Chapter 57: The Snow Blossoms (1)

Shi Jiaheng stepped forward to support her body that was about to fall, and he couldn't believe the sudden change in front of him, he touched the hot blood that flowed from the corners of her mouth, and he was at a loss for a while. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

A handful of green silk scattered, the heavy crown fell to the ground, the pearl jade hairpin rolled down all over the ground, and in an instant, the sideburns were ruined, and the flowers and rain withered, as if a gorgeous and romantic dream was in the door outside the gongs and drums, and the prosperous and brilliant things took a sharp turn and suddenly became disillusioned.

Shi Jiaheng suppressed many doubts in his heart, stared at the blood all over the ground heavily, without any blame and anger, but sighed anxiously: "Don't say anything, I'll go and ask you for a doctor." ”

Bai Linglin pulled his sleeve indifferently and said hurriedly, "No...... No need, today is the last day of my poison attack, and I didn't expect that I would not be able to marry you for a day. ”

"Who poisoned you?" Shi Jiaheng still couldn't help but ask.

"It's Si Yugu." Bai Linglin grinned widely, revealing two rows of blood-soaked teeth.

Shi Jiaheng wanted to continue to ask, but seeing that her face was declining rapidly, he helped her sit down, and anxiously ordered the maids to call the doctor, and the maids were panicked when they saw this, and they were a little flustered in an instant. Bai Linglin shook her head weakly and asked them to close the door and retreat.

She looked at Shi Jiaheng and smiled, her face was a little relaxed, which was very different from her usual perverse and mean, full of smirks and resentment, but at this moment she had restored her original graceful aunt.

He gently dragged her head, sat next to her as she wished, and listened to her, "I'm sorry for making you uncomfortable for so long, I'm really not a good person." But believe me that I never wanted to break you apart. I just suppressed too much depression in my heart, and I was unwilling to leave quietly, always thinking that I would vent and torture others before I died. But I found that torturing others did not bring me happiness, only greater shame and resentment. ”

Shi Jiaheng nodded and said softly: "I understand, I have never found you hateful. You, like Yunxi, are just orphan girls with poor backgrounds and lack love. In fact, I really want to take care of you, but the pity is that I have a home, even if you and I raise our eyebrows in the future, but after all, it is not the love of men and women. ”

Bai Linglin burst into tears, and a knowing smile bloomed on her lips: "I didn't misunderstand you." Chu Yunxi is really blessed. I was jealous of her, but it was not because she took possession of my identity and became a noble Miss of Chufu, with fine clothes and food, gorgeous clothes, wealth and glory. It's because she has so many people who love and cherish her, and even die for her. And in my life, I have never met a person who is truly true to me, who has been born in vain and suffered so many sins in vain. ”

Speaking of the heartache, her face gradually distorted with pain: "In the most desperate moments of my life, no one has ever helped me, when I was forced to fall into darkness, and finally returned to the light, and wanted to wash away all the lead and become a new man, but only to receive a deeper calamity, I hated God, and I would not give me even a little hope, and I prayed for life so humbly, but in exchange for greater shame. ”

Shi Jiaheng listened quietly, and her heart ached because of her pain. People in the world are not struggling to survive, carefully holding the beautiful expectations and fantasies of the future life to live, when the reality of the dream is broken, how can they demand peace and tranquility in the world, contentment and happiness. Therefore, there is anger and resentment everywhere, and it is precisely because of his transparency that he feels that the world is desolate and life is impermanent.

"I originally thought that it would be miserable to lose my father and mother when I was young, to be sold by my adoptive uncle, to live on the streets, to be controlled by others, and to steal for a living. Who knows, I met Si Yugu, a wicked person who ruined my life, and I can't bear the fate of being manipulated in my life. Bai Linglin swallowed the bloody and sad taste in her mouth, and said bitterly: "I was finally sent to Mingbi Villa by my adoptive uncle, I just wanted to live honestly and diligently for a few days, but I was framed by the people in the house, and I used the hand-to-hand attack technique I learned when I was a beggar to steal in a fit of anger to injure them and escape from the village." I was carried away by resentment for a while, and after leaving the village, I returned to my old business, and once coaxed a passing merchant to steal the silver and two horses of a girl in red with strong martial arts, and fled all the way north. Unexpectedly, the woman chased all the way, forcing me into Chang'an, in the July building, the woman and a boy in green clothes fought, I took the road and fled, the horse happened to startle the car of Si Yugu, who was demoted out of Chang'an. Si Yugu had a bad career at that time, and he had nowhere to get angry, so his subordinates grabbed me, and when they saw that I had two points of beauty, they did insulting things. ”

Her tears rained down, she wanted to take such an unbearable thing into the ground and never mention it to anyone, but Shi Jiaheng has always tolerated her like a relative, although she has never met a person who is sincere to her in this life, but God has compensated her in the end. The greatest shame in her life before she died told him that she really regarded him as a dear person.

