Chapter 47: The Pain of Falling Out of Love
Listening to Prince Sawi's truest confession, Shanshan's tears also flowed, "You want to share your majestic kingdom, your future, and your happiness with Black Butterfly Feifei!" Share everything you have, but what about me? What am I? ”
"Your Royal Highness the Prince, you have to cheer up, sort out your emotions, marrying Miss Shanshan is the most important thing, don't give up your efforts!" The high priest of Chuantong continued to persuade Sawi, "Miss Shanshan is the owner of the Golden Feather Crown, she is the most suitable wife for you, it can be seen that Miss Shanshan is sincere to you, you have to take advantage of this opportunity, she is the queen of the Mandate of Heaven, if she becomes someone else's wife, it will probably have a great impact on your future ambitions, whether the legend of the Golden Feather Crown is true or not, but her influence on the folk can not be underestimated, you must not be confused, a misstep into a thousand hatreds!" ”
"Golden Feather Crown?" Shanshan had a question mark in her heart, and suddenly remembered the golden crown she had obtained in the Sea God Temple, "It turned out to be because of it!" ”
Shanshan finally understood why happiness came so quickly, and all dreams came true so easily, it turned out that it was because of the golden feather crown, because of that ancient legend. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info
Shanshan completely lost her spirit, her whole body was weak, and she sat on the ground along the wall, her heart ached, it turned out that everything was just a joke played by fate on her! Under such a reason, how else can she marry Savi? If you don't love, why bother: if you don't love, how can you stay together for life, how to face a person who doesn't love you every day, will that kind of marriage be more painful! Emotions are such a thing, how do they look like?
Sansa struggled to brace herself and slowly walked out of the place, her staggering steps as if she had lost her soul and bones.
A quarter of an hour passed.
"Who?" A snap came from behind Sanshan.
It turned out that the September Knight was on a night patrol with his guards, and suddenly he saw a shadow shaking in the garden, and he was keenly aware that he immediately led people to rush over, fearing that something would be wrong.
When the September Knight saw that it was Shanshan, he couldn't help but be a little surprised, "Miss Shanshan, it's late at night, you... Why don't you rest in your bedroom? The September Knight dodged his gaze, not daring to look directly at Shanshan, Shanshan suddenly came out at night, still wearing a thin gauze skirt, her graceful figure loomed, although there was no expression on her face, but her beautiful appearance still exuded an indescribable charm in the moonlight, the September Knight was a little embarrassed, after all, she was the fiancée of the prince, and he wanted to avoid suspicion.
"You're busy, I can't sleep, come out for a walk!" Shanshan didn't look at the September Knight, and now she couldn't see anyone in her heart, just walked forward mechanically.
"You? Are you sure it's okay? Looking at Sanshan's dejected appearance, the September Knight was a little uneasy, "That... For your safety! Let me accompany you! This night is very heavy, you are not familiar with the path of the palace, when you are done, I can send you back! ”
"No need! I want to be alone, be still! Sansa didn't appreciate it, she was distraught and in no mood to pay attention to anyone.
The September Knight unfastened his cloak and draped it over Sansan, trying to reassure her again, "Miss Sansan, your wedding to the prince is coming, you need to take care of yourself!" It's easy to get sick this way! ”
"Go away! Don't have pity on me! I don't need your sympathy! Get lost! ......" When she heard the September Knight mention the wedding, Sansa was completely devastated, and yelled hysterically at the September Knight.
Shanshan's seizure startled the September knight, he didn't expect that the queen-to-be had such a violent temper, and she usually looked quite cheerful and easy-going, what happened today?
Trembling, Sansa threw away the September Knight's cloak and walked on her way angrily.
"Hey!" The September Knight sighed and leaned over to pick up his cloak, "These young ladies are all the same unreasonable, all pampered and unreasonable, I really don't know what Prince Savi likes about her?" Do you want to marry her?"
The September Knight no longer bothered Shanshan, ignored Shanshan, and continued to lead his troops on patrol.
