Yun Jing stood in front of him a simple girl dressed in a light blue floral dress with bright teeth and bright eyes. Pen fun and pavilion www.biquge.info

The girl was holding a purple flower umbrella and was staring at him, and there seemed to be tears in her eyes.

Yun Jing was stunned for a long time and asked, "Is it you?" ”

The girl bowed her head and said softly: "Big brother, it's good if you're here, let's go!" ”

Yun Jing took the paper umbrella and followed the girl slowly towards the mountain.

"Xiaocui, you have grown into a big girl, I really didn't expect it!"

"Am I never going to be long, I'm always just an ignorant little girl?"

"That's not what I mean, I just stayed in the immortal ruins for ten days, and when I arrived in the mortal realm, ten years have passed, which makes me very uncomfortable."

"Isn't there a feeling that things are wrong?"

"It's just that it feels like a big change."

"Do you feel the ruthlessness of the years?"

"Time is a storm!"

Yun Jing swept the umbrella in his hand and said with a smile: "We can cover the present, but we can't cover the past and the future!" ”

The rain was falling, falling on the flower paper umbrella, splashing a mist of water.

In front of them and behind them, the rain was hazy.

"I don't understand!" Xiao Cui shook her head and said with a look of ignorance.

…………

After turning a few mountain bends, at the end of a mountain bend, Yun Jing saw a flower paper umbrella, and there were also two figures standing under the paper umbrella.

One tall and one short, one purple and one green.

Yun Jing's heart was sour.

He walked over in three steps and two steps to the two of them.

Lin Ziyue was wearing a light purple dress and dancing lightly in the flight.

Her gaze remained like a butterfly.

The little girl standing next to her, dressed in a light green shirt and trousers, with two buns on top of her head, and a round face and big eyes.

The little girl's dark eyes stared at Yun Jing a little timidly.

"Laugh!" Yun Jing stepped forward and hugged the little girl.

Xiaoxiao was a little confused, but for some reason, tears rolled down her eyes.

Lin Ziyue said faintly: "Xiaoxiao doesn't know you anymore!" ”

When Xiaocui heard this, she couldn't help crying on the side, tears raining down.

Yun Jing held Xiaoxiao in his arms for a long time before he said in a trembling voice: "I'm sorry, Xiaoxiao, my big brother has lost ten years unconsciously, I haven't seen Xiaoxiao for ten years, Xiaoxiao has grown up!" ”

The slanting wind and drizzle were silent, and a faint sadness drifted in the wind and rain.

The mountain road is wet with deer and deer, and there is water mist.

After all, Lin Ziyue was a monk in the late stage of the Yudan, so she controlled her emotions and said with a faint smile: "It's windy on the mountain road, don't smile and smile, let's go home!" ”

Yun Jing was stunned and looked at Lin Ziyue.

Lin Ziyue read his gaze and said lightly: "No matter what kind of home it is, we are a family after all!" ”

Yun Jing nodded seriously.

Lin Ziyue and Xiao Cui walked forward with an umbrella together.

Yun Jing held a flower paper umbrella in one hand and followed with a smile in the other.

The pale red birthmark on Xiaoxiao's wrist made Yun Jing close his eyes......

Countless eyes looked at them, and countless sighs rang out.

…………

In the dead of night, the candlelight flickered.

Outside the window, the wind is howling and the rain is dripping.

Yun Jing was silent for a long time and said, "Ziyue, I'm sorry!" ”

Lin Ziyue glanced at Yun Jing and said, "More than ten years have passed, and there is no point in saying this!" ”

Yun Jing said: "I ...... at the beginning"

"Senior Brother Jing, you don't have to say it, let the past pass!"

Lin Ziyue interrupted Yun Jing's words and said, "We have been practicing for so many years, in fact, we have all understood a truth, following our hearts is the most important thing!" ”

Yun Jing looked at Lin Ziyue a little stunned, this sentence was full of vicissitudes.

"Actually, a lot of the time we 'are not ourselves'.

Once we are responsible, more often than not, we live for responsibility.

From that moment on, we may have forgotten our true intentions and lost ourselves.

Sometimes, for the sake of responsibility, we go against our hearts and make bad decisions.

Now I think that Senior Brother Jing may have made the decision to combine with me because of responsibility.

If that's the case, I think it's good for everyone for Senior Brother Jing to return to his original heart and make a new decision.

Marriage is a matter of two people, I don't deny that I only have you in my heart, but you also know that it is precisely because you are my only one that I care more about your feelings.

If you are willing to unite with me only for the sake of responsibility, then I will become a burden to you, and I am unwilling and unbearable.

Because your responsibilities are too heavy!

You first shoulder the hatred of the family and the family, then the safety of your relatives, then the Zhongxing of the sect, then the safety of the Zhongtian Continent, and then the people of the world.

Your abilities are getting greater, your responsibilities are getting heavier, and to put it bluntly, you are the one who lives for the responsibility!

For someone like you, who takes the responsibility of the world as their own responsibility, it can be tiring to be your partner.

So, from now on, I hope that we are still a family, that you can still regard me as your most beloved sister, and that I will not bind you to your heart, and I don't want you to do anything against your will! ”

Lin Ziyue said such a reasonable thing in one breath, and when she heard Yun Jing's mouth half open, her eyes showed confusion and an expression of disbelief.

