Chapter 15: Yu Li's Thoughts (2)

Yuli's father and mother are both honest people, but being together with two honest people does not mean happiness. Pen ~ fun ~ Ge www.biquge.info father is a truck driver, perennial outside to pull goods, mother is a bank clerk, the two have different backgrounds, in life the two of them deal with, solve things in the opposite way. The mother is an assertive and strong woman, she thinks that her husband is wrong, she teaches her husband and children, and is in charge of the accounts and finances of the family; Yuli's father has a lot of salary, but he has many friends, likes to make friends, and spends a lot of money. Yuli's mother thinks that her husband has made friends with wine and meat, and every time her father and friends get together, the two will inevitably quarrel when they come home.

For Yuli, every day before the age of 10 is spent in the quarrel of her parents. The junior high school homeroom teacher took Yuli's diary and handed it to Yuli's mother, and said earnestly: "Yuli's mother, I don't know why you and Yuli's father quarreled, but I want to say that this behavior of your husband and wife is very bad for Yuli's growth." There are a lot of things written in the diary about your quarrels, and I think you husband and wife should reflect on it. I have taught many children, and their academic performance and school performance have a lot to do with their families. Yuli's grades are a bit up and down......"

When she got home, Yuli's mother was so angry that she threw the diary in her face, "Look at what you wrote?" What are you doing stupidly writing down your family affairs in your diary? Is it a joke? ”

"Am I writing it wrong? You and Dad often quarrel over some small things, and you blame me? Other people's parents don't quarrel, but my parents quarrel every day, and I don't want to go home....."

"Sometimes I wonder if it's my fault that you're fighting, but then I know it's not because of me, it's because the two of you don't fit in at all. Divorce you! 13-year-old Yuli already knew that her parents were not suitable, and when she graduated from high school, Zhang Jun proposed to get engaged, although Yuli liked Zhang Jun very much, she still did not agree. Later, Zhang Jun did not apply for Jinghua's study, but went to Haicheng. Yuli also regretted it, but the shadow of her childhood has been haunting her heart, she is afraid that she is not good enough, can not bear the burden of the family that a hostess can bear, afraid that she and her husband quarrel, the child will become a victim.

She doesn't hate her parents, they are just poor people, but they don't have the courage to resist gossip from the outside world, their loveless marriage is an "arranged" marriage by the family; I don't want to be laughed at because of the divorce, so I choose to maintain it; The ending is that the mother is seriously ill, the medicine is useless, the money is spent, and the unhappy marriage is such an ending. Yuli didn't want to repeat the mistakes of the past.