Chapter 70: An Illusion That Can't Be Given Up
Foot?
My heart throbbed. Pen fun and pavilion www.biquge.info
Following my feet, my gaze climbed all the way up. Then through the faint dust mist, I saw the faces that made me feel the most.
Thick and slightly curly hair, a high nose bridge, and thin lips are just eyes that should have been clear and bright, covered with a layer of darkness, and you can't see the familiar tenderness.
It's Manji's father!
My heart trembled.
Such a figure is what I want to see day and night! In my heart, I never left for a moment! But now that it was so close, I knew it was a terrible trap, and I didn't know what dangerous trap it would lead me to!
It's so hateful, you can pretend to be anyone, and you can actually disguise yourself as Manji's father!
I got up in resentment and looked at the shadow, trying to keep my eyes on him until I saw through his disguise!
But the eyes were getting brighter and clearer, and even saw a warm smile overflowing from them, almost saying, "Baby, you're here." ”
I took two steps back in shock, shook my head and said impossible, don't make a mistake, it's obviously an illusion, just like the previous lesson!
"Baby, are you okay?" The illusion actually spoke!
I looked up, and Daddy Manji looked at me with a smirk, and reached out and stroked my face.
"Nope! No! This is not true! I quickly lowered my head and took two steps back, trying to tell myself that this was not true, it was not true, that Manji's father was dead, gone, and could never be in my world again, and that I could never see him, touch him, kiss him, or snuggle up to him again...... It's impossible, it's impossible......
Thinking of this, I couldn't help but fall down in tears, I bit my lip tightly, I was so scared in my heart, afraid that I wouldn't be able to hold on, afraid that I wouldn't be able to see clearly. There is also hatred, hate why I am always so weak, hate why I always only know how to cry, hate why I accidentally lost my manji father, hate why I can't even protect the person I love.
The chaotic emotions seemed to explode into a pot, rampaging through my head, and I couldn't contain it.
I couldn't take it anymore, I felt so desperate, so sad, so painful! ……
"Don't be afraid, baby, I'm here. Come on, hug! In his ears was a gentle voice that he knew all too well.
"Don't ...... Don't come here...... "I can't stop crying.
"Let me hug you, why are you so ruthless, you don't want me?"
How could you not want to? I think about it day and night, I think about it every inch, I think about it, I think about it, as long as I can exchange you for it, I can do anything! But you're not really, no! You're just hallucinating, just hallucinating!
I sobbed, but I couldn't help but look up at him. How so? How can you show such an expression? Bitter, forbearing, painful, but still with a shallow smile?
I was shocked and stepped back, and he pressed forward step by step. The hot and sad eyes, the slightly hooked corners of the mouth, and the breathtaking smile......
That's not my Manji father, it's not my Ah Zhe, who can it be?
I don't want to endure it anymore, I don't want to go against my heart anymore, I don't want to bear the pain of parting anymore, I don't want to bear the pain of parting anymore, I just want him to be by my side!
I can't bear it!!
I rushed up and hugged him fiercely, hugging this familiar body fiercely, this warm breath, the faint sweet taste exhaled from his nose, isn't it the person I think about day and night? My tears flowed freely.
Manji's father stroked my hair, and his gentle and magnetic voice came from his ears: "Baby, finally goodbye, after a long time, I'm afraid you won't remember me." ”
"How could it be! How can it be?! I looked up and looked at him eagerly.
He laughed deeply, his eyebrows and eyes crooked, and his slightly curled lips were gently covered, still so soft. His long, thick eyelashes left a small shadow on his face, covering his lightly closed eyes.
Suddenly, he opened his eyes and looked at me in amazement, "Little thing, why don't you close your eyes when kissing?" ”
I burst out laughing, and a warm current swelled up in my heart, but the next second it turned bitter. "I'm afraid that as soon as I close my eyes, you'll disappear again." I said softly, my voice shaking.
"No, as long as you think about me, I'll always be there." His voice was soft but firm, and even his eyes were unmistakable.
"Hmm!" I nodded vigorously, so happy, really happy! It's good to keep it like this......
We hugged each other, grinding our ears and temples, and told each other about the sadness of these days. I told him how I had run to the store to look for him and there was already a lot of people, how I couldn't sleep at night, and I almost mistook someone for him. He listened quietly, smiled softly, and then left a dense kiss on my neck with his lips.
I was itchy and sweet, and let his strong arms wrap around me, and I took his hand, and rested my head on his broad, familiar chest, and prepared it to be so tired that the sea withered.
In this way, we indulged in the boundless happiness of you and me, but suddenly there was a heavy blow in the back of the head, and my eyes widened, but I saw that my eyes were rapidly darkening.
