Do what I want to do?

Guo Zixiang finally began to slowly calm down and began to really think about what was in his heart. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 ｉｎfo

What exactly do I want to do? When I was just sensible, I read some novels about the childhood of scientists and thought they were cool, so I wanted to become a scientist, develop drugs that benefit the whole society, and win the highest trophy in the scientific world.

Then, when I was a little older, I realized that I didn't have the potential to become a scientist, and I gave up on this idea. Because of watching a lot of anime, I began to fantasize that I also have great power, and I want to be the kind of hero who can take charge of himself and save everyone in need.

After being baptized by reality, I realized that all this was unrealistic, and began to be content with the status quo, becoming obsessed with my own edges and corners, and slowly began to be assimilated by outsiders. But is this really what you want to do?

After college, I found that I couldn't be like others, I studied well, had many friends, and developed in all aspects, so I began to become mediocre, as if I should become a supporting role in other people's lives, and become a green leaf under that red flower. If nothing had happened, maybe I would have graduated peacefully, found a job peacefully, got married and had children peacefully, and then watched my children grow up slowly, and I grew old until I died.

But now, he finally has the opportunity to become a hero with special abilities, although the current strength may not be strong, but everything is going in a good direction, and he has finally found the meaning of his existence. Since becoming a hero, although he has encountered many dangers and even almost lost his precious life, this tense and exciting life has made him feel so beautiful. This is the life I want!

Thinking of this, Guo Zixiang raised his head and looked at Zhou Xiang, who had been looking at him, those eyes had never changed, he knew that there was hope and kindness in these eyes. So, he said the first sentence he had been thinking about for a long time, and it was also the words that went straight to his heart.

"I want to be a hero who can save the world, no matter what enemies I encounter, no matter what hardships I encounter, I will persevere on this path."

Hearing Guo Zixiang's answer, Zhou Xiang smiled again, slapped his palm three times in a row, and then said: "Very good, this road is very rugged, and there will be many setbacks and obstacles along the way, many times there is no one around you who is encouraging you to support you, and even your friends and your companions are still blocking you, so do you still want to continue walking?" ”

After Zhou Xiang finished speaking, Guo Zixiang fell silent again, and he began to recall what happened before, just to save a Silas who didn't know how to become a weirdo, he had already made himself feel like a betrayer. In the future, if something worse happens, and even if you have to add up to that group of heroes, will you still be firm in your own idea?

Looking at Guo Zixiang, who was frowning, Zhou Xiang picked up the beer glass next to him and took a sip, he can be regarded as watching Guo Zixiang grow up, so he naturally knows the other party's character, this kind of problem is really a bit too difficult for Guo Zixiang to choose. However, he also knows that Guo Zixiang is not a person who will be deterred by this, he will inevitably make his own choice, that is.

"I will continue to walk, I will follow the path of my heart, no matter what situation I encounter, and no matter whether there are people around me who follow, I will continue to walk as always. The Buddha said, if I don't go to hell, who will go to hell, this road, after all, someone has to go down, so I hope that person is me. ”

Guo Zixiang's answer did not surprise Zhou Xiang, he knew that Guo Zixiang was a kind person, but he had his own independent way of thinking and values, it was difficult for outsiders to interfere with his thoughts, and only he could change his mind. This kind of person, whether it is good or bad, there are also bad things about it, although his willpower will be very firm, but once he gets into the tip of the horns, he will not hit the south wall and will not look back.

Thinking of this, Guo Zixiang smiled slightly, I hope you can get through the next few hurdles unharmed, especially, when I am gone, you can face that person, and you can go on unswervingly.

"Well, I know I'm not wrong about you. Actually, nothing is as you imagined, I didn't change the trajectory of your life, except that I put her in your body before you were born, and it wasn't until you graduated from college that you officially made you aware of our world. So you can rest assured that I know what happened to you, but I haven't changed it. It is because I know that there are some things that cannot be forced, and only in this way can you become a new god in your normal state. ”

Zhou Xiang nudged his black-framed glasses, folded his hands, and said to Guo Zixiang with a hint of a smile, saying very sincerely, and his words were full of convincing.

