Chapter 34: The Bright Moon Landing General Situation (1)
It was another round of spring twilight, and the fragrance of flowers in the evening breeze at night had a little warmth of early summer, plopping on people's bodies. Pen ~ fun ~ Pavilion www.biquge.info heavy cotton shirt has been removed, the light spring shirt will soon become a gorgeous summer dress, the accumulation of a season of spring shyness will eventually be completely released in the unrestrained summer, the surrounding surging comfortable warm air, as well as the brewing flowers and leaves, is about to push the spring flowers to a more gorgeous climax.
Li Can always uses the excuse of guarding the safety of the palace and the forest garden, and tries to avoid those dispensable state banquets and family banquets in the palace. After all, forcing a proud person to participate in such a noisy occasion will only annoy the people around him, who may occasionally come out with cold words and actions, and the resentment and depression that make it difficult to fit in with their surroundings will often make them indifferent to their drunken words. Thus keeping a proper distance from people enables them to maintain a certain mystical majesty.
At this point, he and Gu Chaomin can be said to be two completely opposite people, and his attitude towards banquet fun is almost indulgent to the point of doing whatever he wants, as long as there is a place that touches his tired nerves, he will disappear. Therefore, the outside world will always have an inscrutable fear of him.
Originally, Concubine Gu held a small family banquet in the palace tonight to celebrate the Qin and Jin friendships that the Gu family and the Lin family were about to form. Li Tan was naturally among the attendees, but he was not interested in it, so he shirked the friendly invitation, inspected several important places in the forest garden he was in charge of early, and wandered around the garden alone.
When he reached the eaves of a porch, he suddenly heard the sound of something rolling over the tiles, and when he realized that it might be a porcelain bottle, it had shattered five paces ahead, and a strong smell of wine rushed into his nose, and he guessed that it was a wine jug without leaning down to look at it. So he looked up and listened, and there was indeed the sound of Suo Suo on the eaves above his head.
Instinctively thinking that he was an assassin, he shoved the hem of his shirt to his waist, lifted his breath, stepped lightly on the pillars with both feet, and flipped onto the roof. He steadied himself, tried to reduce his voice, and bowed around to avoid being discovered by the other party. Not far away, on the eaves, there was a bright golden red color swaying, and he could see by the light of the garden that it was a person's back. Then a loud wine burp sounded in the air, and as soon as the man raised his hand, a white light was thrown backwards, flying quickly in the direction where he was hiding.
Li Can was shocked, he didn't expect that person to have such good ear power and skills, so quietly threw a hidden weapon, the master is current, he also moved the mind of the competition, and actually went to pick it up with his bare hands, although the hidden weapon flew in a hurry but had no strength, he gently stretched out his hand, and the cold and sleek hidden weapon obediently entered his palm, and there was no thrill of catching the hidden weapon at all, as if it was a game of two people throwing things. He wondered in his heart, put the secret weapon in his hand in front of him and looked at it, and smiled dumbly, where is this secret weapon is clearly a white porcelain wine glass.
I didn't hear the sound of the wine glass falling to the ground, but the person in front of her, who was slightly drunk, still noticed the abnormality, and she suddenly got up and looked back and shouted, "Who's behind?" ”
Li Can raised his head helplessly, rolled his eyes at the few stars in the night sky that blinked naughty eyes, and smiled silently bitterly.
Lin Yueyuan ran over in a daze, and the eaves tiles on the ground rattled. To prevent her from collapsing the roof, he raised his eyebrows slightly and jumped to her side. He moved suddenly, and her eyes flickered, and she almost fell, and he hurriedly reached out and pulled her to sit down.
She burped again, and Li Can let go of her hand in annoyance and moved back. She grinned and leaned forward, tilted her head on his shoulder, arched like a pig, and said, "Ah, it's you, nasty ghost." Hey, I found out you really have a penchant for eavesdropping. ”
Li Can shook her shoulders angrily, shook off her hand, looked at her slightly drunk skin-wrapping monkey, and couldn't help but sneer: "Drinking on the roof at night, you still know some medical skills, and you are not afraid of being provoked by the night wind, and you can't see people with crooked eyes and slanted eyes tomorrow morning." ”
Lin Yueyuan raised her eyebrows, her round eyes widened, and she said solemnly: "It's okay if it's really crooked, it's best to be an ugly person who is annoying, and the old man in the province also wants to marry me casually like my brother." ”
Li Can was amused by her funny words and appearance, but she still held back the smile on the corner of her mouth, and said with a cold face: "Oh." The strange Taoist family banquet is not over, so you came here to borrow wine to kill your sorrows. But to be honest, if you weren't born in the Lin family, it's really hard to get married. ”
He had planned to have a good conversation with her, but she smiled like a flower, patted him on the shoulder and said: "Thank you for complimenting, one of the big wishes of this girl in this life is to be an old girl for a lifetime." ”
Li Can was stunned by her, since the two met, there has never been a quarrel when they met. Although the relationship has eased after the Chu Yunxi incident, cynicism has become commonplace. This time, she was not only indifferent to her sarcasm, but also laughed at herself very cooperatively, which made him a little confused.