Shanshan walked for a while, and suddenly another thought came to her heart, she was unwilling, she was going to ask Savi to understand. Thinking of this, he immediately turned around and walked back.
Sansa once again passed by the September Knights, ignoring them completely, and walked straight by.
"This woman, what a strange!" The September knights and the guards muttered a word and went on patrol.
Shanshan returned to the sacrificial hall, and when she saw Shanshan walking in in her pajamas, Sawi and the high priest of Chuantong were stunned, and they couldn't guess why she was here.
"You go out, I want to say a few words to His Royal Highness the Great Prince!" Shanshan said to the high priest of Chuantong without respect.
Savi and High Priest Chuantong were stunned again.
"Yes" The high priest of Chuantong saw Shanshan's abnormality, and did not care about Shanshan's attitude, and bowed and withdrew.
Looking at the back of the high priest of Chuantong, Savi gently accused Shanshan, "Shanshan, you can't speak to the high priest of Chuantong like this in the future, even if it is the king of my father's Sani Kingdom, we must treat the high priest of Chuantong with courtesy, we juniors, we need to respect him more!" ”
"I hate him! There's no way to respect him! Shanshan said coldly.
Savi frowned, a look of displeasure, "Have you been a little too aggressive lately!" You haven't been back to normal since Sag died, and I know you're sad that Sag is gone, but there's a limit! The big wedding is coming! If this continues, do you want everyone to see our jokes? ”
"Joke! Haha, am I not enough for others to laugh at me now? Shanshan was going crazy, she couldn't control her emotions herself, and cried heartbreakingly, "You are the first man I loved, I have loved for many years, my dream is to be your bride, and live a life of love with you for a lifetime!" But, however, I guessed the beginning of the story, but not the end of the story! You've had so many women before! It is estimated that there will be more women in the future! But what about me, what is my place in your heart? Have you ever loved me? ”
Savi saw Shanshan's loss of control, a lot of things have indeed happened in this period of time, and it is reasonable that Shanshan can't accept it. He decided not to reason with Shanshan first, but to appease Shanshan, he walked over, hugged Shanshan tightly, and comforted her: "Okay, I know, you are bitter, I'm sorry, it's all my fault!" ”
Savi's tenderness instantly melted a lot of Shanshan's physical and mental coldness, and Shanshan's out-of-control emotions were much better; Shanshan has indeed been in love with Savi for many years, and countless intimate scenes have been realized many times in her dreams, but even though she is already Savi's fiancée, it is the first time she has experienced such an intimate action, she smells Savi's body, feels his body temperature, listens to his heartbeat, and the strong resentment begins to slowly dissipate.
"Bang! ---Bang! ---Bang! ---”
Savi's heartbeat was steady and regular, listening to it, Sanshan's heart hurt again, she remembered the night when she had intimate contact with Yemo in the Holy Spirit Forest, that night, she also heard Yemo's heartbeat, so hot and so rapid, and Prince Savi held himself, but he was unusually calm, without a little wave, which is enough to show that Savi did not love himself at all, and he was not even attractive to himself as a woman.
What a cruel reality! Shanshan let go of Savi's embrace, why be nostalgic for things that don't belong to her? Wiping away tears, sorting out emotions, a decision has sprouted in my heart.
In order not to regret herself, she made a final struggle.
"Your Highness, do you love me?" Shanshan asked stupidly.
"Shanshan, you will be my only and most noble queen, if you don't like it, I won't pamper other women, as long as you need it, I will be by your side anytime and anywhere, whatever you want, as long as I can give it, I will give it to you; If you can't give it, you will find a way to give it to you, living in the same bed and dying in the same hole! Prince Savi replied earnestly.
"Because I love you so much, I can not be your queen, I can share you with other women, I can have nothing, and I don't have to be with me every day, but do you love me?" Sansa asked persistently.
Prince Sawi pondered, silent......
Shanshan's body began to tremble, and she tried her best to hug her arms to relieve the coldness of her body and mind, "Okay, it's late at night, I won't bother, you can rest early!" I'll go back first! ”
Shanshan just hugged her arms and staggered out of the sacrificial hall.