Shi Jiaheng's mood at the moment was just like Chu Yunxi's distress and anger when he heard Qing Chun tell about his humiliation before he died, and he couldn't help but clench her hand, wanting to give her gradually cold hand some warmth. There were also tears in his eyes, and he said in a deep voice: "Don't say it, I know that you are bitter, the world is difficult, and it is not easy to live." Whenever there is a change in the family, or the country is ignited, how many girls from good families are ruined, and how many wives are separated and families are destroyed. But what can the pain of the past be forgotten except forged? Life is long, you should live. ”

He stood up: "I'll go and ask you for a doctor, no matter how much you are hurt or how big a mistake you make, you must live first, and then you can make up for it and make amends."

Bai Linglin chuckled silently, her cheeks that were washed away by tears were pale, and she said softly: "I used to think that I would never mention these shameful things to others, but when I talk about it today, I feel very relaxed." You let me finish, I just hope to get a little more mercy from you, as for this life......"

She coughed up a mouthful of blood, and he hurriedly sat down to wipe it for her: "It's so bitter, I admit that I can't stand it, I live so hard, I just want to rest early."

Shi Jiaheng wiped the blood from the corner of her mouth for her, but the more she wiped it, the more blood gushed out like a river sinking into the sunset. How can such a broken life be repaired so that it can be as beautiful as ever? He looked at her in silence, a heavy sadness weighing on his heart.

Bai Linglin felt extremely relaxed, this miserable life was finally coming to an end: "I always have to explain it to you, so that you can give Princess Huayang an explanation." He took me back to Hangzhou, and when he learned that Shui Shenbi had been a subordinate in Mingbi Villa, he immediately poured poison on me to force me to explore the whereabouts of Shui Shenbi, who knew that the eldest lady of the Chen family was very smart, and I saw through my intentions from the moment I entered the village, and deliberately made a trick to invite you into the urn, and deceived us. Shui Shenbi was lost for no reason, Si Yugu was detained, I took the opportunity to escape, he thought that the jade was stolen by me, and was tracked all the way to be degraded, and I was captured again, and tortured me in every way. After he defiled me that day outside the city of Sizhou, I was drunk by me, and I tied him up with a silver wire fishing net and plunged him into the heart. ”

She burst out laughing: "I have no fear or regret at all, it is the most hearty thing I have ever done in my life, that demon finally died at my hands, and I avenged myself."

"Such a villain, full of crimes, really deserves to be killed!" Shi Jiaheng said hatefully.

Her chin and neck were stained with blood and the same color as the wedding dress, her voice gradually lowered, and her anger was like a gossamer, Shi Jiaheng saw that she was already lacking in skills, and sadness came from it, and her eyes were full of tears. Bai Linglin stared at his face, smiled miserably, and begged in a low voice: "Shi Jiaheng, can you hug me, I know that I am covered with dirt and deserve you, just ask you to pity me for the sake of my death." ”

Before she finished speaking, Shi Jiaheng had already hugged her tightly in her arms, Bai Linglin wrapped her arms around his shoulders, and said with a satisfied smile: "If I can meet you in this life, I will have no regrets." I'm sorry that my anger and willfulness have caused you to suffer so much. He shook his head slightly, listening to her voice in his ears, feeling her fading body temperature, and the pain was incomparable.

Bai Linglin was deeply moved by the noble and selfless love in his pure heart, his love was as broad as the sky and as affectionate as the sea. He spread his compassion and kindness to everyone, and he loved her like rain to nourish all things, like God having mercy on all beings. But she understood that to him, she was only a drop in the ocean of his compassion, and that she was no different from the love of an ordinary poor man on the street, and that the most unusual and unforgettable emotion he had given to others after all. She closed her eyes with a smile, but there were tears, some were happy, some regrets, and some blessings: "Shi Jiaheng, go to Dengmei Garden, Chu Yunxi is waiting for you there." ”

The wind blew away her tears, but it didn't dampen her smile. When she died, a lark broke free from its restraints and sang under the porch. He saw through the window that Bailing was flying high in the sky, and he thought it was her spirit soaring freely with forgiveness and joy.

