much, so to put it mildly, he almost broke his chest with a knife; If it were possible, he would be willing to rip out his own heart with a knife and carefully re-carve a perfect heart according to her setting.
According to the original agreement, he stood in a wide area about fifty meters away from her, and of course there were a group of her disciples in this fifty meter area, a group of Jiugong disciples who looked forward to her, most of them regarded her as a benefactor, and many people's second life was given by her.
Zi Pei is shouting:
"I know that you like him very much, and that he is the most perfect image of your heart; But he is unique in your heart's attachment, and when he is gone, the perfection of your heart's expectation dies with his departure, and your heart dies immediately. However, my heart has always been boiling, but you have been perfecting his perfect image in your heart, and you have completely ignored the real me; You may not know that in this world, there is no longer such a perfect Zipei. This is the reality. Maybe you're not willing to accept it. It's just that the most perfect image in the world has never existed in reality, and his perfection is all in your heart; However, all kinds of lacking he still dances around you like a ghost, you are disgusted, you are hesitant, you are helpless, but this is life, real life; This is the most realistic world.
The perfect one is what you have condensed in your heart with twenty years of beautiful past and decades of longing for the future; You have not given yourself the most subtle inspiration to carve a realistic one with your heart, you don't even have the slightest courage to have such the cheapest idea, and you have never given yourself a chance to carve a whole new one; Because you're afraid, you're afraid that the image you carved out of yourself isn't perfect.
Shaping is a simple project of image illusion in the cerebral cortex. As long as people live, shaping is the simplest and easiest ideal project to achieve. Engraving, on the other hand, requires the full play of a person's ingenuity; With heart, a sincere heart to conceive; Use your hands, a pair of dexterous hands, to portray one stroke at a time, to build a realistic version of him.
Your expectations are too high, so from the beginning you lost an opportunity to carve a realistic him with your heart.
He who has been shaped in your heart cannot exist in reality; Because he's too perfect. So you shut your mind out of this world, a paradise where you alone exist.
I'm your son in reality, it's just that you don't want to admit it. You measure me by the measure of perfection in your heart, so I am a crumb.
I know that you are guarding him like a jade, you are worried about him day and night, and even you have lost a true self for him; I know that you must have been an enthusiastic and unrestrained girl when you were young, but now you have lost a true self and indulged in calculations and intrigues every day. I know that this is not the life you need, your needs are actually very simple, a child you have shaped.
I don't blame you, I know that I am too far from your standard, but I am constantly improving myself, hoping that I can meet your standard in the future; However, a person's life cycle is limited, especially for a woman, youth is more precious. I just hope you'll give me a chance to carve two perfect hearts together.
I know your wishes, you just want to carve the most perfect heart in the world. And why don't I want to use my own ingenuity and dexterity to carve a delicate heart to cater to your good wishes?
You're all I'm all I have.
Do you want to know what I use to carve a heart like this?
I am carving this dexterous heart with spirit and flesh. ”
He was frantically crying out for the love in his heart, but fifty meters away, he felt too far away from him, too far away to reach even if he looked up; He knew, of course, that it was the distance between the galaxies of the two hearts.
Zibei knows that she may be her him, but due to the loss of memory, some of her personality and temperament have changed; But it's just a feeling of personal bias. Maybe he wasn't the person she was in her heart at all.
The distance between the two is not that you don't know me in front of you, but that you don't have me in your heart at all. Sub-match sighs.
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