Chapter 114: Why
Jiang Moli buried her head in the shadows, and hesitated again and again before she spoke: "I'm ......." Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info"
It's just that before he could say this, he was covered by someone.
"Shut up, I don't want to hear you anymore. If you're not happy, then I'll leave tomorrow, far away from you, but can you shut up for me now, I don't want to hear it. ”
When Jiang Moli heard this, she felt very uncomfortable. If this had been put in the past, where would he have said such a thing?
But who is Jiang Moli, the kind of person who doesn't admit defeat even if he is killed. Naturally, it will not be revealed, so the words that come out become.
"Can you calm down, is what I'm going to say the way you think? If you're not afraid of regret, don't listen to it, and I'm too lazy to bother with that. ”
Zhong Zixiao's body obviously stiffened, and he still half believed and half didn't believe Jiang Moli's words. Finally, after hesitating for a while, he whispered with a hint of pleading: "If it's what I think, then don't say it, I'm afraid."
Jiang Moli chuckled in her heart, and after a while, her hands quietly circled Zhong Zixiao from behind her back, and said softly: "First of all, I still have to say I'm sorry." Actually, I really don't deserve you to do this to me. However, I still have to say it, this sentence that has always been hidden in my heart, that is, I like you, I really like you. Ever since you asked me three years ago, I knew I liked you. ”
Zhong Zixiao's body trembled, and his arm around Jiang Moli became even harder, and his hand stroked her green silk again and again. "You...... Can you say that again? Again...... Again, good...... Is it? ”
For the first time, Zhong Zixiao spoke so out of shape. He wondered if he was hallucinating. He couldn't believe it, it was true.
Jiang Moli was held in his arms, getting tighter and tighter, his heartbeat sounded in his ears like this, although Jiang Moli was moved by him, but the account that should be calculated still had to be calculated.
"No, forget it if you don't hear it. And I'm going to settle an account with you. ”
Zhong Zixiao was confused.
I saw Jiang Moli change her posture, raise her head, hook Zhong Zixiao's neck with both hands, and look at Zhong Zixiao with her eyes, "Back then, what you said to your eldest brother and Yu Bai was true or false. ”
Zhong Zixiao suddenly realized, thinking of Jiang Moli's attitude in the past three years, he really regretted not being at the beginning. "Ah Li, you ignored me because you heard that sentence back then, right?"
Jiang Moli glanced at him, "What do you say?" ”
"If she wasn't surnamed Jiang, I wouldn't look at her."
God knows how Jiang Moli felt when he heard this.
At that time, she only felt like a fool, being tricked for nothing. And he is stupid to die liking him and pleasing him.
Jiang Moli looked at Zhong Zixiao's expressionless face, and almost gritted his teeth and said, "At that time, I just thought about whether to take the cold light sword, chop you up directly, and feed the dogs."
After a pause, I saw Jiang Moli lower her head and said softly: "But in the end, I still endured it." In the three years since I left Xuanji Mountain, I have been thinking about this sentence constantly. I once told myself that it was just a joke on purpose. But this reason, even myself, can't accept. Later, you got hurt, but I came back. But this time we come back, we just don't mention the estrangement of three years ago, and we can't go back. You always say you want me to believe you, but every time, I remember what you said back then. Tell me how I should trust you. ”
Zhong Zixiao: "I ......."
He just wants to give himself two slaps now, it turns out that the source of all this is himself.
What is self-inflicted, and what is the meaning of lifting a stone and shooting oneself in the foot.
Jiang Moli looked at him and I didn't have an explanation for a long time, so I made up my mind to ask for an explanation tonight.
In order to force him, the gesture was about to get off him, Zhong Zixiao was in a hurry, Jiang Moli hit her head again, and she shouted angrily, "Zhong Zixiao." ”
Zhong Zixiao was afraid that she would be angry, so he had to rub his head for her while explaining: "Three years ago, what I said to you was true, and what I said to them was also true, um......."
Zhong Zixiao endured the pain, but his other hand did not move away from Jiang Moli's waist.
And Jiang Moli didn't let go of Zhong Zixiao's hand until he bit out the blood, and what could be seen was that Jiang Moli's eyes were full of disgust now.
Zhong Zixiao didn't care about the pain, and encircled the person who was leaving, "Don't get excited, listen to my explanation, okay?" ”
Jiang Moli didn't speak, but she didn't move anymore.
Zhong Zixiao breathed a sigh of relief and continued: "At that time, you still have three years before the master can let you go down the mountain. And as long as you don't go back for a day, there will be changes. Yu Bai came by order, and since he saw it, I can only say that, otherwise, all the variables are too great. Do you understand? Ahri. At that time, I just thought that if I delay it for another three years, even if I don't want this crown prince, I will marry you. Big deal, the ends of the earth, the four seas are home. But then, you left without saying a word. No matter how I looked, I couldn't find it. ”
Zhong Zixiao saw Jiang Moli with his head down, playing with the sachet on his clothes, and smiled slightly bitterly at the corner of his mouth, "Since you left, there are not many things I can keep as thoughts." Ali, you still don't believe me? ”
Jiang Moli still didn't speak.
Zhong Zixiao could only force her to raise her head, but she met a pair of teary-eyed little faces. Zhong Zixiao wiped away her tears very gently, and looked at her very formally, "Okay, if you don't believe it, then I swear, if any of what I say is false, let me thunder and thunder, don't ......." ”
Jiang Moli put a pair of small hands on Zhong Zixiao's cold and thin lips, and said with a crying voice: "Zhong Zixiao, why do I like you as a pig."
The knot that had plagued Jiang Moli for three years was finally untied. In Jiang Moli's heart, I can't tell what it's like now.
At that time, I was young and vigorous, and I left in a negative mood, night after night, and my tears were about to run out. She was angry, angry that she was incompetent, angry that he Zhong Zixiao deceived herself. She complained, blamed herself for being stupid, and complained about how she could fall in love with Zhong Zixiao.
But I've been angry, I've complained, and I've been thinking endlessly. The more I don't want to think about it, the more I get stuck in it, and I can't extricate myself.
If it was just the beginning of love, the difference between the three years, Jiang Moli could really see his heart clearly.
She really fell in love with this unsmiling, cold person. Without him, no matter what I do, I don't have that feeling anymore.
But she has to bear the responsibility of the family, so it is doomed that she and him will be impossible.
Yunxi and his party almost died under the poison. At that time, Jiang Moli began to be afraid. She hadn't seen him again, she couldn't die.
No one knows how she was at that time, step by step, to survive.
Jiangnan and his party almost failed twice and died under the sword of two uncles. At that time, what she wanted to see most was him.
But I really saw it, but it was no longer the same person I was back then.
He is the crown prince and the prince of the East Palace. Even if he is trusted by the emperor again, the Heavenly Family has always had no family affection at all.
As he said, if it weren't for my surname Jiang, if it weren't for my father Jiang Lei, who held a large army, he wouldn't have looked at me.
In the same way, in the eyes of the emperor, he approached me for this reason?
So, even if I let go of that sentence, I still can't go back after all.