Chapter 638: Doubts
After being silent for a long time, Shangguan Haolan's voice whispered softly in Fang Mengyan's ear: "Mengyan. I miss you so much.? Bayi Chinese Network (八)(八)(八).? 8?1?Z(a)(viii). (1) C?O?M"
After Fang Mengyan heard Shangguan Haolan's words, tears fell from his eyes. Tears dripped down one by one, wetting Shangguan Haolan's shoulders, and Shangguan Haolan didn't notice it at all, and his whole body was on the person in his arms.
"Mengyan, there is one more thing I have to tell you. I came back this time, and for some reason, the emperor wanted to give me a decree to marry. Shangguan Haolan paused, and obviously felt the body of the little man in his arms tremble. hurriedly explained: "Mengyan, don't worry, I have already refused the emperor's marriage. The emperor didn't embarrass me. It's just that. The days ahead will be even more difficult. Shangguan Haolan's heart trembled, and the hand holding Fang Mengyan tightened and tightened, as if he wanted to rub the person in his arms into his body.
"Dream Words?" Shangguan Haolan obviously felt that Fang Mengyan was silently pushing away his embrace, and there was a trace of doubt in his heart, and he asked softly.
Fang Mengyan's heart was very uncomfortable. was originally because his father opposed his marriage to Shangguan Haolan, and exerted pressure to stop it. Now because the emperor wants to give marriage to Shangguan Haolan. Although the emperor just mentioned it, he was refuted by Shangguan Haolan, but Shangguan Haolan had promised to accept the marriage a few years later. Even if it can be delayed for a few years, it is only temporary, and it cannot be delayed for a lifetime. What should come will come. If Shangguan Haolan refuses the emperor's marriage at that time, it will not be as relaxed and happy as it is today. After all, the face of the royal family is here, and Shangguan Haolan cannot tolerate Shangguan Haolan's repeated provocations.
When Fang Mengyan thought of this, his heart was even more hopeless. I had to hold back my tears, silently pushed Shangguan Haolan away, and stood aside.
Shangguan Haolan looked at the person standing in front of him, thinking about it for a long time, and the joy in his heart was indescribable. Looking at the tears hanging in the corners of Fang Mengyan's eyes, his heart was even more distressed, so he raised his hand and stretched out to Fang Mengyan's cheek, wanting to gently remove the tears from the corners of Fang Mengyan's eyes.
Fang Mengyan subconsciously took a step back, and hurriedly dodged Shangguan Haolan's hand that was about to touch him.
There was a slight awkwardness in the air.
How. What's wrong?
"Dream Words. I." Shangguan Haolan walked forward and took a step closer to Fang Mengyan. Who knew that Fang Mengyan hurriedly took a few steps back in a panic, stretched out a hand, tried to block his sight, turned his head, and pleaded in his tone: "Don't come here!" ”
Shangguan Haolan's footsteps froze, with a little disbelief and a little loss in his eyes. He asked, "Dream Yan?" Are you mad at me? ”
Fang Mengyan put down his hand, looked at Shangguan Haolan who was far away from him, forcibly suppressed the reluctance and distress in his heart, bit his lip tightly, as if he was about to drip blood, and his slightly hoarse voice exploded in Shangguan Haolan's mind like thunder.
"Haolan, you. Don't come to me again. Fang Mengyan said, not daring to look at Shangguan Haolan. I'm afraid that when I see him, I won't be able to hold back my tears anymore.
Shangguan Haolan's face was incredulous. The look in his eyes began to panic. "You. . . What happened to you? "I didn't like you from the beginning. I approached you for a purpose, I wanted to win over the huge power of your Shangguan family, so I couldn't pretend to love you. Now that the emperor has given you a marriage, I don't have any conditions to take advantage of, and I don't need you anymore. You go, and don't come to me again. Fang Mengyan almost gritted his teeth and said these words. After speaking, he didn't look at Shangguan Haolan beside him, tilted his head sideways, and gently closed his eyes to prevent tears from falling.
Only Shangguan Haolan, who was left with a shocked face, stood to the side in a daze, his eyes were in a trance.
"No, it's impossible, it's impossible, Mengyan, don't mess with me, okay?" Shangguan Haolan couldn't care so much, and hurriedly walked to Fang Mengyan's side, grabbed Fang Mengyan's shoulder, and forced Fang Mengyan's body to turn around, letting her look at herself.
"There's no way we're going to be together." Fang Mengyan said calmly. It's as if nothing happened.
"You say, you lied to me, you're not like this, Mengyan, you say, you say!" Shangguan Haolan was a little irrational, only grabbing Fang Mengyan's shoulders and shaking constantly.
He always felt that at this moment, he felt as if he was dreaming. When I woke up, nothing happened, and everything was the same as before.
Fang Mengyan turned around and shook Shangguan Haolan's hands away, with a little anger in his eyes, and cried at Shangguan Haolan heartbreakingly: "You go!" I've been using you! Are you a fool? Can't understand what I'm saying? I'm telling you to go! ”
Shangguan Haolan hung his head, the look in his eyes disappeared little by little, and was replaced by a pair of dead eyes.
It turned out all this. It's all fake. What love at first sight, what love is long, unexpectedly, it is all pretended? Hehe, he was stupidly kept in the dark, like a fool and let others play with him. I really am. It's ridiculous.
Shangguan Haolan lowered his head, slowly raised it, and looked at the person he had loved so much in front of him, his hazy teary eyes closed, and he opened a pair of ruthless eyes again. Shangguan Haolan's heart was full of resentment, his hands clenched his fists fiercely, gurgling, word by word, almost gritted his teeth and said the words: "I, Shangguan Haolan, am really blind to like a scheming woman like you." From now on, you and I will be cut off from each other, and there will be no more relationship. ”
Shangguan Haolan took out a purse that looked like a treasure from his arms and held it fiercely in his hand. He almost tore his purse apart and threw it angrily at Fang Mengyan's feet.
"This thing, give it back to you." After Shangguan Haolan finished speaking, he turned around and left the courtyard. There was never a look back.
Fang Mengyan couldn't hold back any longer, looking at the purse lying quietly on the ground, tears welling up. Slowly kneeling on the ground, his face pale. He looked very haggard. Fang Mengyan picked up the purse in front of him, put it in his hand and touched it again and again. Take a closer look.
It's very well preserved. Like new.
Like, as if nothing had happened. He's still him, I'm still me. There was no further involvement. Fang Mengyan clutched his purse tightly and stood up, leaving only a lonely figure and walking towards his room.
The wind blows and the leaves slowly slide down with the wind, as if to remind people that winter has come. Why, why did things turn out the way they were? Shangguan Haolan was very puzzled. Slowly walked back to Shangguan Mansion.
But he didn't go into the house, but walked into the garden, and sat on the stone bench in the garden, staring blankly at the fish playing in the pond in front of him.
"Fish, fish, it would be nice if I could be as free as you are." Shangguan Haolan sat lonely on the side, the wind blowing the fallen leaves, and it seemed a little sad.
(End of chapter)