On the shelves today, mixed feelings. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ

There are joys and sorrows.

I don't know how many people can accompany me in the collection.

The original intention of writing the essay was not for material reward, but for spiritual communication, but unfortunately it has not been successful at present.

I don't know what kind of thoughts the reader has when they look at my words, whether they appreciate it or feel it indifferently or disgusted, this loneliness is far more than the loneliness of writing in the dim light at dusk, when there are countless passions and dreams to accompany them, and they sink in the joys and sorrows of the book. So, I spent five years talking to myself and writing constantly.

I'm a clumsy person, and the most fearful thing is skills and shortcuts, so from the beginning of writing, I have always been practicing silently in accordance with the concept of handwriting my heart, and I demand myself at the highest level I can achieve, I don't know how to imitate, I can't study, and I can't figure out the routine mode of online writing, plus I am deeply influenced by speculative novels and Western white sketch writing methods, and even use the opposite structure of online writing, my golden three chapters are not at the beginning, but arranged to the end, so that many readers have been lost.

At first, the classical and concise language that I wanted to get close to "Dream of Red Mansions" was gradually replaced by my long lyricism similar to Shakespeare's, so there was an embarrassing style that was sometimes classical and simple, sometimes lengthy and lyrical, but I couldn't help but talk at length about the thoughts and feelings of the characters was precisely the most enjoyable passage I expressed, so the plot was inevitably scattered, dragged down, and it was always difficult to form a clean and neat storyline.

I once wanted to study the evidence, but one lacked information, the second lacked patience, and the third lacked the background, but more importantly, the details of the transitional research will become a burden to limit the article, I admit that I have not yet been able to blend classical, modern, ideological, and historical into one, so I have to stand in the air, only rely on imagination, many immediacy, I also regret very much.

I'm grateful for the starting point, other sites rejected me, so much so that at one point I wanted to give up on the update, and the starting point gave me a chance when I was most desperate, but it was just an opportunity, all I could hope was that the readers would stick with me until I finished the story!