Chapter 26: The Pretender
It's like repulsion from the same pole.,My sixth sense began to hate her for no reason.,But like a stand-in messenger will attract a stunt-in messenger.,I cares about her inadvertently.。 Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info
Yes, logically speaking, I am such a person who is very afraid of trouble, I should never have anything to do with anyone, but the fact that I can know her name completely proves that I have paid attention to her person.
Dream Xinling, she is different from me, but she is so similar to me, for some reason, I will try to avoid getting along with other people, avoid friends, and look at each other lonely.
If I talk about it, one sentence can actually be summed up very perfectly.
Being friendly to others is cultivation, and being alone is character.
That's who I am, I never hurt someone, only when he gets too close to me and makes me feel a crisis, I will deliberately get rid of him, although the choice is very direct and very ...... Cruel.
But Meng Xinling, she is very similar to me, but also very dissimilar, if you look at it from an outsider, this is undoubtedly a person from two worlds.
A withdrawn personality, unwilling to fit into a group, with fierce words, very aggressive.
A gentle and well-behaved person who likes to take the initiative to drive group topics, speaks softly, and never hurts anyone.
No matter who looks at it, these are people from two worlds, whether it is personality, or communication, or class (a class A and class B) are not together, but why do I know her so well?
Because of the dream heart, she always gave me a ...... The feeling of camouflage, yes, camouflage.
She was cautious in communicating with me, showing that she cared a lot about what I said.
She tilted her head sideways, revealing her white neck.
Her small movements and some extra body language made me feel ...... Crafting.
I once read a sentence on the Internet that a stranger wants to get to know another stranger quickly, and when communicating, the body is very important.
To put it bluntly, it is also a kind of advanced animal, when communicating, the side head shows the neck, on the one hand, the ears are slightly in front, which means that he is listening to you attentively, on the other hand, exposing the neck and leaking his major artery, which is a link to show weakness, which can make others have a good impression of you.
When she was communicating with me, she was consciously using the advantages of girls to sell cuteness, trying to gain my favor, and she never mentioned anything else about me, plus some of her actions that seemed to be little devil attributes, to be honest, if it weren't for me, I'm afraid everyone else would have liked her.
Her external mask made me feel very reassured, I had a feeling of 'ah, there are other people in this world like me', and at the same time, it also disgusted me very much, because in her, I could see myself.
It is because of this that I can see her more essentially, but this is just my guess, I am not going to waste this time, just ask.
'Aren't you tired of living like this?' ’
Yes, she chose to be different from mine, I chose to be alone, so I threw away all the unwanted pretenses and became at ease, and she, chose to blend in, so she put on a mask and became a 'good person'.
'Huh? What do you mean? ’
Meng Lianyin didn't understand what I meant, and asked unconsciously.
'I said......'
I pointed to my face as if I was wearing a mask.
'Won't you get tired wearing a mask every day?' ’
Meng Xinling suddenly froze, and she looked at me, which made me even more convinced that my guess was correct.
'Where is it?' Mask or something......
Meng Xinling scratched her cheek in embarrassment and looked at me.
'Alright, it's useless. ’
I smiled and said sarcastically.
'Because, am I the same kind of people?' ’
Meng Xinling suddenly put away her smile, and her voice became different, although it was still very good, but, more, she felt the meaning of self-deprecation.
Yes, we are one kind of people. ’
I answered her with confidence.
'You...... When was it discovered? ’
'Freshman year of high school, when you were doing a speech. ’
'When did you find out?' ’
Dream Xinling's eyes widened in surprise and she looked at me in disbelief.
Yes, you were standing on the podium at that time, although the disguise was already good, but there was still a little bit of embarrassment, and it was at that time that I began to pay attention to you. ’
I didn't expect me to have a flaw at that time. ’
Meng Xinling shook her head, and I continued, of course, the attention I was talking about is not the kind of attention in love, and the two of us know this, so I omitted the words of explanation.
Later, after paying attention to it for a while, I felt more and more that you were acting, but I also paid attention to it for a while, and then I was too lazy to watch it. ’
'Why bother to look?' ’
Meng Xinling asked, and I smiled and told her.
Because it has nothing to do with me. ’
I see...... When you meet people of the same kind, you will be surprised and pay special attention, but after a while, the novelty disappears, and you will not be too lazy to watch, right? ’
'Yes. ’
I nodded, agreeing with the statement, and at the same time, my mind began to be curious, and I asked.
'What about you?' Why did you start approaching me again? Don't tell me it's because that dead house is disgusting, and then you're angry and want to take revenge on me. ’
'Ahaha...... How could it be. ’
Meng Xinling smiled awkwardly, her eyes tilted to the right.
'Hey! ’
'That's right! Do you want to lend me a novel! ’
Your way of diverting the subject is terrible, I sighed.
'Is that all?' ’
I want a second volume. ’
'Light for the second volume? ’
'Well, yes. ’
'I know, I'll bring it to you tomorrow.' ’
'Okay, thank you. ’
Meng Xinling put a finger on her lips, closed one eye, leaned forward, and said impatiently.
So, don't do your useless shows. ’
'But ......'
Meng Xinling smiled and took another step closer to me, the distance between us was only ten centimeters, and she asked me in a very small voice, hoarsely.
Why are you looking away? ’
‘……’
I took a step back wordlessly and asked with a blank face.
'Are you borrowing novels?' ’
"Borrow, of course borrow~"
Meng Xinling said to me happily, looking at her expression, I felt like I had lost even though I had done nothing.
'Alright, I'll bring it to you tomorrow.' ’
After I finished speaking, I turned around and waved my hand to show that I was ready to leave, and Yumeshin shouted to me from behind me.
"Thank you~Then I'll ask for it tomorrow~'
I walked forward, stopped, and looked back.
Dream heart bell she jumped away, not only did I think about what would happen if I kissed her when I was just ten centimeters?
If, I mean, if life could be done all over again, would I kiss her?
The answer is no.
Life never starts all over again.