As soon as the carriage drove out of the city gate, Chu Yunxi suddenly pounded the wall of the carriage, Geng Gong parked the car behind a piece of dead wood, and hurriedly lifted the curtain and went inside to check. She covered her neck as if she was about to suffocate, Geng Gong was shocked, and hurriedly untied the scarf wrapped around her neck, she gasped, leaned on him, and said intermittently: "Turn the carriage around, I'm going to Dengmei Garden." ”

Geng Gong hesitated: "Fourth Miss, we have to hurry up, and the sooner we leave, the better." ”

"Go!" Chu Yunxi said undoubtedly, "I have a very important thing to retrieve, if we don't have that thing, we won't be able to live even if we escape, quickly." ”

Geng Gong heard her words flustered and faintly fearful, and knew that what he said was true, so he turned the head of the car under her guidance.

Chu Yunxi entered the courtyard with his support, and the various plum blossoms in the courtyard bloomed extremely brilliantly. There was a faint light in the black clouds rising in the sky, and then a muffled thunderclap sounded. Geng Gong looked up at the sky, his face showing anxiety.

Chu Yunxi held his arm and walked unhurriedly, when passing by Merlin, even Geng Gong was fascinated by this magnificent sea of flowers, and couldn't help but look at it from a distance, but she saw the trend of decay and withering in the prosperity and beauty of her eyes, and couldn't help but sigh lightly.

Entering the house, Geng Gong was a little puzzled, the room was clean and clean, only the tables, chairs and beds, and he could see the head at a glance, there was nothing strange, I didn't know what she was looking for. He was about to open his mouth to ask, but she suddenly coughed, she trembled and said bitterly: "Geng Gong, I'm very cold, please help me get some hot water to drink." ”

This sentence reminded Geng Gong that they were in a hurry, and they only prepared some dry food and forgot to bring water. If you can't find anyone on the road, and there is no river or stream, you will die of thirst? He answered and hurried to the yard to fetch water, but he didn't want to think that the weather was extremely cold these days, and the well water was frozen into ice, and he couldn't knock it hard. Asked a few old couples in the courtyard to borrow water, but they only had hot wine from a distant restaurant, so he had to take a few water bladders and borrow water from the surrounding people's houses.

Chu Yunxi, who collapsed, took out a porcelain bottle from his arms, put a pill in his mouth, and sat quietly with his hands on the back of the chair. Her eyes gradually closed, so that when someone pushed the door in, they saw her back leaning silently on the chair, and thought she had died.

The man's footsteps approached gently, stopped at a step away from her, paused for a moment and stretched out his hand, Chu Yunxi suddenly spoke, and said softly as if meeting an old friend: "You're here?"

Shangguan Xueyu was surprised for a moment, smiled, her demeanor was not chaotic at all, she walked to her opposite her leisurely, sat down by the window, clasped her hands in front of her chest, looked at her with charm and pride, and smiled: "You arrived earlier than me." ”

Chu Yunxi didn't open his eyes and seemed to be extremely weak, and said in a low voice: "Yes, I've been waiting for you here for a long time." ”

"It's nice to die here." Shangguan Xueyu raised her cherry blossom-like soft left hand against her chin: "I, an uninvited guest, won't disturb your Yaxing." ”

Chu Yunxi sneered lightly: "If you don't see me die with your own eyes, how can you feel at ease." ”

Shangguan Xueyu smiled and asked, "Where did you start here?" ”

"At this point, why do you knowingly ask? Congratulations, your goal is about to be achieved, presumably the day the crown prince ascends the throne will be the time when my Chu clan will fall. Chu Yunxi responded indifferently.

Shangguan Xueyu looked up to the sky and laughed: "You really didn't disappoint me, it's my honor to meet you in this life." ”

"But meeting you is my Chu clan's great misfortune." Chu Yunxi replied more and more coldly.

Shangguan Xueyu smiled and sighed: "It seems that I really have a lot of flaws." ”

Chu Yunxi thought for a while, and then dismantled from the beginning: "It was your superb imitation skills that made me doubt you for the first time. ”

Shangguan Xueyu obviously expected it, nodded and smiled: "This is really my negligence, people really can't get carried away." She deliberately sneered a few more words, deliberately forcing her to tell her about the process of her self-recognition. Her arrogance and arrogance made her still hold the strength of the secret competition until this moment.

Chu Yunxi said modestly: "I can tell you everything I know, but please be honest." I also have five questions for you. ”

Shangguan Xueyu readily agreed. Chu Yunxi didn't have a trace of mood fluctuations, and said slowly like gossip: "At first, I heard you talk about copying the notes of the second uncle, but I didn't care at the time. Later, I saw that you imitated my notes so vividly, I guessed that the flying pigeon biography that lured my mother and daughter into Beijing was written by you? I tried my second sister many times, but I found that she didn't even seem to know the truth about the death of my mother, my second aunt. This is a bit strange. Her voice was low due to physical exhaustion, and she paused several times in between. Shangguan Xueyu listened patiently, and didn't seem to care, but in fact, not a single detail was missed.