Yes, she's too kind of a woman!

Shi Jiao'e's expression darkened, she knew that she had done something wrong. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

The night before she got married, her mother told her that once a woman marries, it is equivalent to a second reincarnation. There are many women who are tormented by their husbands and mothers-in-law after they get married. But don't wonder why others keep hurting you, ask yourself why you keep allowing this to happen.

However, her natural character is like this, although she is more tenacious, she always has a feeling of being at ease with what happens. Conspiracy, layout, are not what she is good at.

In fact, at the very beginning, if she could be a little stronger, Han Xiu would never dare to force her to such a point. And after she was released back to Nanxiang, if she could poison Han Xiu ruthlessly, there would not be so many follow-up things.

Because of the education she received since childhood, she never wanted to be a villain, nor did she want to hurt anyone. Now, she was forced to the edge of the cliff, bruised and bloody, and was about to lose her life, so she tried to resist desperately.

Life is always forcing you to be reborn again and again.

"I just want to live well with my children...... However, he refused to leave me even a way to live. He will force my son to death, he will force my daughter to death, he will force my father, brother and family to death. Shi Jiao'e looked at her palms blankly and muttered to herself.

She was asking Wanru just now, why wasn't she torturing herself?

She needs to keep convincing herself before she can be ruthless and sacrifice her innocent life to save herself. She even comforted herself, when she returned to Nanxiang and grasped the power of Nanxiang, she would definitely abide by the covenant with the Northern Jin Dynasty, and would never start a war lightly and let the people fall into war.

However, just when Shi Jiao'e had just done her psychological construction, Wanxi had obviously walked to the door, but she suddenly stopped and said hesitantly: "Niangniang, do you complain about the prince?" ”

Shi Jiao'e fell silent, and the air suddenly fell silent.

How could she not complain? Let any mother be treated like this by her own son, and her heart is broken several times, how can she not have a trace of resentment?

She sometimes even wonders why her son, whom she is willing to protect with her life, is like this? It is worthy of his father's blood in his bones, so he will be as cold as Han Xiu.

It's about anger!

Although it was not shown on his face, he couldn't help but have such thoughts in his heart.

"Mother, do you know? The prince cried again tonight, and lay silently on the bed, tears kept flowing out, but there was no sound at all. Wanxi's voice did not fluctuate, and her speech was not sensational at all.

However, Shi Jiao'e felt a tightness in her heart inexplicably.

"Niangniang may not understand, why does the prince's attitude towards you keep repeating? Or, have you ever thought that the crown prince is a white-eyed wolf, no matter how good you are to him, you can't get him close? Wanxi was still narrating plainly, but there was a faint sadness in her eyes.

"The slave maid used to be at home, and she was often scolded as a white-eyed wolf, and she was raised for so many years, and she couldn't cover it up. is often scolded as a mourning star, and he has a sad face all day long, and he can't even call people. Wanxi's tone was still calm, but there was a hint of self-deprecation in her tone.

Shi Jiao'e didn't interrupt her, just listened silently.

"Does the mother know? Slaves and maids also called people when they were young. It's just that every time my brother calls grandma, he will always be picked up and praised for being sensible. And every time the slave and maid call grandma, they will be reprimanded, and let the slave and maid roll aside and play, and don't go to be an eyesore in front of her all day long. ”

"Slowly, the slave and maid stopped calling people. Until now, slaves and maids have tried to speak as little as possible, because of the habit they developed when they were young, they are not even willing to communicate with people. ”

Everyone's personality when they grow up is related to their experiences when they were children.

The more children who have been hurt as children, the more likely they are to become withdrawn, distrustful of anyone, or even moody, or fond of abusing small animals.

"Because I am afraid of being hurt, and because I am insecure, I don't dare to trust anyone easily. The prince has repeatedly provoked him, perhaps not only because he is resisting you, but also because he wants to know if you will tolerate him, and whether he will abandon him again because of his performance. ”

Just like the stray cats and dogs on the street, when they are first adopted, they will always be on guard and blow up their hair at any small thing. Because they have been beaten and abused countless times when they are wandering, they dare not trust humans easily.

And after a long time of getting along and establishing trust, a soft belly will be revealed.

"The crown prince was hurt by the emperor and deceived by Mrs. Liu, so he became sensitive and irritable, and became suspicious and irritable. But now, he has all taken revenge on Niangniang. In fact, many people are like this, and the hurt they have suffered on this person has to be reciprocated to that person......" Wanxi said this sentence before bowing and retreating.

She said more today than she had in a month. She didn't want to influence her master's judgment, but she also didn't want to see her master make the wrong choice.

I hope that Niangniang can figure it out and don't regret it in the future.

……

After Wanxi left, Shi Jiao'e was still silent in place.

She always felt that Wanxi's last sentence seemed to mean something-"Many people are like this, and the hurt they have suffered in this person has to be reciprocated to that person......"

Lang'er is like this, he was hurt by his biological father and deceived by Liu Suizhu, but then, he repaid his mother and sister, and refused to easily get close to and believe in his mother.

And Shi Jiao'e is not like this?

She was deceived and hurt by Han Xiu, so she no longer believed in any man, and she didn't dare to accept Chu Yang easily, and even retributed the harm she suffered on Chu Yang.

her alienation from Chu Yang, as well as her resistance and distrust of Chu Yang; How similar is it to Han Lang's alienation and defensiveness, resistance and distrust of her?

Treat others with herself, she takes care of Han Lang like that, if Han Lang poisons her, she will kill the people around her......

Shi Jiao'e couldn't help but shudder, and a cold chill rose in her heart. If Han Lang poisoned both Wanxi and Wanru in order to escape from her side, she would never forgive him in her life!

And if she poisons Ji Bu, I'm afraid Chu Yang will never forgive herself for the rest of her life.

Thinking of Chu Yang's eyes, full of hatred and anger towards himself, Shi Jiao'e only felt a sharp pain in her chest, cold sweat on her forehead, and she couldn't even stand on her feet.

Was she really going to poison her?

What does she have to do to protect herself without harming the innocent?