Maybe it's because I've been with Zhou Xiang for so long after all, Guo Zixiang, who was still a little estranged in his heart, no longer thought about things that didn't exist at all after getting Zhou Xiang's personal reply. If the existence of a god made him afraid, then the fact that this god was Zhou Xiang completely dispelled the fear in his heart.

"So, can you help me? As you said, now only you can help me save Silas. ”

However, soon, Guo Zixiang still thought of an important purpose of this trip, that is, to accept Zhou Xiang's unknown help and go to the path he chose.

"Yes, I can help you, but I can't do it myself, everything still needs to rely on your own strength. At most, I can only improve your strength, and as for the subsequent battles, I will not use any power to you, you must understand. ”

Zhou Xiang's expression seemed very calm, but his eyes under the black-framed glasses suddenly became sharp.

"I know, please train me, and I'll handle the rest of the battle by myself."

didn't get the expected strong help, Guo Zixiang was not discouraged at all, because he vaguely realized that in fact, on top of all this, there were some deep-seated big people manipulating, maybe this was the reason why Zhou Xiang couldn't take action in person.

"Very good, then I'll tell you in detail about the source of your power, that is, her."

"She? Are you talking about the owner of the female voice I heard? ”

Hearing Zhou Xiang's words, Guo Zixiang immediately thought of the female voice he had heard repeatedly, the female voice who said that he would accept her by himself.

"That's right, she's a test subject from my time, codenamed 001. She is very kind, and at the beginning, she didn't even know how to use her own strength, and as a result, people used it as a rare test object to carry out various experiments repeatedly, but in this case, she never resisted, and only silently endured. In fact, there are many similarities in her personality, and you both want to save the world, but sometimes, this naïve idea seems foolish. ”

There was a hint of nostalgia in Zhou Xiang's eyes, obviously, the woman codenamed 001 had a special meaning to him.

And at this time, Guo Zixiang also suddenly remembered that when she was in the land of bones, she almost died, and the black and white pictures she had seen, could it be said that these tragic scenes were all things that really happened to her at the beginning? Doesn't that mean that she has gone through all kinds of unimaginable tortures?

Zhou Xiang seemed to see Guo Zixiang's inner thoughts, he lowered his head slightly, and sneered: "Yes, you have synchronized with her to 10%, and you should be considered to have been in contact with a lot of her memories, so you must have seen her various pasts." All of this is what she once said she had experienced, she used to be so ignorant, thinking that she would be able to benefit all mankind by being studied by that group of beasts, but she was wrong, human greed is endless. ”

"So what about after that? Did you save her from this pain? ”

Guo Zixiang couldn't help but start to ask rhetorically, he once again substituted into the scene at that time, his heart was full of anger, and he also shouted at that time I must come back to save you, trying to save her.

"Of course, I'm going to kill everyone up and down the entire research institute."

Zhou Xiang smiled slightly, but the words he said were matched with his smiling face, but there was a chill.

Kill them all. So, you're a murderer?

Guo Zixiang was stunned for a moment, although he also expected that people might die, but he didn't expect that in order to save one person, he killed the entire research institute, is it really worth it?

"Ale Ale, speaking of the past, I'm a little out of shape, I'm scared of you, I'll punish myself first."

Suddenly, Zhou Xiang's tone changed, he patted his mouth with his right hand, and drank the beer glass with his left hand.

"Actually, you should know about this for yourself later, so I won't go into it here. Now let's talk about how you can become stronger, because all your power comes from her, so the higher your synchronization rate with her, the stronger you will naturally become. But in fact, this kind of thing still has to be done by yourself, how can you become closer to her in your heart. ”

Actually, Guo Zixiang probably learned about this from Hongyi's mouth, but today he learned that he was synchronized with the woman codenamed 001.

"Although there is no way to directly increase your synchronization rate, I have a way to increase your synchronization rate instantly, do you want to know?"

Zhou Xiang is like a seasoned promoter, little by little, letting Guo Zixiang enter the topic he has designed.

"If you can get stronger, of course you want to know."

Guo Zixiang really did not hesitate to say his choice.

"It's about letting go of your body and letting her control you."