Su Han came back to his senses from his memories, and saw that Yuxi was eating the mushrooms on the plate with a big gulp, so he couldn't help frowning, took the plate away, and then spoke softly, and said lightly:

"Yuxi, if you don't like to eat mushrooms, don't eat them reluctantly. There are so many dishes left in the pen %fun %pavilion www.biquge.info it doesn't matter. ”

Yuxi was eating happily, but she didn't expect that Su Han would take the plate away. I was very puzzled in my heart, and the hand holding the chopsticks was still frozen in place, and I raised my head incredibly, asked Su Han, and said:

"I ...... I don't like mushrooms......"

As soon as Yuxi's words came out, Su Han's hand holding the plate stiffened. A little embarrassed, he put the plate in front of Yuxi again.

Call. What's wrong with yourself. The rainy night is no longer the rainy night before. What is going on in my head?

"Oh, I just ...... Some distractions. ”

Su Han coughed softly, trying to hide the embarrassment in his heart.

Yuxi looked at Su Han with a guilty look, but put down the chopsticks he was holding in his hand, and then spoke softly, smiled at Su Han gently, and slowly spoke:

"Su Han, you know, since I first met you, I have lived alone in the bottom of that cliff. I didn't know that there were so many delicious things in the world that could be eaten. In the past, when I was hungry, I would either eat wild fruits from the mountains or fish from the rivers. There are also these wild mushrooms in the mountains. Fortunately, I have been eating for a long time, and I can tell which of these mushrooms is poisonous and which is not. For me, since I met you Su Han, this is already the best meal and dish I have ever tasted. How could I not like to eat it? “

Yuxi said word by word, and what she said was earnest, and Su Han's heart couldn't help but feel sour.

If Yuxi wasn't to help herself, how could she end up like this. In the past, although it was not a call for wind and rain, at least there was no worry about food and clothing, and there was nothing to worry about all day long.

But now, Yuxi has fallen to such a point because she helped herself. Not only did he fall off the cliff of decline, he lost his memory, but he also ended up like this, he really deserved to die. I don't know how Yuxi survived alone for so many years before I didn't find Yuxi. Helpless, living alone in that dilapidated cabin, Su Han didn't even dare to imagine it. At that time, if he had found Yuxi a little later, would he have lost her again?

"Rainy evening."

Su Han was dull for a long time, and suddenly spoke softly, and gently called Yuxi's name. hesitated for a long time, but didn't know what to say. I don't know what to say to be able to redeem it, for so many years, I haven't been able to find Yuxi's guilt. I don't know what to say to make up for the regret of being absent from Yuxi's side for so many years. I don't know what to say in order to make my heart feel a little better.

"Huh?"

Yuxi replied softly. But he didn't hear what Su Han was going to say to him next for a long time. couldn't help but be a little puzzled, and raised his head, but he was facing Su Han's eyes, which seemed to be glowing with tears.

"Su Han, I ......"

Before Yuxi finished speaking, he saw Su Hanxun stand up, turn around suddenly, and walk out of the compartment. In the room, only Yuxi was stunned, sitting in the cubicle, not knowing what to do.

Yuxi thought a little depressed, could it be that what she just said made Su Han unhappy, so she left suddenly?

Su Han here, after walking out of the house, walked straight towards the outside of the inn. kept walking forward, but his eyes were getting redder and redder, Su Han held back his tears, walked to the mouth of a very secluded corner alley, and stopped. Leaning against the wall, tears ran down his cheeks, drop after drop, and kept sliding down his face.

Su Han knew that even if he and Yuxi were in love, in the end, when they almost pierced that layer of window paper, the two of them were not together. This time, even if Yuxi fell in love with herself again, her feelings for Yuxi became more profound, and she still had no way to be with Yuxi. It's a feeling of powerlessness.

Obviously they are two people who love each other very much, and they can see each other every day when they raise their eyes, but in the middle, it still seems to be separated by a thick barrier, so that two people can't hug and love each other. What a painful thing it is.

And himself, after learning about what happened to Yuxi before, even if he wants to make up for it and hug Yuxi, it is simply impossible to do it.

Seeing Yuxi so fragile, he wanted to step forward several times and hug the fragile and thin Yuxi tightly in his arms. But reason told itself that this was not right. If Yuxi is still desperate to be with him in the end, he touches the Gu poison in his body, and in the end, he still harms Yuxi.

No.

There is absolutely no way I could do that myself. Even if you can't get to know each other with Yuxi, as long as you can live well and live well in this world in this life, it is your biggest and most satisfying wish.

Even if the person who guards Yuxi's side in the end is not himself, as long as he can watch Yuxi's happiness from afar, it would be fine.

Sleepless nights.

A few years ago.

Su Han was originally the son of the Marquis of Shangjing, and at that time, the war was not endless, and the emperor had specially gathered the Zhongqing family together, everyone

Standing on the top of the main hall of the palace, he looked at the emperor who was high above, looking nervous, for fear that the emperor would be named and lead the troops to fight.

"Prime Minister Ming, what do you think about the constant provocation and harassment of the bigwigs from all sides to go to the capital?"

The voice of the human emperor is very majestic. Everyone present couldn't help but tremble.

"Minister...... The minister believes that for this matter, in fact, a capable and resourceful person should be selected to take on the responsibility of leading the army to fight. This is enough to deter and suppress them, so that they do not dare to openly provoke the majesty of the capital again and again in such a grand manner. ”

Prime Minister Ming replied seriously, but suddenly made a calculation in his heart. Now there are no particularly powerful people in the capital, and because of the last blatant provocation by the big guy, everyone has already sent troops to fight once, and the current situation in the capital can be described as a heavy loss. I had to re-excavate new powerful people.

But now...... No one knows where to find new powerful people.

"So ......"