But even though she still spoke in a tone full of pride and fearlessness, it was sad to say such a thing from a woman's mouth. Maybe she really encountered something sad, and with her strong character, she would say such a ridiculous thing.
As soon as he thought of this, he didn't want to speak disrespectfully, and said in a slightly softened tone: "I see that you are really drunk." It's a shame that a woman can't get married, and you're still happy. After saying that, he grabbed her arm again, trying to pull her up, "It's windy here, and you can't drink too much." I'll send you back to Shifeng Pavilion with mercy. ”
But she didn't want to, so she pulled him back to the place with her hands and sat down and nagged, "Bah, that's their ignorance." What's good about getting married, those who have feelings are worried that their husbands will change their minds, looking for flowers and willows; Emotionless noisy, housework, exhausting and tired. My mother is a lesson from the past: my mother and my father lived separately for a long time before her death and did not interact with each other. ”
As she spoke, her face flushed with excitement, holding his hand with one hand, patting her chest with the other and saying bitterly, "When my mother died, my father didn't even want to go home to take a look, the two lived like enemies, and they had to pretend to be affectionate and virtuous outside, and it was sad to think about it!" She was so drunk that in a trance she took the person she hated the most as the person she usually hated as the person she confided in.
A girl who is crazy all day long and laughs and laughs also has so much pain buried in her heart. If it weren't for the fact that she was depressed today, drank a few more books, and was dizzy, she wouldn't have been able to say this. Even in front of Chu Yunxi, she was also a joke and a big grin, she rarely mentioned her pain, first, she felt that mentioning it was in vain, and secondly, she also felt that Chu Yunxi was hundreds of times more bitter than her, how could she use a little grief and anger in her heart to increase their worries.
This is also the first time that someone has so trustedly poured out his heart and lungs to Li Can, and he was a little moved by his sincerity and emotion. From this moment on, his hatred and prejudice against her dissipated most of it. He couldn't help but sigh: "I didn't expect your parents to be so unhappy." ”
Lin Yueyuan stood up and shook his head and waved his hand, and continued to sigh: "There are a few happy husbands and wives in the world, you look at the women in this deep palace, the supreme is the queen, and the most light and lowly is the palace maid, and the friendship between them and the emperor is a little bit, and they are also pitiful, and how much difference are there between them." And the saint, among his thousands of women, there are a few that he really loves, and how many of them he needs to be vain. It's boring, it's boring! ”
Li Can nodded silently, although her words were a little disrespectful, but they were facts, irrefutable: "Your crooked reasoning sounds quite reasonable." yes, it's tedious. ”
He was worried that she would be emotional and fall down, so he hurriedly pulled her down again, and the two sat and chatted face to face. She seemed to have forgotten who the other party was, and chattered: "And my brother and Siyu, oh, you haven't seen Siyu, she has a deep affection for my brother, if they can be combined, they will definitely love each other, a hundred times happier than our parents, but halfway through, Gu Mengying came out and messed up a good marriage." The pampered eldest lady, the noble daughter of the Gu family, made my brother seem to be plugged into the door, marrying such a powerful wife, how will he be a man in the future. ”
Speaking of this, she couldn't stop being angry, and raised her voice and shouted: "The old man actually thinks that he has picked up a big bargain, it is simply shameless, the ancestors of the Lin family, although my Lin family does not have the talent to change the world and help protect the country, but it has always been an upright and upright person and a man who does things, so shameless, groveling, flattering, and flattering, it is really not worthy of standing between heaven and earth." ”
Although Li Can is cold and unsmiling on the surface, there is actually a man's hot-blooded and heroic spirit surging in his heart all the time, which is exactly what he wants, and it also makes him look at Lin Yueyuan with admiration. A woman can have this insight and courage, which makes him feel a little pity. He patted his knee and praised: "Yes, these few words alone are worth my toast." ”
But being upright and standing up to the sky is his pure heart buried deep in his heart, and blindly flaunting it in this muddy world will only make the world unbearable. He is well aware of this principle, so he avoids becoming a stunned young man who is carried away by passion and can only go on a rampage: "But although your words are reasonable, they are not the way to be a minister and a king." In order to sit on the country, you can kill your wife and brother, kill your father and son, and in order to seek glory, you can flatter and please, corruption and collusion, only if you are willing to be honest and shameful, can you seek a place in the court. Your father and brother just follow the trend and know the times to become heroes. It is because of his understanding attitude that he can live in peace with the darkness in front of him.
