Chapter 1626: Looking for 1
Yun Chu looked at Tan Jincheng with a very simple and straightforward gaze.
"Does your hand hurt?"
She didn't know how she had come up with those three words.
Mmmmmmmm was beaten by someone, but he had to ask if his hand hurt in turn.
Anyway, it's not just this moment to lose face, Yun Chu felt as if she was about to break the jar, as if no matter what happened again, she could be cheeky and ignore nothing.
There is really no one in this state.
Tan Jincheng glanced at her and got up directly, "Can you go by yourself?" ”
"Huh?" Yun Chu looked at him with a puzzled expression.
"If you can walk by yourself, you can go by yourself, if you can't, I'll hold you." Tan Jincheng looked at her lightly, he still couldn't see any emotion on his face, and his voice was as flat as always, and he couldn't hear any emotion, "You can choose for yourself." ”
"Oh...... I can walk on my own. Yun Chu spoke very slowly, said slowly, and then wanted to stand up, but I don't know if it was because she had curled up on the sofa for too long, or if she had stiffened for too long.
Yun Chu gritted her teeth and struggled to stand up on her own, but sometimes, the more she wanted to do something, the more disobedient her body seemed to be. Just like in the past, when she saw Tan Jincheng, the more she didn't want to blush, the more she wanted to behave naturally, the easier it was to blush and the more unnatural it became. And now, the more she tried to pretend to be strong to stand up, the more her legs unceremoniously exposed her weakness.
Just when she was about to struggle to stand up again, suddenly, her body was supported by a pair of strong arms, and in the next second, her whole body rose into the air.
Yun Chu is 1.68 meters tall, 100 pounds, not thin, but her weight and size, in Tan Jincheng, who is tall enough to be 1.9 meters, is simply not enough to see, not worth mentioning at all, he is like picking up a large rag doll, and easily hugging her whole person.
The body took off in an instant, and Yun Chu's whole person was stunned.
Her brain was blank again, just like when she was slapped by Tan Jincheng just now, her brain was also blank, she didn't think about anything, it was a blank vacuum!
When such a blank space reappeared, Yun Chu was no stranger. It can even be said that she enjoys this moment of blankness, and only this blank space can keep her mind from being filled with the photo she saw before.
But obviously, this kind of escape cannot last long, and the blank is just a moment, and for Yun Chu, this momentary blank is like a stolen dream.
When she woke up from the dream, she had to face the pain of her uncle's picture all over her head, the pain to the extreme. The pain that almost took her soul, the pain that made her want to go away.
Really...... Sure enough, in many cases, it is more difficult to live than to die.
Many people like to say to suicidal people, since you are not afraid of death, why are you afraid of living.
As everyone knows, in many cases, it is far more difficult to live than to die.
Death is only a momentary thing, but ...... to live But it is endless pain, pain that can never be relieved.
Although this pain may gradually diminish over time, in the beginning, this pain is really painful, more painful than death.
Tan Jincheng hugged Yun Chu, and then grabbed his windbreaker jacket, wrapped her whole body tightly, and her face was also covered.
Darkness struck all of a sudden, but Yun Chu suddenly felt very comfortable.
What she needs now is this darkness, this darkness that can't see others, and no one else can see her. It seems that only this kind of darkness can calm her heart a little bit, and can make her pain a little less.
She was held in Tan Jincheng's arms, her head rested on Tan Jincheng's chest, even through several layers of thick clothes, she could still clearly feel how strong Tan Jincheng's arms were holding her, so that she was a little painful, and even a little unable to breathe, very uncomfortable, but she enjoyed this discomfort very much, as if there was a masochistic pleasure, using this discomfort to cover another pain.
She leaned against his chest and listened to his powerful heartbeat, and for a moment, she thought it was her uncle holding her. Yes, the uncle also hugged her like this, many times.
When she had just woken up from the aftermath of the car accident, when her thoughts were confused, her memory was confused, and her mind was a little confused, when she would go crazy because she was afraid because she had no memory, her uncle was like this, holding her tightly, pressing her in his arms, and using his strong and steady heartbeat to stabilize her emotions......
The current Tan Jincheng is exactly the same as his uncle at that time.
Yun Chu wanted to cry a little, but she really couldn't cry, although she was injected with sedatives, but Yun Chu felt as if she didn't have any other feelings except for being paralyzed and having no strength, such as sleepiness, such as drowsiness, she didn't, her brain was very clear, she was simply awake to the extreme.
She felt like she had never been more awake than she was now.
Uncle died.
She finally had news of her uncle, but her uncle was dead.
Is there more ironic news in the world?
At least Yun Chu couldn't find anything more ironic than that, especially for herself.
She didn't know where Tan Jincheng was going with her, she didn't care, she could do whatever she wanted, because at this moment, her whole person was empty, her heart was empty, her brain was empty, and everything was empty.
In a trance, Yun Chu didn't know how long time had passed, it seemed to be a very short period of time, and it seemed to be a very long, long time, she heard the sound of someone opening the car door, although it was very light and light, and then she felt Tan Jincheng bend down and put her in the car, and then, he also sat in.
Her face was finally revealed, her eyes were finally removed from the darkness, but the light in front of her could not even shine into her heart, she was bathed in bright light, but her heart was always overwhelmed by the darkness, and she could not find the slightest light.
Tan Jincheng, who was sitting next to her, didn't speak, didn't make any moves, didn't even look at her, as if she didn't exist at all. The car started and drove smoothly, not knowing where to go.