These words are too wise, too profound!

Wise enough to open the knot in his heart and touch his soul deeply.

His heart was a little shocked, he hadn't seen him for ten years, it was really a thing!

When did Lin Ziyue become so calm and sensible?

Outside the window, the wind and rain were steep, and the candlelight swayed violently.

Lin Ziyue picked up a copper needle in her hand and lightly picked the candle, and the candlelight immediately stabilized and brightened.

Yun Jing quietly watched Lin Ziyue pick up the candle flowers, and was moved.

He praised from the bottom of his heart: "Ziyue, I didn't expect you to become so wise and able to say such thorough words after ten years of not seeing you!" ”

Lin Ziyue's face was slightly red, and she was silent for a long time and said:

"These are the words of the ancestor to comfort me!"

Yun Jing's heart sank, and he was silent for a moment and said, "What about your personal thoughts?" ”

Lin Ziyue said calmly: "I think what the master said is right. In the beginning, I thought of you as my world, and without you, my world would have collapsed.

However, when I realized that I also had a series of responsibilities on my shoulders, my responsibilities also constituted another world of mine, so even if I didn't have you, I still have my world, even if it is incomplete, but my world exists after all, and I still have a reason to live.

For example, for the sect, for the master, for the ancestor, for the smile for Xiaocui. ”

Yun Jing was silent for a long time, and then took a breath and said, "I admit that for you, I am more responsible, and she is my heart."

Before I made the decision to marry you, I thought she was gone forever!

At that time, I wished I could be accountable to you, and you would be able to share my responsibility! ”

Speaking of this, Yun Jing took out Bai Shuyu's blood book and handed it to Lin Ziyue.

Lin Ziyue watched very seriously in front of the candlelight, her hands trembling slightly.

After reading Bai Shuyu's blood book, Lin Ziyue handed it back to Yunjing with trembling hands.

Lin Ziyue's eyes stared at the candlelight for a long time, and said quietly: "Actually, I envy her, and at the same time sympathize with her!" ”

Of course, Yun Jing knew that the 'she' that Lin Ziyue was talking about was referring to Bai Shuyu, so he was silent.

"I envy her for being a simple person, without the fetters of responsibility, she can love you with all her heart and treat you as her perfect world.

So, she can live for you and die for you. Even if she waits for you for ten years, she is carefree and happy.

Because what she did was exactly what she wanted.

But I also sympathize with her, because you have become all she is, even if she conforms to her own heart, but she has lost the meaning of her own existence forever, she has become your vassal, so what is the value of her life? ”

A layer of cold sweat broke out on Yun Jing's forehead.

He had to admit that Lin Ziyue was very reasonable, no one who exists in the world should not become a vassal of others, they should have their own life value, especially their monks, they should reflect the meaning of their existence.

Perhaps, the meaning of life lies in the responsibility of life itself.

To put it bluntly, the greater the responsibility, the greater the meaning of life.

Lin Ziyue was right, Bai Shuyu had no responsibility since he broke away from the Blood Blade Sect, and it was precisely because of this that Bai Shuyu could love him unrestrainedly.

Bai Shuyu's love, although pure, is also extremely risky, because it sacrifices its own value.

Bai Shuyu's cultivation talent is extremely rare, how can he be confined to his own world?

She has her word, and her word is long.

Fortunately, she has already gone to Wutai Mountain, and he believes that she will be able to shine in the process of promoting Buddhism.

Yun Jing looked at Lin Ziyue and said with difficulty: "Ziyue, what you said is so good!"

Senior Brother Jing really thanks you, and I really feel guilty, but I didn't expect that Senior Brother Jing became the person who hurt you the most! ”

Lin Ziyue shook her head and said: "Senior Brother Jing, I said that marriage is a matter of two people, since I am not your heart, then our union is something that goes against your heart, it is something that hurts others and yourself, if you don't do something that goes against your heart, you won't hurt me the most."

This incident will not change my feelings for you, of course, this emotion is only buried in my heart, because this is also my best heart.

We are people who cultivate the truth, and what we cultivate is the word 'truth', true person, true heart, true feelings, until we realize the true way.

I've been thinking about the value of my existence for more than ten years, and now I've figured it out, so even if I can't be united with you, I won't be too sad.

So, you don't have to feel guilty, don't worry too much! ”

The candles are shining, and the wind and rain are shaking.

Yun Jing asked a little sadly, "Ziyue, what are your plans for the future?" ”

Lin Ziyue said lightly: "Senior sister is about to marry to the Danjian Sect within the year, and I have to take on more things within the sect."

In fact, the ancestor is my role model, and the love of children may be just a passing moment! ”

Yun Jing was silent, and there were some things he couldn't say, such as Erhu, the two of them didn't say a word.

After Lin Ziyue finished speaking, she didn't know what to think and didn't speak again.

The long silence made Yun Jing feel a little depressed.

Fortunately, there is a faint whiteness outside the window.

I don't know when it started, the wind and rain stopped, and I only heard the sound of raindrops on the purple bamboo outside the window, slowly dripping.

Yun Jing smiled, Lin Ziyue also smiled, and she gently cut out the candle flowers.