Lin Yueyuan obviously also understood that her set of high-standard moral standards would not work here, so she bowed her head and said: "So people like me are only worthy of living in the unrestrained rivers and lakes to be a chivalrous man who robs the rich and helps the poor, my eldest brother is because he is like me, upright and uninhibited, so he will offend the villain and be in prison. Not everyone is ruthless and ruthless. ”
"You still have a big brother who I've never heard you mention."
Her righteous indignation had burned to the ground, and she no longer had the strength to lash out at the world with a high pitch and passion. She waved her hand, not wanting to mention the tragic things in the past, looking at the vast starry sky above her head, and said blankly: "That was a long time ago, I can't remember it anymore." ”
Li Can, who knew how to get to the point, didn't ask, but only said to the topic he was interested in: "It turns out that it is your wish to walk the rivers and lakes to hoe the strong and help the weak." ”
Lin Yueyuan smiled coquettishly, forgetting that the wine glass had been thrown away by herself, she still handed over a glass of wine in a daze: "Yes, it's so smart." A glass of wine for you. You don't know, my heart is like kicking a big stone, I can't go up, I can't go down, it's really aggrieved, it's a nest. ”
"Why shouldn't I?" He said almost silently.
She grinned, her eyes shining brightly: "So I really want to find someone to quarrel and fight." Hey, that's why I've been arguing with you in the first place. I actually didn't mean to get along with you, I want to quarrel with us, it's nothing more than some trivial things that are not worth mentioning, I'm not such a stingy person. It's just that in this lifeless palace, there are only quarrels, angers, and tempers. I can feel alive and alive. It's not numb yet, but even the tantrum has to be endured. ”
Her sincerity really made him embarrassed again, he rarely showed a smile, remembering the scene of the quarrel between the two in the past, he also felt very ridiculous, and his heart suddenly became a lot more refreshing: "You say this, it seems that I have a small belly and can't tolerate people." ”
"No, in fact, I know that you don't have a good life, you have no relatives, no friends, except for your cousin, you don't even have anyone to talk to, it's normal to have a weird temper, and you don't want to easily reveal your sincerity to others for self-preservation." She comforted him.
Li Can felt embarrassed, coughed to hide his embarrassment, and changed the topic again: "I'm going to look at you differently in the future, I used to think you were stupid, but now I find out that you are pretending to be stupid, you understand everything." ”
She stretched out her hands and folded them on his right hand, heroic: "I understand what, what if I don't understand, I know that you have a good heart, we can still be brothers in the future." ”
Li Can was also infected by her enthusiasm, and nodded: "If you can leave this cage in your lifetime, it sounds good to walk the rivers and lakes and fight chivalrous." ”
The two clasped hands, looked at each other and laughed, which was a formal reconciliation.
The brightest light in the Yuyang Palace gradually faded out, and the family banquet dispersed. Without the reflection of the lights, a few broken stars flashing in the sky appear brighter and brighter, the four fields set off are silent, the spring breeze is slightly cool in the second half of the night, flowing through the whole body to wash away the impetuousness brought by the warmth, and the feeling of pleasure arises spontaneously.
Lin Yueyuan, who was dazed by the drink, didn't know what she was doing, she leaned on Li Can's shoulder softly, whispering like a lethargy, and from a distance, it looked like two men and women were sitting on the roof watching the flickering meteors.
"You tease me again, you rich son who is used to living a good life, do you know how difficult life is outside, sleeping in the open and hungry is commonplace. The ordinary people envy the wealth of the wealthy families, and the wealthy nobles envy the freedom of the common people, people always look at the mountain high, you think I am good, I think you are good, but do you know how many rich and noble people are right and wrong, and how poor the people's homes are, I see, they are all half a catty and eight taels, each has its own difficulties, and no one should envy anyone. Only I, who have tried to live both lives, are qualified to choose the path that suits me, and I think you are still giving orders in the palace and commanding the forbidden army to continue to play prestige. That kind of day is not for you. ”
Li Can dodged her constantly swinging hands and muttered: "Life is extremely expensive, and you are not free to be famous." It's like fighting, a flat boat. Let the wind and the moon return to rest. ”(1)
The two leaned against each other for a long time, the cold wind was slightly refreshing, the sparse stars gradually disappeared, and the night was already thick and heavy.