At the last moment of falling, I saw that gentle face blurred, and finally turned into a cloud of black gas, disappeared into nothingness, and the next second I fell into boundless darkness.
"Don't ...... Don't ......"
"Miss, wake up. Miss! ”
I snapped my eyes open to a strange man.
Where's Manji's father? I stood up and looked around, but there was no one in sight.
"Miss, that's just an illusion, not a reality." The man was full of words.
"Bastard! Did you knock me out? Where's Manji's father? Isn't it you! Anger welled up in my heart, and I grabbed him by the collar and asked incoherently.
"Girl, don't, calm down! I'm here to save you! The man waved his hand again and again, "You were caught in the obstacle just now, trapped in your own desires, if you don't wake up, you will always be trapped here!" ”
"Who wants you to care!" I went crazy with rage and pushed him away!
The man took two steps back, but stood still. Shaking his head helplessly, he sighed fiercely.
"Illusory is illusory after all, what you hold tightly is nothing more than a stream of ashes, no matter how persistent you are, it is not him who feels your heart."
I know what he says must be true, but I just want to be with him. Where is the difference between being able to be together?
"I want you to be nosy!" I couldn't help but crouch down and cry. yes, I just want him to be around, even if I know it's not real from the beginning, but as long as I don't wake up, he'll always be there for me.
The man sighed again, said no more, and stood with his head bowed to the side, not knowing what he was thinking.
I cried for a long time as if no one was around, until I was so tired of crying that I couldn't cry anymore that I stopped. Then his eyes were red and swollen, and he secretly scolded himself for being useless, only knowing how to cry, and he couldn't even protect his lover. Thinking about it, my nose was sour again.
"Okay girl, stop crying." The man finally couldn't stand it anymore, "How did you come here?" ”
Hearing this, I remembered to look up at the man in front of me.
In his thirties, he is more than 1.7 meters tall, not short, thin, and ordinary-looking, but he looks quite kind.
"Who are you?" I was five points strange and five points wary.
"I'm Lonan's dad." The man said in a deep voice.
"What?" My mouth opened wide in surprise. "You're Lonan Daddy? Who's in that villa? ”
"Uh...... "The man looked confused, "it's me, too." ”
"Huh?" I was even more surprised. The sparrow is you, too, and the phoenix is you?
The man saw my surprise and laughed awkwardly. "The me you see in the villa is the one who has been beautified and retouched in Luonan's childhood memories, so it will be a little different."
Where is something different, is it very different? I thought to myself.
"In this way......" I looked at the man in front of me again as I looked at the man again. Narrow eyes, eyebrows are also thick and black, but they are not so close, mouth...... There is also a beard type...... It's really a bit like the previous "Luo Nan Dad", no wonder you feel kind at first glance. It's just that these facial features are not as delicate as those in the villa, the cheekbones are also higher, and the two faces are compared to each other, just like "before Meitu" and "after Meitu", "buyer show" and "seller show".
"Oh...... I see. I smiled wryly. The so-called lover is out of the eyes, there are no ugly parents in the world, probably this is the truth.
"Huh? What about the figures? I suddenly remembered that before I met "Manji Dad", I was clearly outflanked by those strange figures! In an instant, the hairs on his body were tied up again.
"Those are just illusions in your heart, formed by your fears, and when you encounter them...... After that vision, fear was no match for desire, so the shadows disappeared. Dad Lonan explained.
Fear and desire......" I see. ”
"By the way, you're her father, why are you on the edge of consciousness? I mean, two dads, in different places. I was afraid that I would not be able to express myself clearly, so I added another sentence. When I first learned of his identity, I wondered about it.
"I don't know," the man shrugged, "but suddenly it was here." Moreover, I could only approach the villa, but I could not enter, there was an invisible barrier blocking me. ”
"So?" I have some regrets that I didn't get the answers I wanted. "Have you seen Ronan here? She's been looking for her eyeballs, you know? I pressed further.
"I know. It's just that...... Her eyes were caused by an accident and could not be recovered. Father Ronan was saddened.
"So, you've seen Lonan here?" I'll ask again.
"Yes. But she asked me for eyes, and I told her that there was no way, so she hated me in her heart and kept avoiding me. His expression became even more sad, and his hand was between his brows, looking very depressed.
Looking at the man in front of me, a trace of sourness welled up in my heart.
How much enmity can there be between parents and children? You give birth to me, so I love me, and I love you because I believe in you. There is never a love in this world for no reason, but the love of parents is like that; There is no hatred in this world that cannot be dissolved, especially the love of family. That's what my father told me.
"Let's go to Lonan, get her forgiveness, and take her back to the Lord's consciousness." I said lightly, but firmly. (To be continued.) )